<2023-03-07T05:35:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well then, Chud buds has been terminated, I'm back on Poast.
<2023-03-07T06:04:52.000Z> Wormwood: Lol yea I saw. I tried to message you on discord
<2023-03-07T06:05:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, I wonder why my phone didn't alarm me.
<2023-03-07T06:06:15.000Z> Wormwood: It's OK yea it looks like it was hacked
<2023-03-07T06:06:59.000Z> Wormwood: I'm kinda worried I people see our dms. There's nothing bad in there, just my personal drama
<2023-03-07T06:07:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, it's not like nudes leaking or something, lol.
<2023-03-07T06:08:10.000Z> Wormwood: Lol yea
<2023-03-07T06:09:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't do that stuff, only thing I sent to my bf was a titty picture.
<2023-03-07T06:13:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You talking to me in your underwear? sir, how inapproriate of you, har har.
<2023-03-07T06:13:46.000Z> Wormwood: Yea I don't think we've ever mentioned anything doxy either
<2023-03-07T06:13:50.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-03-07T06:15:26.000Z> Wormwood: Oh yea the chudbuds admins nudes got leaked 
<2023-03-07T06:15:40.000Z> Wormwood: Fucking crazy
<2023-03-07T06:15:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh boy
<2023-03-07T06:17:07.000Z> Wormwood: It's all on that site. It seems like they're all focused on their gay drama. I don't even know these people. It's all very stupid, I'm just glad they're focused on that and not me
<2023-03-07T06:17:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah
<2023-03-07T07:11:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Woke up late yesterday, like at 10 and did lil shopping. found some stuff. Couple bags of PVC stickers, face mask, smokey whiskey salmiakki and glass watering spike. https://i.poastcdn.org/2cc769ce49a0313f608a1b6d22723fd86018d082c3643b335dd623f9087214a4.png
<2023-03-07T07:50:37.000Z> Wormwood: oh nice! those stickers look cool
<2023-03-07T07:50:55.000Z> Wormwood: I didn't know there's different types of salmiakki
<2023-03-07T07:52:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, there is and it's stuffed into everything. I once bought salmiakki chicken legs.
<2023-03-07T07:52:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: All dem stickers https://i.poastcdn.org/4175df5276793aa7dadedc8813c5cefe2b9a337c395cbd7e6deca0118b0a2b7a.png
<2023-03-07T07:53:16.000Z> Wormwood: oh nice
<2023-03-07T07:53:19.000Z> Wormwood: very cute
<2023-03-07T07:53:36.000Z> Wormwood: salmiakki chicken? sounds nasty
<2023-03-07T07:54:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, yeah. Wasn't that bad.
<2023-03-07T19:49:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Since you are a male, can you tell me why men like seeing creations females make, like crafts. My bf liked seeing what I did and have noticed same trend here and there.
<2023-03-07T19:52:20.000Z> Wormwood: lol, I don't think it's too mysterious. If you like girls, then you'll like to see whatever girls are doing I guess
<2023-03-07T19:52:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-03-07T19:53:27.000Z> Wormwood: I think your art is really good anyway
<2023-03-07T19:54:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thanks.
<2023-03-07T20:00:43.000Z> Wormwood: working on new comic. I hope ppl like it
<2023-03-07T20:01:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, sweet
<2023-03-07T20:02:43.000Z> Wormwood: It's always hard to tell how ppl will like these sorts of things. Sometimes I make one that I think is great and no one likes and some times I make one  that I know is shit, but everyone loves it. So weird
<2023-03-07T20:03:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yea, it often goes like that.
<2023-03-07T23:47:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, woke up again. Not feeling that good, hard to fall asleep.
<2023-03-08T00:39:10.000Z> Wormwood: you getting sick or feeling sad?
<2023-03-08T00:39:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feeling sad
<2023-03-08T00:39:57.000Z> Wormwood: sorry :(
<2023-03-08T00:40:38.000Z> Wormwood: I will show you my comic early if it might cheer you up
<2023-03-08T00:41:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, thanks
<2023-03-08T00:43:35.000Z> Wormwood: I can't guarantee you'll laugh though. it might not be funny
<2023-03-08T00:44:29.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3530ece7579f608bd5f8f5b03713087a9e6626105645d4464209607ab4eb1d14.png
<2023-03-08T00:45:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe~ Nice
<2023-03-08T01:09:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Makes me sad looking back, he said lovely things, also seems to explain why he liked my creations. https://i.poastcdn.org/b3ff584300a5092cab84c7119f1df9e43afee68699e1d38291f7e69122c3b908.png
<2023-03-08T01:26:37.000Z> Wormwood: you have to let it go. It's not healthy to hang on to it
<2023-03-08T01:27:14.000Z> Wormwood: if he said those things and left you, then he's full of shit
<2023-03-08T01:27:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I know, sorry.
<2023-03-08T01:28:58.000Z> Wormwood: you don't need to apologize to me, its ok
<2023-03-08T01:30:07.000Z> Wormwood: you just need to realize your own self worth. Your value isn't tied to another person, it comes from within
<2023-03-08T01:33:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah. I just don't know how to achieve that.
<2023-03-08T01:36:46.000Z> Wormwood: Well, I guess it's hard to realize. A fish never knows he's wet and I think people are the same way. It's hard to see how much value you have if you're used to being you
<2023-03-08T01:41:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, yeah.
<2023-03-08T06:14:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wanna play?
<2023-03-08T06:59:58.000Z> Wormwood: yea!
<2023-03-08T07:00:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-03-08T07:01:07.000Z> Wormwood: I'll be there in a sec, going to grab a drink
<2023-03-08T07:01:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-03-09T08:34:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, I feel called out. https://i.poastcdn.org/9ffcc8ac941aba696e1980cc569dff5cee4d772d7ba3d582860757112ddb1ede.jpg
<2023-03-09T08:35:37.000Z> Wormwood: lmao
<2023-03-09T08:43:10.000Z> Wormwood: I think I'm done with this one. I feel like maybe it needs more detail, but sometimes less is more https://i.poastcdn.org/4261d3445311417d4cb363cba72079068e0ddca5e73da2c272de35e5ac5c7bf1.png
<2023-03-09T08:43:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yesh, I think it's fine.
<2023-03-09T08:45:08.000Z> Wormwood: thx
<2023-03-09T08:45:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, feeling special I can see your work before others.
<2023-03-09T08:47:03.000Z> Wormwood: ye I like testing it out
<2023-03-09T08:49:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Is the colour gray intentional? Might have looked different with beige/light brown enviroment.
<2023-03-09T08:53:08.000Z> Wormwood: its not gray for any particular reason. Maybe I'll try out some different colors
<2023-03-09T08:53:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke
<2023-03-09T08:54:18.000Z> Wormwood: I really just wanted the girls to stand out, so I made them warm colors and everything else cool colors
<2023-03-09T08:54:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes, that's what I thought.
<2023-03-09T14:29:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh ma gawd, I found old 90's stickers in a book store, seems like China had some old stock somewhere. Thought you might appreciate the crap art. lol https://i.poastcdn.org/b4952e653d8f6b6404c8c69730c252c17d9dca4783fac45e94674ea1cd7fadd7.jpg
<2023-03-09T17:33:25.000Z> Wormwood: Hey those are cool. Very retro
<2023-03-09T17:37:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, I remember laser stickers from childhood, collected and traded with classmates in school.
<2023-03-09T17:39:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I still have some.
<2023-03-09T17:45:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was thinking of getting few little models to paint, just for the joy of painting, so I would get something that I like how it looks, not based on anything else.
<2023-03-10T06:34:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sir, you up for a play?
<2023-03-10T07:12:59.000Z> Wormwood: ye! gimmie like 30 mins though. going to get something to eat first
<2023-03-10T07:20:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-03-10T07:50:27.000Z> Wormwood: ok I'm starting it up
<2023-03-10T07:51:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yup
<2023-03-10T12:01:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Look at dem doggos. Half Moon games has one six pack left for 24€. https://i.poastcdn.org/31d365355e6c67be2dd81b7ff39104ddca5e46021757ffb2ecf896c50619ce5f.jpg
<2023-03-10T18:49:51.000Z> Wormwood: Lol very cute
<2023-03-10T18:51:44.000Z> Wormwood: Woke up really sad and angry. Ugh
<2023-03-10T18:51:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-10T18:53:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Can I pet? I like petting frens heads. *Pet, pet*
<2023-03-10T18:56:01.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I guess
<2023-03-10T18:57:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sorry I have weird ways of comforting people.
<2023-03-10T18:58:44.000Z> Wormwood: It's OK. How was your cleaning?
<2023-03-10T18:59:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got rid of dust bunnies under my work table, changed my bed sheets and made laundry, woop~
<2023-03-10T19:00:56.000Z> Wormwood: I like to call them ghost turds
<2023-03-10T19:01:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: PFFF
<2023-03-10T19:01:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Amazing
<2023-03-10T19:02:49.000Z> Wormwood: It's finally raining here. Does it rain much where you are?
<2023-03-10T19:02:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They are called poodles in Finnish, or wool dogs translated directly.
<2023-03-10T19:03:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been lightly snowing.
<2023-03-10T19:03:26.000Z> Wormwood: Nice
<2023-03-10T19:03:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose rain levels are normal, doesn't rain a lot like in England.
<2023-03-10T19:08:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also was sauna day~
<2023-03-10T19:13:29.000Z> Wormwood: He'll yea
<2023-03-10T19:14:11.000Z> Wormwood: I wish we had saunas here. All we have is niggers and aids
<2023-03-10T19:16:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well you do have some kind of saunas in some spas.
<2023-03-10T19:17:50.000Z> Wormwood: Oh yea there's is a spa nearby. Spas are for women though
<2023-03-10T19:20:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bf found one nearby him, run by some Vietnamese people. He went there for sauna.
<2023-03-10T19:20:51.000Z> Wormwood: Lol Vietnamese? Maybe I'll look
<2023-03-10T19:21:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: But of course if you want proper Finnish type of sauna you need to come here.
<2023-03-10T19:28:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also we whack each other with birch branches in sauna in summer.
<2023-03-10T19:30:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/71ce7d9b94624111dd2e36b20ba44918751320d6bd1eae862dda9fa066c9123a.jpg
<2023-03-10T19:57:59.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao really? That sounds like fun
<2023-03-10T19:59:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, it helps with blood flow, also makes sauna smell nice.
<2023-03-10T20:00:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also going out to snow and back to sauna is fun. Also makes your blood flow.
<2023-03-12T04:58:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello, hello, you feeling like gaming today?
<2023-03-12T05:42:23.000Z> Wormwood: Sorry can't tonight :(
<2023-03-12T05:42:29.000Z> Wormwood: Maybe tomorrow
<2023-03-12T05:42:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Okay, it's fine.
<2023-03-12T07:08:26.000Z> Wormwood: I'm free to play now if you're still down
<2023-03-12T07:10:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh sure
<2023-03-12T07:10:43.000Z> Wormwood: yea!
<2023-03-12T07:10:52.000Z> Wormwood: I'll start it up
<2023-03-12T16:08:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did some AB resin works. Would have been interesting sight, with me in a gas mask and gloves in kitchen.
<2023-03-12T17:28:34.000Z> Wormwood: Interesting, what are you making?
<2023-03-12T17:30:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have silicon letter mold. You can then turn them into keychains and whatnot.
<2023-03-12T18:30:52.000Z> Wormwood: cool
<2023-03-12T18:31:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Takes couple days to fully harden, will show my work then.
<2023-03-12T18:33:04.000Z> Wormwood: I've never heard of it before, I've only used a resin printer before. I guess that's UV resin
<2023-03-12T18:34:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, it is. I also use UV resin, but that's for really small things.
<2023-03-13T05:52:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Is it gayming time?
<2023-03-13T06:18:04.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea
<2023-03-13T06:18:11.000Z> Wormwood: just finished gaming with my friend
<2023-03-13T06:18:26.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna play for a bit
<2023-03-13T06:18:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-13T06:18:53.000Z> Wormwood: cool, I'll get a drink real quick and start it up
<2023-03-13T06:18:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-03-13T15:50:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Some resin works I tested out. https://i.poastcdn.org/56493e90db5f24c8f1ad7017928193ada09fc4257bd71acfe21bd7526f7f9127.png
<2023-03-13T17:10:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Shii, that's so piink https://i.poastcdn.org/0d34e96b0295ecfc50c6b8618213101fab58066bc33ed006d1ad363828fc3416.png
<2023-03-13T17:30:36.000Z> Wormwood: Oh nice. These look cool
<2023-03-13T17:31:12.000Z> Wormwood: Are they difficult to make?
<2023-03-13T17:31:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well not that terribly difficult.
<2023-03-13T17:33:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Learning layering techniques is one thing to do.
<2023-03-13T17:35:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sideview looks cool. https://i.poastcdn.org/19c9666916eb44c8774d82f62b3d74501d934e6109ae75e8fbc0d3792938a067.png
<2023-03-13T17:36:25.000Z> Wormwood: Woah that is cool
<2023-03-13T17:37:14.000Z> Wormwood: Reminds me of the 90s kinda
<2023-03-13T17:37:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hee, yeah.
<2023-03-13T17:51:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also did a cover for my Mein Kampf so I can read it in a bus. https://i.poastcdn.org/821db8d65c936a8c5683b7cbf877e7291c17c72f07e443fc0b5484841eb551ca.png
<2023-03-13T17:52:26.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao that's a good idea
<2023-03-13T17:59:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Are men stupid in sense as they don't know if a female is interested in them? I think I have heard that few times? Of course I haven't done anything like flirting, but still.
<2023-03-13T18:02:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, I suppose it could be because men don't notice social cues like females do.
<2023-03-13T18:03:34.000Z> Wormwood: Lol yea that's the stereotype. I guess it's kinda true, men tend to miss small details
<2023-03-13T18:04:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeh.
<2023-03-14T19:13:52.000Z> Wormwood: It's raining here again. I'm glad bc it was starting to get too warm
<2023-03-15T01:59:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, we got plus weather, so everything is wet and if it get's cold again it's gonna be icy, oh boy.
<2023-03-15T03:00:40.000Z> Wormwood: does momo go outside often?
<2023-03-15T03:02:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Haven't taken her out now that she still has bare belly, but I sometimes took her out. She likes to visit balcony few times a day.
<2023-03-15T06:05:58.000Z> Wormwood: helo
<2023-03-15T06:06:12.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna play some vibeo games?
<2023-03-15T06:44:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, I have to leave soon to Helsinki. Going to check Gallen Kallelas's exhibition.
<2023-03-15T06:45:08.000Z> Wormwood: oh that's ok. Sounds cool!
<2023-03-15T06:45:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye"Akseli Gallen-Kallela was a Finnish painter who is best known for his illustrations of the Kalevala, the Finnish national epic. His work is considered a very important aspect of the Finnish national identity."
<2023-03-15T06:47:19.000Z> Wormwood: sounds like fun. checking out his work rn, looks amazing
<2023-03-15T06:51:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hee, yeah, I really like them.
<2023-03-15T06:58:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well can you play tomorrow?
<2023-03-15T06:59:05.000Z> Wormwood: yea I think so
<2023-03-15T06:59:42.000Z> Wormwood: what's your favorite Akseli Gallen-Kallela piece?
<2023-03-15T06:59:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yay~
<2023-03-15T07:02:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, hard to say, but The Defence of the Sampo is one quite known and parodied piece. https://i.poastcdn.org/85a0b54d92db928fad8b55b6c323b39480e280ae15edfb0f2b937e8a76aad252.jpg
<2023-03-15T07:03:19.000Z> Wormwood: lol I was just looking at that one. It's very epic. I love all the action and it has this ethereal quality to it, like it's both real and unreal
<2023-03-15T07:04:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, there's this one. https://i.poastcdn.org/69bcbe5c731a0db91f6df6f278f8d98da06f2ea83b20bc81bca10048e038b845.jpg
<2023-03-15T07:04:33.000Z> Wormwood: LMAOOO
<2023-03-15T07:04:39.000Z> Wormwood: I loveit
<2023-03-15T07:04:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-15T07:06:16.000Z> Wormwood: his work is so full of life and color, can't believe I haven't heard of him before
<2023-03-15T07:06:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, well now you know~
<2023-03-15T07:07:42.000Z> Wormwood: His genre stuff is really great too, they feel so realistic. it looks like a time portal
<2023-03-15T07:08:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, they really are.
<2023-03-15T07:23:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Twitter wtf you recommending shit like this, I haven't clicked anything close to this shit, AAAAAA https://i.poastcdn.org/c1641576ab4d7c06221b50dae1515b20983a6c1868c5e3719192ff267f2feaad.png
<2023-03-15T10:09:27.000Z> Wormwood: lmaooo wtf
<2023-03-15T19:27:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, was really nice. https://i.poastcdn.org/8c7933ed519671b025350750b4eb03e63b891b6a4ff5fde0787249ba7a94ed18.jpg
<2023-03-15T20:00:17.000Z> Wormwood: Woah! Very cool
<2023-03-15T20:03:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: There was one work that was a bit unfinished, so next to it was digital, finished with AI work.
<2023-03-15T20:11:43.000Z> Wormwood: nice
<2023-03-15T20:11:57.000Z> Wormwood: if I get rich one day, I'll have to check it out
<2023-03-15T20:13:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff. This was temporary exhibition, but Aleksi does have a permanent museum.
<2023-03-15T20:14:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You can sleep in my place, saves bunch of money, lol.
<2023-03-15T20:25:16.000Z> Wormwood: ah thank you! I've always wanted to se Finland, maybe one day
<2023-03-15T20:29:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yas, welcome to Finland sir.
<2023-03-16T05:29:07.000Z> Wormwood: sorry, don't think I can play tonight. got a bad headache again. might go to sleep early
<2023-03-16T05:49:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke. Drink water and sleep well.
<2023-03-16T17:45:53.000Z> Wormwood: thx, I'm feeling a lil better
<2023-03-16T17:46:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, good
<2023-03-16T17:47:15.000Z> Wormwood: I get headaches pretty frequently idk
<2023-03-16T17:47:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, shame.
<2023-03-16T17:49:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How's comic coming along?
<2023-03-16T17:50:33.000Z> Wormwood: breddy good. I've finished it :)
<2023-03-16T17:50:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Niice
<2023-03-16T17:50:58.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/47eba9fa51e68144365213ca13ec57415b692daa61e9f123470d4e98227aa447.png
<2023-03-16T17:51:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, das great.
<2023-03-16T17:51:33.000Z> Wormwood: lol thanks
<2023-03-16T17:52:08.000Z> Wormwood: I'm getting close to launching my gum road. I hope I can get paid for these soon.
<2023-03-16T17:52:15.000Z> Wormwood: going to make one last effort
<2023-03-16T17:53:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus, hope it goes well.
<2023-03-16T18:02:18.000Z> Wormwood: ye me too
<2023-03-17T05:45:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bing bing wahoo?
<2023-03-17T19:21:24.000Z> Wormwood: Aaaaa sorry I went to sleep
<2023-03-17T19:21:54.000Z> Wormwood: I'll play tonight
<2023-03-17T19:23:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, sleepy boy. It's good if you managed to get a good sleep.
<2023-03-17T19:24:30.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I do be sleeping a lot
<2023-03-17T19:29:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, going through my old stuff. https://i.poastcdn.org/0d9f0935548ce4b59b452fe496b86e006d9ccbe867f7cb92c74125f0c85b3064.gif
<2023-03-17T19:32:34.000Z> Wormwood: Lol hey that looks pretty good
<2023-03-17T19:32:43.000Z> Wormwood: What does it say?
<2023-03-17T19:33:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Basically teasing and then "Remember... do not irritate a ninja"
<2023-03-17T19:34:27.000Z> Wormwood: It's very cute
<2023-03-17T19:35:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thanks.
<2023-03-17T19:37:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Look at this masterpiece. I made it when I got my first computer in 2002. https://i.poastcdn.org/03614d8e2d9f49f887c99bcc23be90d98d1c05baf734f9ee303bbd98de979b22.png
<2023-03-17T19:38:45.000Z> Wormwood: Lol it's beautiful 
<2023-03-17T19:39:23.000Z> Wormwood: Needs to be in a museum 
<2023-03-17T19:39:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lmao
<2023-03-17T19:40:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This is my own creature. His name is Salfos. https://i.poastcdn.org/69d23ee4f4b4e6bc1aeedb91ba0fde160681860983076eaa6b124814302b3af4.png
<2023-03-17T19:46:16.000Z> Wormwood: ah very cool OC
<2023-03-17T19:46:29.000Z> Wormwood: I like the perspective here
<2023-03-17T19:46:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, some how managed make it look nice.
<2023-03-17T19:51:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wanna see couple more? Don't wanna bother you so much.
<2023-03-17T19:53:05.000Z> Wormwood: yea I'd love to see them
<2023-03-17T19:53:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You didn't happen to play Faxanadu on the NES?
<2023-03-17T19:54:19.000Z> Wormwood: lmaooo yes I did
<2023-03-17T19:54:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yaas
<2023-03-17T19:54:30.000Z> Wormwood: that's so obscure
<2023-03-17T19:54:44.000Z> Wormwood: I played it a lot. I can still hear the music in my head
<2023-03-17T19:54:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Look https://i.poastcdn.org/9262116d6c111752d6335190d3d4094cafd97ea31ca7d6ea32c329223e9d1cdf.png
<2023-03-17T19:54:55.000Z> Wormwood: LOL YES!
<2023-03-17T19:54:59.000Z> Wormwood: very cool
<2023-03-17T19:55:18.000Z> Wormwood: for some reason they drop a loaf of bread lmao
<2023-03-17T19:55:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, music does get stuck in head.Hehe, ye they did.
<2023-03-17T19:56:05.000Z> Wormwood: idk why but that game always stuck with me. It was so strange
<2023-03-17T19:56:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I hate the boss music, it's so stressful and scary.
<2023-03-17T19:56:26.000Z> Wormwood: I don't think I ever finished it. I should give it a shot
<2023-03-17T19:57:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I finished it later on ROM, thought I think I used little help.
<2023-03-17T19:58:15.000Z> Wormwood: maybe that's what I'll do
<2023-03-17T20:00:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How about first Tomb Raider?
<2023-03-17T20:01:36.000Z> Wormwood: I think it was always funny to me that it was a fantasy setting, but most of the people you talk to are wearing a simple white t-shirt for some reason. And then this guy had a cigarette in his mouth. so strange https://i.poastcdn.org/4d7027ee1d459aad70ee2c42d8baeb69028a9134e03ecf92c403420d3b7ffd7e.png
<2023-03-17T20:01:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah, didn't think about that.
<2023-03-17T20:02:11.000Z> Wormwood: yea I played tomb raider. I don't think I owned it, just played it at friends houses or something
<2023-03-17T20:04:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I hated these, so creepy and screeching around. https://i.poastcdn.org/acae7f33990a804d34cd1969ce37aadb299fedbed9457bc6bd5fd4d215516f82.png
<2023-03-17T20:05:15.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea that looks scary. I don't remember these guys
<2023-03-17T20:05:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They appear in egypt levels, more towards end.
<2023-03-17T20:05:58.000Z> Wormwood: oh that must be why, I didn't get very far
<2023-03-17T20:06:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-03-17T20:06:36.000Z> Wormwood: very cool drawing though
<2023-03-17T20:06:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh boy, the last levels are a nightmare and out of this world.
<2023-03-17T20:08:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You adventure in caves and ruins and then at the end you notice "are these walls made from flesh..?"
<2023-03-17T20:09:26.000Z> Wormwood: woah, thats cool
<2023-03-17T20:09:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I love the last boss, it's a cool design.
<2023-03-17T20:13:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yah, I like this one. https://i.poastcdn.org/6e9a6839920fc480ec897a412f30cc481b84948a03ba9d4addc4dab2f07e01b3.png
<2023-03-17T20:14:03.000Z> Wormwood: hey that's really good!
<2023-03-17T20:14:20.000Z> Wormwood: reminds me of digimon kinda. I love the lighting here
<2023-03-17T20:14:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, kinda does.
<2023-03-17T20:15:11.000Z> Wormwood: early 2000's vibes. it was a good time
<2023-03-17T20:15:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-03-17T20:15:57.000Z> Wormwood: is this OC too?
<2023-03-17T20:16:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's just these colourful dog creatures I like to draw, one time thing.
<2023-03-17T20:17:17.000Z> Wormwood: very cool
<2023-03-17T20:18:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like to do dragons too. https://i.poastcdn.org/0a62e1d0d7b325e242ed8625de39ade2eecf2ac533d678454b5ad3297874184c.png
<2023-03-17T20:19:36.000Z> Wormwood: that's really good
<2023-03-17T20:20:50.000Z> Wormwood: I like the swirling style, reminds me a bit of Okami
<2023-03-17T20:21:25.000Z> Wormwood: I never played that one, but I remember seeing it a lot
<2023-03-17T20:21:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, I love Okami. https://i.poastcdn.org/9e32f7c70f0f0ae84598b538e21b5b3172c09c12d8ad1fd01250d59114da4906.png
<2023-03-17T20:22:06.000Z> Wormwood: really nice!
<2023-03-17T20:24:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I can also do vector images. They just take time. https://i.poastcdn.org/19b65206f915f62938a8804fa400d08bcdaa3030abf0d81fbbba1bc266f63263.png
<2023-03-17T20:25:17.000Z> Wormwood: oh yea, I never got the hang of that
<2023-03-17T20:25:49.000Z> Wormwood: this is very cool too, I like all these colorful animals
<2023-03-17T20:26:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, this one's a Pokémon.
<2023-03-17T20:26:47.000Z> Wormwood: lol I get lost after the first 150. too many
<2023-03-17T20:26:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, ye.
<2023-03-17T20:29:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This turned out really nice too. Pokémon also. https://i.poastcdn.org/1bcb6b0165b6567b98fb6077fc5ed26c17ba28711f8817fbf7c8fdbc0a115d95.png
<2023-03-17T20:30:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Looks almost official.
<2023-03-17T20:31:03.000Z> Wormwood: oh yea this looks good
<2023-03-17T20:36:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This is first Plösö I did.Pssh, I need to go to sleep. https://i.poastcdn.org/21aa2b0f8c2dd9f624d14f953604515c04cc6388ab94867cf80039999b893af6.png
<2023-03-17T20:37:20.000Z> Wormwood: lol I love this guy
<2023-03-17T20:37:37.000Z> Wormwood: good night
<2023-03-17T20:38:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, he's great. But yeh, See ya later.
<2023-03-18T05:10:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bideo gaems, sir?
<2023-03-18T05:19:35.000Z> Wormwood: yea yea yea!
<2023-03-18T05:20:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sweet
<2023-03-18T05:20:57.000Z> Wormwood: I'm editing the video commerical for my gum road
<2023-03-18T05:21:05.000Z> Wormwood: I'll send you what I got so far
<2023-03-18T05:21:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ohh
<2023-03-18T05:24:34.000Z> Wormwood: this is it so far. It still needs work but I'm liking it so far
<2023-03-18T05:24:55.000Z> Wormwood: oh I'll try to send it on discord
<2023-03-18T05:25:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-18T05:25:47.000Z> Wormwood: aaah it's too big to send on discord lmao
<2023-03-18T05:25:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-03-18T05:26:01.000Z> Wormwood: oh well. I guess you'll have to see it when it's done
<2023-03-18T05:26:09.000Z> Wormwood: I'll start up the game
<2023-03-18T05:26:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yup
<2023-03-19T05:52:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Still in bed, but wanna gamble?
<2023-03-19T06:23:17.000Z> Wormwood: ye ye ye!
<2023-03-19T06:23:34.000Z> Wormwood: I'll start in a few mins
<2023-03-19T06:23:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-03-19T14:54:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wanna get high? https://i.poastcdn.org/6f66ff915701a718c2b82da923eec4faf51ae38c56e9652526e02a2dfff770f4.png
<2023-03-19T20:19:50.000Z> Wormwood: lmaoo
<2023-03-20T06:08:28.000Z> Wormwood: wanna play?
<2023-03-20T06:08:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas~
<2023-03-20T06:08:54.000Z> Wormwood: excellent
<2023-03-20T06:09:02.000Z> Wormwood: I'll start in a min
<2023-03-20T06:12:41.000Z> Wormwood: ok it's up
<2023-03-20T07:59:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bunny is pissedtwitter.com/mischiefanimals/status/1637457026065264640
<2023-03-20T08:01:14.000Z> Wormwood: lol I didn't know they could get that aggressive
<2023-03-20T08:01:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yes, they can. Also growl.
<2023-03-21T20:08:34.000Z> Wormwood: good news, the job I'm trying to get is just still collecting applicants. So It's not over yet. I thought they just threw my paper work in the trash
<2023-03-21T20:35:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, well that's good
<2023-03-21T21:40:52.000Z> Wormwood: my new comic idea. It's about inflation, do you think it's easy to understand? https://i.poastcdn.org/03c964454a321f58e83c16c498974280391b11c131e86d08a3f0064abc9349f6.png
<2023-03-22T03:21:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, yeah I think so. I got the idea that value of money is useless so that it's better used in other things. Reminds me of one country where people make crafts out of cash and sell them.
<2023-03-22T05:49:38.000Z> Wormwood: excellent
<2023-03-22T05:50:04.000Z> Wormwood: It's done now https://i.poastcdn.org/e65b2a693b7a375a3bbc3e6f887e05999b941883f44f280e24039ad42a1bec23.png
<2023-03-22T05:50:29.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna play some bibeo james?
<2023-03-22T05:51:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, ye. Momento pls, still in bed.
<2023-03-22T05:52:18.000Z> Wormwood: nice
<2023-03-22T05:57:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-03-22T05:58:06.000Z> Wormwood: ye I'll start it up
<2023-03-22T11:23:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo wasn't happy in the morning when I had to get up to play, the petting moment with her was cut short. Grumpy bunny.
<2023-03-22T17:02:08.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao just like my cat. He gets angry if I don't give him attention 
<2023-03-23T05:36:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Talked about this, Alfred J. Kwak. Well not based cartoon since Hitler crow is the bad guy and they ship Alfred with a nigger duck. https://i.poastcdn.org/0b2905945f810da26ff3753a09687cbd1e46f80098e96a1cedf05606330b650f.jpg
<2023-03-23T08:00:14.000Z> Wormwood: Lol that looks cute
<2023-03-23T08:00:35.000Z> Wormwood: I went to bed early bc headache but now I can't sleep lol
<2023-03-23T08:00:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-23T08:01:28.000Z> Wormwood: Ye I get them a lot bc of an injury 
<2023-03-23T08:01:38.000Z> Wormwood: Which one is hitler?
<2023-03-23T08:01:47.000Z> Wormwood: Top right?
<2023-03-23T08:01:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-23T08:02:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He has a little stache on his beak
<2023-03-23T08:02:06.000Z> Wormwood: I think he looks kinda like napoleon 
<2023-03-23T08:02:33.000Z> Wormwood: Oh yea kinda hard to tell bc he's black
<2023-03-23T08:02:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He wears more toften other piece of clothing, not that one.
<2023-03-23T08:02:50.000Z> Wormwood: Lol at the nigger duck 
<2023-03-23T08:02:57.000Z> Wormwood: Fucking why
<2023-03-23T08:03:16.000Z> Wormwood: That's too bad
<2023-03-23T08:03:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5c8c5aa1b11af5ca0d02decaf6cf7930a9e6693a4c40843716c98bd2d4db7d33.jpg
<2023-03-23T08:03:39.000Z> Wormwood: Oh yea I see it now
<2023-03-23T08:03:53.000Z> Wormwood: He should be the good guy
<2023-03-23T08:04:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: HIS NAME IS DOLF AAAA LOL
<2023-03-23T08:04:17.000Z> Wormwood: Lmaoo
<2023-03-23T08:04:37.000Z> Wormwood: He reminds me of duckula kind of
<2023-03-23T08:04:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, ye
<2023-03-23T08:05:28.000Z> Wormwood: I used to watch it in Spanish, I still don't know what it was about
<2023-03-23T08:05:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-23T08:06:07.000Z> Wormwood: Do you have a weighted blanket?
<2023-03-23T08:06:34.000Z> Wormwood: I got one a while ago bc it's comfy but I heard autistic ppl use them
<2023-03-23T08:06:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No, but would be nice to try one.
<2023-03-23T08:06:58.000Z> Wormwood: It's really nice
<2023-03-23T08:07:24.000Z> Wormwood: Getting in it is kind of a struggle though
<2023-03-23T08:08:11.000Z> Wormwood: I should have my own duck cartoon but racist
<2023-03-23T08:08:26.000Z> Wormwood: What are you doing today?
<2023-03-23T08:08:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not sure do I have "autistic items" in general. I do have couple fidget toys and those were because I was curious of them.
<2023-03-23T08:09:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I need to clean my work table, dusty and full of items.
<2023-03-23T08:09:16.000Z> Wormwood: Ah I see. My friend was really into those
<2023-03-23T08:09:39.000Z> Wormwood: The one I was trying to get t talk to you. Sorry that never happened
<2023-03-23T08:10:32.000Z> Wormwood: She's best friends with my ex so I don't talk to her much anymore. I reached out to her for you but I kinda don't want to talk to her
<2023-03-23T08:10:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, no worries.
<2023-03-23T08:11:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I actually bought these yesterday. Too cute. https://i.poastcdn.org/ef8d521477977a91fe6761a0abc5d27e843795383009eb73e5aba6043c730b1d.jpeg
<2023-03-23T08:11:21.000Z> Wormwood: The more I think about it, it's probably for the best, she's kind of a bitch
<2023-03-23T08:11:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, okay.
<2023-03-23T08:11:31.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao that looks cool
<2023-03-23T08:11:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Chick dumblings, lel.
<2023-03-23T08:12:04.000Z> Wormwood: Reminds me of those peeps
<2023-03-23T08:12:10.000Z> Wormwood: Idk if you have them
<2023-03-23T08:12:28.000Z> Wormwood: They're little marshmello chick's for Easter 
<2023-03-23T08:12:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah. I have tried them, my bf brought those.
<2023-03-23T08:12:41.000Z> Wormwood: Lol they're gross
<2023-03-23T08:12:54.000Z> Wormwood: Maybe I'm biased bc I hate candy
<2023-03-23T08:12:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: and in Helsinki there is a store that sells food from America and Britain.
<2023-03-23T08:13:12.000Z> Wormwood: Lol thats funny
<2023-03-23T08:13:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I love sugar, so I have to actively keep myself from eating too much.
<2023-03-23T08:13:49.000Z> Wormwood: When I was in Britain last I saw a store that sold American candy and it was like triple the price
<2023-03-23T08:14:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yes, import stuff here is expensiveee
<2023-03-23T08:14:33.000Z> Wormwood: Like our stupidest candy for 5 or 10 dollars lol
<2023-03-23T08:14:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, brobably yes.
<2023-03-23T08:15:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Citymarket has lil import section and lucky charms costs like 11 euros.
<2023-03-23T08:15:55.000Z> Wormwood: Lol that's way too much
<2023-03-23T08:15:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...but I love marshmallow cereal, but we don't have that stuff.
<2023-03-23T08:16:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, that was obvious to me.
<2023-03-23T08:16:18.000Z> Wormwood: I think it would be like 3 euros here
<2023-03-23T08:16:55.000Z> Wormwood: Ye I hate it here bc of the politics, but I guess it's bad everywhere 
<2023-03-23T08:17:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Every place has it good and bad sides.
<2023-03-23T08:17:57.000Z> Wormwood: The people are mostly good, but the government is gay
<2023-03-23T08:19:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well same here.
<2023-03-23T08:19:28.000Z> Wormwood: I want to at least move our of the area I'm in some day. I want to be away from everybody
<2023-03-23T08:19:48.000Z> Wormwood: I love my family though. I just want to get rich and take them all with me
<2023-03-23T08:19:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw~
<2023-03-23T08:20:15.000Z> Wormwood: Are you very close to your family?
<2023-03-23T08:22:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well have to admit mother still takes lot of care of me. I can't handle any papers and Bureaucracy stuff and we shop and take walks together. She also comes to my place for sauna, which well is cheaper and nicer to sauna with somebody.
<2023-03-23T08:23:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sister lives in Helsinki because of a job, but we see her once in a while.
<2023-03-23T08:24:09.000Z> Wormwood: That's cool. Everyone hates paper work
<2023-03-23T08:25:41.000Z> Wormwood: Well I'll try to sleep again. Talk to you later
<2023-03-23T08:25:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Okay, good night.
<2023-03-23T16:20:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I made Foxford a lil' sister. She's a bit retarted. So essentially me, lol. https://i.poastcdn.org/83fa3189c10d6d7bc91bc114392045319d85af277e9c6f3241bafac0971d3b87.png
<2023-03-23T17:40:23.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao so cute! I love it
<2023-03-23T18:14:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Don't really have a name, Bella is quick temporary name unless it's good enough.
<2023-03-23T18:49:25.000Z> Wormwood: Sounds nice
<2023-03-24T04:21:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3537966192766c6ee73f6ca8f6aaa053eae52803a112d13520ca39a4824841d9.jpg
<2023-03-24T04:32:29.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I love that one
<2023-03-24T04:36:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, ye.
<2023-03-24T04:37:39.000Z> Wormwood: I think it's from Simon's Quest but I've never played it
<2023-03-24T04:38:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It is. Never played either.
<2023-03-24T05:59:19.000Z> Wormwood: wanna play some stardew?
<2023-03-24T06:01:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure. Momo is in bed with again, aw. She's not gonna be happy lol. Need to make up for her later.
<2023-03-24T06:10:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm ready
<2023-03-24T06:10:18.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-03-24T06:10:25.000Z> Wormwood: ok I'll start it up
<2023-03-24T08:52:34.000Z> Wormwood: Do you feel like advertising doesn't work on you? https://i.poastcdn.org/9aa73cf77be2bd4205bb4e547cd24d8b9cba5cf7f8916a96d350f754ffa4099a.png
<2023-03-24T08:59:18.000Z> Wormwood: I don't think it works on me, but I'm not autistic. I just find ads annoying
<2023-03-24T09:27:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, hard to say, but I have acknowledged buying some foods because I saw an ad for it and of course I like trying new flavours, if it's like "this drink comes in new flavour!"
<2023-03-24T09:48:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: "People with autism are better than the rest of us at filtering out extraneous contextual information in order to make rational economic decisions. For them, the package color and the products it is surrounded by are irrelevant to whether or not they put it in their basket. Instead, the autistic shopper focuses on what really matters: ingredients, price, and the necessity of even owning the product. Time and again they select the best product for their needs regardless of how it is displayed."Oh well this is what I pretty much do.
<2023-03-24T20:49:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I kinda like that you have interest in what autism is like and you still see me as human, thought don't know what kind of. Females tend to turn motherly around me and men don't know what the fuck to do with this weirdly behaving female.
<2023-03-24T23:42:34.000Z> Wormwood: lol oh yea, it doesn't bother me. I find it really interesting. people always say they have autism on the internet, but few of them actually do. I don't think you're weird at all, granted, I've never met you in real life.
<2023-03-25T03:19:38.000Z> Wormwood: :moominwave:
<2023-03-25T05:27:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I hate people who pretend or want to be autists. If they could try being one for one month they would absolutely nope out earlier at somepoint.
<2023-03-25T06:36:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also cute Moomin, hehe.
<2023-03-25T07:18:20.000Z> Wormwood: what is better the moomin manga or the anime?
<2023-03-25T07:19:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That would be comics because Tove was Finnish.
<2023-03-25T07:19:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: But yeh, I'm not sure was the anime based on the books or comics or their own things.
<2023-03-25T07:20:17.000Z> Wormwood: I'll have to give it a read
<2023-03-25T07:23:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like the anime because I grew up with it. I have read little bit of the comics and not a single book.
<2023-03-25T07:26:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: We have a Moomin museum in Tampere, would you be interested in seeing that too?
<2023-03-25T07:26:31.000Z> Wormwood: this is one of my favorite comics, turns out it's Finish too https://i.poastcdn.org/8f8dafaaf6c43cbdb2e9346bebd805a2169561d0332d98b492dc243be543216a.png
<2023-03-25T07:26:41.000Z> Wormwood: yea that would be cool
<2023-03-25T07:26:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh hells yeah
<2023-03-25T07:26:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Fingerpori is so fun
<2023-03-25T07:27:17.000Z> Wormwood: It's my kind of humor
<2023-03-25T07:27:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Problem with Fingerpori is majority of comics can't be translated because they are based on Finnish wordings and puns.
<2023-03-25T07:29:57.000Z> Wormwood: that's too bad. The ones I've seen are really good though
<2023-03-25T07:30:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Start learning Finnish and you can enjoy rest of them, lol.
<2023-03-25T07:30:52.000Z> Wormwood: I love this one https://i.poastcdn.org/10c74c1e4eef7c80940e69e967d57ed2edd75b1b6f5aa1e3eb842295232c464c.png
<2023-03-25T07:31:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-25T07:33:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/2cd46841e14f86eb612f8c6ec1da2e87cf3297982a0baa11e71590b3330ea136.jpg
<2023-03-25T07:37:43.000Z> Wormwood: lol that's good
<2023-03-25T12:59:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, I'm making a little comic. Bella turned out so cute. https://i.poastcdn.org/60677403b5ae379e66d99fed8ea5d7284c17857d76db752233562ee9f2bdbf53.png
<2023-03-25T16:56:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ffff https://i.poastcdn.org/3279cbaf7504775056eb7c7c33dd5343da0abd82e7d214e5a287cb758db3cf77.png
<2023-03-25T18:28:57.000Z> Wormwood: LMAO
<2023-03-25T18:29:00.000Z> Wormwood: I love it
<2023-03-25T18:29:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, thanks.
<2023-03-25T18:29:19.000Z> Wormwood: she's so cute
<2023-03-26T06:36:35.000Z> Wormwood: I was feeling very depressed until I saw your comic again. Thanks
<2023-03-26T06:37:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw~ *pet, pet* You will feel better eventually.
<2023-03-26T06:39:34.000Z> Wormwood: I thought I was through for good, but sometimes it slowly creeps back and before I know it, I'm spiraling out of control 
<2023-03-26T06:39:44.000Z> Wormwood: How are you feeling?
<2023-03-26T06:41:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm good. traveling later to get some of grandma's stuff.
<2023-03-26T06:42:32.000Z> Wormwood: Oh sorry, that must feel weird
<2023-03-26T06:42:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sister drives a car and takes around two hours there.Heh, I suppose.
<2023-03-26T06:45:09.000Z> Wormwood: I just got back from a party today. I got to see most of my family, we had a good time. I got to see my grandfather again, he says he wants to see me married and happy some day soon. I think he's the only one who can sense my sadness. 
<2023-03-26T06:45:35.000Z> Wormwood: I hope that happens before he dies, he's getting very old
<2023-03-26T06:45:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, that's really nice.
<2023-03-26T06:47:10.000Z> Wormwood: I love my grandparents so much. It really hurts me that they know how sad I really am, they don't need to say anything I can see it on them
<2023-03-26T06:47:57.000Z> Wormwood: I might see them again on Monday, they need some help with their washer and dryer I think
<2023-03-26T06:49:08.000Z> Wormwood: I'm just making myself sad again. I need to stop
<2023-03-26T06:50:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have lacked really badly father figures in my life, both grandfathers died early on, my father was an uninterested manchild and all the other people in my life have been women.
<2023-03-26T06:51:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You thankfully have both, it's good~
<2023-03-26T06:52:04.000Z> Wormwood: Have the women at least been good?
<2023-03-26T06:53:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure, but no woman can replace the firm hand of a man. I have been very sheltered and kept cozy.
<2023-03-26T07:00:02.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I suppose so. I'm very lucky to have so much family
<2023-03-26T07:04:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Good, good~Mine has been very small around me. I do have extented family, but we rarely see each other.
<2023-03-26T07:06:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aaa, I'm getting followers
<2023-03-26T16:08:43.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao
<2023-03-26T16:31:17.000Z> Wormwood: Maybe I shouldn't have reposted it. I need to keep you for myself lol
<2023-03-26T16:48:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, it's fine.
<2023-03-26T17:59:00.000Z> Wormwood: Are you ever worries about people finding your real social media?
<2023-03-26T18:00:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not really
<2023-03-26T18:03:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Agh, need to get used to time being one hour later.
<2023-03-26T18:14:08.000Z> Wormwood: Lol do you have a Facebook or something?
<2023-03-26T18:14:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well I still do.
<2023-03-26T18:15:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I haven't used it for a long time and I cleaned it a bit while ago.
<2023-03-26T18:17:38.000Z> Wormwood: Ye I have one too, I just use for shitposting
<2023-03-26T18:19:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Had livejournal, but deleted that one.
<2023-03-26T19:22:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Gh, I really want my sister to loose some weight. Could clearly see today she's gained more weight. Well she did say that earlier.
<2023-03-26T19:44:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This is from two years ago. I'm on the left and fatty sister on the right. https://i.poastcdn.org/f360cd0aa775141b153fe351f07edf4f1047cf46d739c0f55016d1f1d1005c2f.png
<2023-03-26T19:47:27.000Z> Wormwood: Oh i see yea
<2023-03-26T19:48:06.000Z> Wormwood: Does she have an office job?
<2023-03-26T19:49:35.000Z> Wormwood: Too much time sedentary can do that
<2023-03-26T20:11:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She kinda has always been overweight, but yeah. She works for a news station, edits news materials and stuff.
<2023-03-27T04:35:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do you wanna test out Terraria earlier or after Stardew?
<2023-03-27T04:52:48.000Z> Wormwood: Mayne after stardew
<2023-03-27T04:52:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-03-27T04:53:19.000Z> Wormwood: I've never played it before
<2023-03-27T04:55:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I find it fun. Start can be slow because of crappy tools, but it's satisfying when upgrading to better stuff.
<2023-03-27T04:55:44.000Z> Wormwood: Is there crafting?
<2023-03-27T04:55:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes
<2023-03-27T04:56:50.000Z> Wormwood: Cool, I think I've seen some of the gameplay I looks fun
<2023-03-27T04:57:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Building is only mandatory for getting npcs to your "town".
<2023-03-27T05:14:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feel like playing today?
<2023-03-27T05:24:04.000Z> Wormwood: ye ye ye
<2023-03-27T05:24:25.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna right now?
<2023-03-27T05:24:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeee
<2023-03-27T05:24:43.000Z> Wormwood: ok I'll start it up
<2023-03-27T15:02:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh shid, Chris Chan is a free man.
<2023-03-27T16:50:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo still has a bare belly. It does have lil hair growing. https://i.poastcdn.org/85c81aa195df73af7bfe08affa39152eb67045572601de6c29e7a63803131554.jpg
<2023-03-27T16:50:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also titty picture.
<2023-03-27T17:21:33.000Z> Wormwood: Lol poor momo. At least she's getting better now
<2023-03-27T17:22:01.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao he's free??? Fugg 
<2023-03-27T17:23:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol yes
<2023-03-27T17:50:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bought couple Kinder eggs. Got some Avatar figures, pff. https://i.poastcdn.org/9fd0211ae1f6a8875ac3ded734ee70037e783f4fb941ae208c1896444405fa15.png
<2023-03-27T17:50:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Blue titty woman.
<2023-03-27T17:51:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Flying creature looks cool.
<2023-03-27T19:00:23.000Z> Wormwood: lmaoo
<2023-03-27T19:00:41.000Z> Wormwood: I forgot they finally made a sequel to that movie
<2023-03-27T19:00:44.000Z> Wormwood: never seen it
<2023-03-27T19:08:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, same.
<2023-03-27T19:09:22.000Z> Wormwood: is this true? https://i.poastcdn.org/cba82fa10c9fdd6d0cac6fb39b265b892bbb837b663ea187c2095fb3a73d9072.png
<2023-03-27T19:11:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's often stated our country is one of the happiest, also racist. But I don't know, people drink a lot and commit suicides.
<2023-03-27T19:12:21.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea, when I think of Finland, "happy" doesn't fist come to mind lol
<2023-03-27T19:13:01.000Z> Wormwood: maybe it's all relative
<2023-03-27T19:13:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeh.
<2023-03-27T19:14:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: People are happy during summer when people retreat to their summer homes in middle of nowhere.
<2023-03-27T19:15:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was a week in one last summer.
<2023-03-27T19:16:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nature is important to us.
<2023-03-28T01:05:04.000Z> Wormwood: Cool that sounds like fun
<2023-03-28T09:53:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I wonder if I use male logic to improve my life. For males it's pretty much to get in shape, have a job and good social relations. I have no idea what's it's like for females.
<2023-03-28T17:25:26.000Z> Wormwood: I'm not sure. It must be strange position to be in. I think the condition I pretty rare for females
<2023-03-28T17:26:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, I guess femcels aren't common.
<2023-03-28T19:55:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ngh.. I hate my emotions are stronger than normal people. I feel so touch deprived. Been living for over 30 years and only managed to spent one week physically with a bf.   It's not fun.
<2023-03-28T20:24:39.000Z> Wormwood: ye I know the feeling. the world is cruel
<2023-03-28T20:25:16.000Z> Wormwood: are you still looking for a new job?
<2023-03-28T20:26:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah. Currently waiting for more info.
<2023-03-28T20:27:05.000Z> Wormwood: yea same here. I feel your pain. Everything kinda sucks right now, but I still have hope for the future
<2023-03-28T20:30:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-03-28T22:06:13.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c4149cbbb8fd414f9048603e3338817336af2dc864ee86c1064658ed2539975b.png
<2023-03-29T02:21:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-29T11:36:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought something stupid. https://i.poastcdn.org/8ce1092a0a5401ab46d8a52138b969910f4d9fef661106a703dcce2886a92ba0.png
<2023-03-29T14:03:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Or should I say I bought something autistic.
<2023-03-29T17:24:37.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao looks cool 
<2023-03-29T17:24:46.000Z> Wormwood: Where did you find it?
<2023-03-29T17:25:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Clothing store New Yorker.
<2023-03-29T17:26:13.000Z> Wormwood: I like it
<2023-03-29T17:27:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, thanks.
<2023-03-29T17:27:11.000Z> Wormwood: My clothes are all pretty plain. Mostly just dark or muted colors, but I think that works for me
<2023-03-29T17:27:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I got that necklace from grandma, she had left every grandchild one.
<2023-03-29T17:28:09.000Z> Wormwood: Very cool
<2023-03-29T17:29:56.000Z> Wormwood: My grandfather was talking the other day about what to do with his stuff when he passes. Feels weird to talk about
<2023-03-29T17:33:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, often it seems family takes what they want/can and the rest is just donated away or sold.
<2023-03-29T17:37:18.000Z> Wormwood: Lol he wants me to have his "old German flag" and arm band. I think they're pretty cool. But I'd rather just keep my grandfather 
<2023-03-29T17:37:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw~
<2023-03-29T17:44:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought another fidget toy. Fuck!I just really love it. The ball versions are most of the time crappy, but this works great. Also it's a spinner, but I don't care about that.cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0526/7144/7238/products/fidget-toy-push-me-gadget-flying-tiger-copenhagen-792106.jpg?v=1674538237&width=2000
<2023-03-29T18:51:58.000Z> Wormwood: Woah cool. How does it work?
<2023-03-29T18:53:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You just push buttons in, then you squeeze it and it makes such a nice popping sound and you can also feel the pops in your hand.
<2023-03-29T18:54:25.000Z> Wormwood: That sounds pretty cool
<2023-03-29T18:59:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Time stamp to an example.youtu.be/VcFz3VETAPo?t=349
<2023-03-29T19:13:43.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-03-29T19:32:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You wanna play later today?
<2023-03-29T19:41:10.000Z> Wormwood: ye I think I can, as long as I can get my stuff done I'm down
<2023-03-29T19:41:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-03-30T04:37:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: *Theme of Jaws approaches*
<2023-03-30T06:05:34.000Z> Wormwood: helo
<2023-03-30T06:05:46.000Z> Wormwood: you ready to play?
<2023-03-30T06:06:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas
<2023-03-30T06:06:45.000Z> Wormwood: excellent. I'll start it up
<2023-03-30T06:07:40.000Z> Wormwood: my new comic. I just need to finish the logo on the shirt https://i.poastcdn.org/f56ec68d047c897d6cecf7f577ea015a83e8b811849ac965017032180a979920.png
<2023-03-30T06:08:00.000Z> Wormwood: I'll put it out in like 2 weeks maybe
<2023-03-30T06:08:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, that's great.
<2023-03-30T06:09:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I needs to get that shirt too, Imma give you my money on gumroad at somepoint, hehe.
<2023-03-30T07:22:53.000Z> Wormwood: lol u don't have to I'll just send it to you
<2023-03-30T10:21:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I probably sounded insane giggling myself, I was just hoping you would had heard the popping sound from the fidget thing.
<2023-03-30T16:56:37.000Z> Wormwood: Lol oh that makes sense 
<2023-03-30T17:09:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's this snowy here. https://i.poastcdn.org/b3fd0addd6e6f3bfaca054f27cf1027dbc394ca978e4be816ddf7be1d8588c85.jpg
<2023-03-30T17:49:35.000Z> Wormwood: Very nice
<2023-04-01T06:10:08.000Z> Wormwood: helo
<2023-04-02T21:08:12.000Z> Wormwood: everything ok?
<2023-04-03T00:33:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Not really.
<2023-04-03T05:29:00.000Z> Wormwood: Hey there you are! What's wrong?
<2023-04-03T05:42:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Haven't been feeling good. Don't feel like living.
<2023-04-03T05:46:52.000Z> Wormwood: Sorry to hear it. I know it's tough, the feeling seems to come and go for me as well. Someday it feels like you're past it, and other days it all comes back and berries you
<2023-04-03T05:47:41.000Z> Wormwood: I'm glad you're still here I was worried something happened to you
<2023-04-03T05:52:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm glad you are worried over me. I'm happy there's someone who cares.
<2023-04-03T05:54:45.000Z> Wormwood: Lol ye who's going to play stardew valley with me if you're gone?
<2023-04-03T05:55:12.000Z> Wormwood: I am a retard who only fishes
<2023-04-03T05:56:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-04-03T05:58:28.000Z> Wormwood: Also idk any of the stuff with qi or the island yet 
<2023-04-03T06:01:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, you do know about the island.
<2023-04-03T06:05:26.000Z> Wormwood: Yea I know about it but I never got there
<2023-04-03T06:07:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke. 
<2023-04-03T06:15:13.000Z> Wormwood: How is momo?
<2023-04-03T06:15:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, I kept talking to Graf. Apparently he wasn't interested in me, he just has weird way of talking to people.
<2023-04-03T06:15:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo's good.
<2023-04-03T06:15:44.000Z> Wormwood: Oh lol
<2023-04-03T09:00:00.000Z> Wormwood: fug. some homless guy tried getting into my place
<2023-04-03T09:00:05.000Z> Wormwood: It's nearly 2 am
<2023-04-03T09:34:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wtf
<2023-04-03T09:35:29.000Z> Wormwood: yea, not too bad. Just ringing the door bell. He was gone by the time I got downstairs. my dad ran out there with his gun lol
<2023-04-03T09:36:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, very aMERICAN
<2023-04-03T09:36:37.000Z> Wormwood: lol true. That reminds me, I need to get more ammo
<2023-04-03T09:36:51.000Z> Wormwood: and a new gun
<2023-04-03T09:37:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Votes were counted yesterday. Shame we didn't get a one Blueblack person to parliament.
<2023-04-03T09:38:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Social democrats and greens dropped a lot in their popularity at least.
<2023-04-03T09:38:46.000Z> Wormwood: fugg
<2023-04-03T09:39:08.000Z> Wormwood: none of it's going to matter in a few years anyway
<2023-04-03T09:39:57.000Z> Wormwood: I feel like a collapse is sure to come. I hope
<2023-04-03T09:40:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-04-03T09:40:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sanna Marin got voted out, yaas. Fuck off bitch
<2023-04-03T09:42:14.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-04-03T09:42:23.000Z> Wormwood: I vote for moomin
<2023-04-03T09:42:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-03T09:59:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, people really changed their minds more towards right since last time. https://i.poastcdn.org/71422b9cd1a4f137a3232c935fc3c5243b81e0956ca4701c2304c92e4dc5d080.jpg
<2023-04-03T10:00:55.000Z> Wormwood: nice. at least it's a step in the right direction
<2023-04-03T10:02:47.000Z> Wormwood: lol every time I see a map of the Finland or Sweden I'm reminded of this https://i.poastcdn.org/9a0ac35c632c271ef25e0e5a6578e0663288fa515a7309e4e48d33a383b37fe7.jpg
<2023-04-03T10:03:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: PFFF Have not seen that. 
<2023-04-03T10:03:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Goddamn balls!
<2023-04-03T10:03:24.000Z> Wormwood: lmao
<2023-04-03T10:04:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well Turku (a city) is Finland's asshole, as we like to call it.
<2023-04-03T10:05:10.000Z> Wormwood: lol why is that?
<2023-04-03T10:06:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Finland kinda looks like a lady (Russia took the other hand) and it's at the very bottom left.
<2023-04-03T10:06:59.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-04-03T10:07:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My town is called Finland's Chicago.
<2023-04-03T10:08:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: We used to have lot of butcheries, which is where the name comes from I think.
<2023-04-03T10:09:04.000Z> Wormwood: is it also full of niggers like Chicago?
<2023-04-03T10:09:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not yet. East Helsinki is like that.
<2023-04-03T10:10:14.000Z> Wormwood: I hate niggers so much. they have no business being anywhere north of the Sahara 
<2023-04-03T10:10:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yup
<2023-04-03T14:46:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, it's gym day today. I skipped last friday because I had goddam diarrhea shits!I just don't feel like it. I have managed to not skip, unless... shits or something.
<2023-04-03T15:41:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I have lost weight again, now 63,6 kg.
<2023-04-03T18:38:25.000Z> Wormwood: Lol nice
<2023-04-03T18:39:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's not good. My weight has been dropping alarminly quick and I'm starting to be underweight.
<2023-04-03T18:43:58.000Z> Wormwood: Oh
<2023-04-03T18:44:21.000Z> Wormwood: Is it from too much diarrhea?
<2023-04-03T18:45:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have hard time to eat when my mood drops.Well the shits can briefly drop weight, but that's not a common occurence.
<2023-04-03T18:46:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have dropped around 10 kg in three months.
<2023-04-03T18:48:15.000Z> Wormwood: Ah I see. That happens to me too
<2023-04-03T18:49:11.000Z> Wormwood: Are you still trying ro find a hobby or part time gig to get you outside more?
<2023-04-03T18:53:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yea, waiting for the job. It's more of a test run at first. I start with two days with 4 hours a day. I only get 9 euros a day and bus card paid. If things improve it can be changed to actual full time job with proper pay.
<2023-04-03T18:54:25.000Z> Wormwood: Cool! 9 euros. Oof that's doesn't sound like a lot
<2023-04-03T18:54:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, no.
<2023-04-03T18:55:26.000Z> Wormwood: How much is the "proper pay"? If it becomes full time
<2023-04-03T18:55:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Like you get paid per hour, or something.
<2023-04-03T18:56:19.000Z> Wormwood: Hope it's more than 9
<2023-04-03T18:56:30.000Z> Wormwood: What would you be doing?
<2023-04-03T18:58:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: There's one craft store I like, shame it's far, need to use two busses. There I suppose it's making example works and organizing stuff.
<2023-04-03T18:59:28.000Z> Wormwood: That sounds like fun
<2023-04-03T19:00:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like tedious organizing, like give me a button box and ask me to sort them out by colour or size and I like doing that.
<2023-04-03T19:03:07.000Z> Wormwood: Ye that sounds kinda relaxing
<2023-04-03T19:23:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hope I have not been a burden. I'm like excited dog that needs to said to stop or calm down. I have trouble noticing when I go too far.
<2023-04-03T20:21:36.000Z> Wormwood: what? no you're fine. I'm always here for you if you want to talk about anything. I'm going through some very similar troubles, so I can relate to what you're telling me. It's no burden to me, I love hearing from you and I'm always interested in what you're doing
<2023-04-03T20:25:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, thank you.
<2023-04-04T05:02:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning...or night.
<2023-04-04T06:02:14.000Z> Wormwood: helo
<2023-04-04T06:02:28.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna play some stardew?
<2023-04-04T06:05:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure
<2023-04-04T06:07:04.000Z> Wormwood: cool. I'll start it up
<2023-04-04T06:09:55.000Z> Wormwood: FF90D6QW61R
<2023-04-04T08:35:46.000Z> Wormwood: nicecrew.digital/objects/47afe123-81e5-4feb-a820-189b3a1ae970
<2023-04-04T08:36:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, I have seen that. A lil cutie.
<2023-04-04T17:18:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He sitting. https://i.poastcdn.org/1d53608d1534ba1c49884108a37d874cf1835945a1f0cf507d392719571306a8.png
<2023-04-04T19:45:01.000Z> Wormwood: He's a cutie
<2023-04-05T00:55:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello.. Watcha doing?
<2023-04-05T02:27:59.000Z> Wormwood: helo
<2023-04-05T02:28:11.000Z> Wormwood: just drawing some comics
<2023-04-05T02:28:48.000Z> Wormwood: youtube recommended me this video. I thought it was pretty funnyyoutube.com/watch?v=nCUEu0zWSmk
<2023-04-05T02:30:21.000Z> Wormwood: trying to make this star trek joke, but it means drawing this big complicated space ships. fuggg
<2023-04-05T06:48:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, that was fun video. Yea, those are not fun to draw.
<2023-04-05T14:18:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Took Momo outside today. https://i.poastcdn.org/c40efab2b06087504e7c2afc15d717c68e5238c3e3f60f888eea8e5b863f0a35.jpg
<2023-04-05T14:49:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Found a ladybug. https://i.poastcdn.org/1cf080742f69bf5b4ada6095086531d7013c489ab3a82cdddffed20d3d1a463d.jpg
<2023-04-05T15:00:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's name is stubby, 'cos it's right frong leg is stubby. https://i.poastcdn.org/d112b7bcab12f7d417714f88bba672f5ef51b259c8bfec0c947821877d8f6ea1.png
<2023-04-05T17:35:44.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I love stubby 
<2023-04-05T17:36:14.000Z> Wormwood: Momo looks happy 
<2023-04-05T17:36:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She had fun. Did some digging.
<2023-04-05T17:38:03.000Z> Wormwood: I take my bird outside sometimes but I'm always worried about eagles 
<2023-04-05T17:38:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bird?
<2023-04-05T17:40:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Did I miss a joke?
<2023-04-05T17:42:24.000Z> Wormwood: Lol no I have a cockatiel but he's too retarded to fly so he sits on my shoulder and I take him for "walks"
<2023-04-05T17:42:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You didn't tell me you have a bird, you twat.
<2023-04-05T17:43:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What's his name?
<2023-04-05T17:44:28.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao his name is colonel crackers 
<2023-04-05T17:44:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, cute.
<2023-04-05T17:45:10.000Z> Wormwood: His nice to me but he's a shit head to everyone else
<2023-04-05T17:45:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: The usual bird behaviour.
<2023-04-05T17:46:57.000Z> Wormwood: Ye. We just found him one day. I don't think I've ever bought a pet. Animals just come to me
<2023-04-05T17:47:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-04-05T17:47:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I haven't called you an asshat yet, that's my favourite English insult.
<2023-04-05T17:47:54.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao
<2023-04-05T17:48:36.000Z> Wormwood: That one's lame, there's so many better ones
<2023-04-05T17:48:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: But I liiike it
<2023-04-05T17:49:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Asshat
<2023-04-05T17:49:33.000Z> Wormwood: You need to tell me more Finnish ones
<2023-04-05T17:50:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: One thing we do is string together swear words to make up swear sentences.
<2023-04-05T17:50:36.000Z> Wormwood: Interesting
<2023-04-05T17:51:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mulkku = dickhead
<2023-04-05T17:52:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Vittu is equivalent to fuck, but it means vagina.
<2023-04-05T17:52:29.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-04-05T17:52:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I didn't know that until my twenties.
<2023-04-05T17:52:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It was just a bad swear word to me.
<2023-04-05T17:53:44.000Z> Wormwood: That sounds really confusing
<2023-04-05T17:54:04.000Z> Wormwood: What if you wanted to say "fuck my vagina"?
<2023-04-05T17:54:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nussi mun vittua
<2023-04-05T17:54:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-04-05T17:55:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: We use the same word for vagina as you do, same for penis.
<2023-04-05T17:55:17.000Z> Wormwood: So nussi also means vagina?
<2023-04-05T17:55:29.000Z> Wormwood: Oh strange
<2023-04-05T17:55:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No, nussia means fuck
<2023-04-05T17:56:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ... you made me say "fuck my vagina". Ffff
<2023-04-05T17:57:17.000Z> Wormwood: Lol What about "benis:DDD"?
<2023-04-05T17:58:06.000Z> Wormwood: Or is that just a meme
<2023-04-05T17:58:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, benis is just funny way of sayin penis.
<2023-04-05T17:58:26.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-04-05T17:58:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's a mem
<2023-04-05T18:00:09.000Z> Wormwood: Fugg. I have to go, I'll have to talk more about benis later
<2023-04-05T18:00:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, see ya.
<2023-04-05T18:32:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/dd23be3d2fecd11f3355cdd769787fa3791ae3bd98da52caa80584a4122f3f95.jpeg
<2023-04-05T21:56:05.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-04-06T06:04:01.000Z> Wormwood: u up for some stardew?
<2023-04-06T06:21:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-04-06T06:21:47.000Z> Wormwood: cool starting it rn
<2023-04-06T12:20:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Went to town. Mario movie posters everywhere. They didn't even bother translating the word movie, I hate this modern shit where nothing is translated.
<2023-04-06T16:01:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/835e93f987ee61a7af690c8c509db796103651aa596a5403edfe4ace15ff4efa.png
<2023-04-06T18:33:27.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I own a pair of those
<2023-04-06T18:34:22.000Z> Wormwood: Are you going to watch Mario movie?
<2023-04-06T18:34:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You do?! Aahaha!
<2023-04-06T18:34:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah
<2023-04-06T18:36:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Finnish dub is probably gringe as hell, it always is. Of course original English available too. ..or did they even dub it?
<2023-04-06T18:36:41.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao I'm just kidding
<2023-04-06T18:37:16.000Z> Wormwood: I'll probably download it. I don't want to give money to jews
<2023-04-06T18:37:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I fucking knew it. lol
<2023-04-06T18:38:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I use mens boxers.
<2023-04-06T18:38:33.000Z> Wormwood: Lol are they more comfortable?
<2023-04-06T18:38:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes
<2023-04-06T18:39:36.000Z> Wormwood: I guess that makes sense. Woman's underwear always looks uncomfortable 
<2023-04-06T18:40:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeh, they kinda are.
<2023-04-06T18:41:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I buy them at H&M so I got all kinds of wacky patterns on them.
<2023-04-06T18:41:50.000Z> Wormwood: I stopped wearing boxers though, they tend to bunch up. Boxer briefs or just briefs feel the most comfortable to me
<2023-04-06T18:42:57.000Z> Wormwood: Lol it's a good ide, probably much cheaper too
<2023-04-06T18:46:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, they got Simpsons and also spongebob ones. https://i.poastcdn.org/bf18b0c7b2f70a259977a78ea1a31ab74cd74c8efdf6f397339c6200732a1825.jpeg
<2023-04-06T18:46:56.000Z> Wormwood: Nice
<2023-04-06T18:47:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I wanted Gudetama ones, but I missed those.
<2023-04-06T18:47:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: But I do have Batman pants
<2023-04-06T18:50:35.000Z> Wormwood: That reminds me, I need to get some more. They seem to wear out fast
<2023-04-06T18:51:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You got any H&M close by? Hehe
<2023-04-06T18:52:29.000Z> Wormwood: Lol no I just go to Walmart 
<2023-04-06T18:52:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Psh, okay.
<2023-04-06T18:59:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I saw this today. Shame I don't need a small backbag. https://i.poastcdn.org/82976f45d2baf23ca4eb4fdd8021aed4ce0e9f4315c174e564395136df93594f.jpg
<2023-04-06T19:00:14.000Z> Wormwood: Looks cute. This at H&m?
<2023-04-06T19:00:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: NewYorker
<2023-04-06T19:00:55.000Z> Wormwood: Seems like anime stuff is everywhere now
<2023-04-06T19:01:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, New Yorker now had few anime printed stuff there.
<2023-04-06T19:02:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...but I did buy this. https://i.poastcdn.org/8940790b381d6afc4b1719bae90f08897aaed1ac53e90aa8a78db5f42b9559a9.jpg
<2023-04-06T19:16:31.000Z> Wormwood: Lol very cute u like it
<2023-04-06T19:32:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm sad Fatidicus seems uninterested talking to me. He probably realized I'm autistic and that is always a death sentence. People just disappeared from my life once they knew I'm not normal.
<2023-04-06T19:49:37.000Z> Wormwood: That's unfortunate. Sorry to hear it. I don't understand, you don't seem that unusual to me
<2023-04-06T19:50:02.000Z> Wormwood: But maybe to me everyone on the internet is unusual 
<2023-04-06T19:50:30.000Z> Wormwood: I'm sure you can meet someone locally once you start getting out more
<2023-04-06T20:10:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I Asked him if he wants to meet irl and he did say maybe, so I'm still hoping for that.
<2023-04-06T20:28:51.000Z> Wormwood: that's cool. remember to keep your options open too, try to get to know more people so you can get more choices
<2023-04-07T03:57:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-04-07T03:58:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: In bed, but wanna play today?
<2023-04-07T04:47:42.000Z> Wormwood: ye I'm in. maybe about an hour or so
<2023-04-07T04:47:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-04-07T05:50:50.000Z> Wormwood: I'm ready
<2023-04-07T05:52:48.000Z> Wormwood: FFC2WHOSLOO
<2023-04-07T18:43:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I didn't tell you, but I got sick in new year with panic disorder and it has been an ongoing thing since then. I reached out, out of desperation and while having an attack, which didn't go well, people thought I was a fed. I'm glad you stuck with me. I have been near suicidal at moments and you have been keeping me alive all this time.
<2023-04-07T19:07:39.000Z> Wormwood: hey, no worries. I'm always happy to talk to you. tbh I'm kind of suffering in the same way, so it's nice to have someone to relate to.
<2023-04-07T19:55:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ngh. *hugs*
<2023-04-08T07:08:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sir, why aren't you hugging back, are you a PUSSY?
<2023-04-08T07:09:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also EGGS https://i.poastcdn.org/4e5f85ef6a412544ba89edad3eae364ad124e79aa02fb0ef94d76bb52b746865.jpg
<2023-04-08T07:22:00.000Z> Wormwood: lmao *hugs*
<2023-04-08T07:22:19.000Z> Wormwood: nice. make an omelet 
<2023-04-08T17:08:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I should try make a kinder hot cocoa.
<2023-04-08T19:19:26.000Z> Wormwood: I haven't had hot cocoa in so long
<2023-04-08T19:19:52.000Z> Wormwood: just drink coffee these days. maybe when I stop keto I'll have it again
<2023-04-08T23:57:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, you should.
<2023-04-09T17:34:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feeling really nice today. I was at the bottom on Monday. I hate how often my mood goes up and down so often now.
<2023-04-09T17:34:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I even took a picture how shit I looked then.
<2023-04-09T19:04:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Happy easter, asshat. Also it's Finnish language day today.
<2023-04-09T21:55:24.000Z> Wormwood: LOL HAPPY EASTER!
<2023-04-09T21:55:53.000Z> Wormwood: I'm glad you're feeling better. I've been feeling better too lately, I hope it keeps up
<2023-04-09T21:56:09.000Z> Wormwood: what do you do for Easter in Finland?
<2023-04-10T03:36:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose mostly same stuff. Well children get surprise eggs and can hunt them. That was fun as a kid.
<2023-04-10T03:36:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, we eat mämmi, disgusting stuff for many, made from rye.
<2023-04-10T04:54:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wanna playy?
<2023-04-10T07:08:36.000Z> Wormwood: sorry, couldn't tonight
<2023-04-10T07:08:43.000Z> Wormwood: next time
<2023-04-10T07:08:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, it's okay.
<2023-04-10T07:09:25.000Z> Wormwood: the mammi stuff looks pretty good.  looks like chocolate, but it probably doesn't taste like it
<2023-04-10T07:10:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, no.
<2023-04-10T17:51:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Does this journal page look nice? I think it turned out good. https://i.poastcdn.org/8080cd8d1ffd851a31a3144d68809f34069a89b32a5d1f0b7bea9c06e9d9a3c9.jpg
<2023-04-10T18:07:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I juts wanted to tell you, you have been a good fren to me.Sorry, I'm obnoxious when I'm feeling good.
<2023-04-10T18:47:29.000Z> Wormwood: hey that looks really pretty
<2023-04-10T18:47:34.000Z> Wormwood: I like it
<2023-04-10T18:48:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, thanks.
<2023-04-10T18:48:41.000Z> Wormwood: lol thanks. Thanks for being a good friend to me too, I've also been having a hard time, but talking to you and playing stardew has really helped me out  of my slump
<2023-04-10T18:50:06.000Z> Wormwood: I'm just glad we've had our tragedies synced up so we weren't completely alone at least 
<2023-04-10T18:52:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Awh~ You are so nice.
<2023-04-10T18:54:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Glad to help
<2023-04-11T04:50:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d37177f86cfc4f960eeb059443c9fe167d546bb60e055a7b3d88dcbe44df76ae.jfif
<2023-04-11T05:20:05.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-04-11T05:22:27.000Z> Wormwood: You want to play some stardew you little shit,
<2023-04-11T05:24:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff! That actually made happy. You are getting on my level. Yes I would like to.
<2023-04-11T05:39:13.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao yea
<2023-04-11T05:39:25.000Z> Wormwood: Ok gimme a min
<2023-04-11T16:37:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: "No gf hitting hard rn ngl"Does that mean no flirting gf? Or am I understanding this wrong?
<2023-04-11T17:54:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also other page done. Hate how my writing looks childish. https://i.poastcdn.org/3c69f45868fb43d762cbfd136c02564e7525a86dab029cbd3d9d73a3dcb3ee1a.jpg
<2023-04-11T18:10:18.000Z> Wormwood: It means, "being aware of not having a gf is especially painful right now" basically 
<2023-04-11T18:11:25.000Z> Wormwood: Lol it's much better than my handwriting. I writs like absolute retard psycho. I can't even write in a straight line
<2023-04-11T18:37:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh now I realized, seems I read it weirdly.
<2023-04-11T18:40:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, you need to do some writing practice.
<2023-04-11T19:00:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hate how sour my mood turned today. Brains got triggered by something and went "You know what, have negative emotions chemicals, have fun, twat".
<2023-04-11T21:44:48.000Z> Wormwood: lol I guess I'm lucky all of my obstacles exist on the outside
<2023-04-11T21:46:30.000Z> Wormwood: went to department of motor vehicles to get a registration card for my old motorcycle that's been sitting in the garage for years. They said I can't have one bc it's been accumulating fees and I have to pay it off first. I owe like 6 million lol. not going to pay it. I'll just throw it into a lake
<2023-04-12T03:39:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff wtf. Ye, just get rid of it.
<2023-04-12T04:45:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, I wanna see how you write. Oh-! Can I have your autograph in the book?
<2023-04-12T07:46:18.000Z> Wormwood: lol ye I'll sign it, it'll be retarded
<2023-04-12T10:06:29.000Z> Wormwood: Can't sleep again. Sleep is a nigger
<2023-04-12T10:55:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw. I'm currently out town shopping.
<2023-04-12T16:32:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus, remembered to work out, forgot on Monday.
<2023-04-12T16:33:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Flying Tiger already had put out it's faggot shit on display. There's two months still June you fags, could you very least wait till then, best would be nothing at all, but eh.
<2023-04-12T17:50:03.000Z> Wormwood: What's flying tiger?
<2023-04-12T17:55:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: A store
<2023-04-12T17:56:48.000Z> Wormwood: Ah. So they're being gay outside the designated gay time
<2023-04-12T17:57:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-04-12T17:57:24.000Z> Wormwood: Faggots 
<2023-04-12T18:01:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Here's their fag selection.flyingtiger.com/fi/collections/happy-pride
<2023-04-12T18:02:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Shame, because I love some of the rainbow items. I bought a cute little rainbow dish.
<2023-04-12T18:07:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Look, a lil cutie. https://i.poastcdn.org/cbc1da589c70de311d246c37adb160389195ada00e0e2140faa30bdbf301a42b.jpg
<2023-04-12T18:31:54.000Z> Wormwood: Ye its too bad. Rainbows remind me of things for children. But I suppose that was their intention https://i.poastcdn.org/053846213470d9f6173071c90aa337fe44009d223ab53b741708515b357315eb.jpg
<2023-04-12T18:33:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-04-12T18:34:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I think Rainbow Brite was released here, but I didn't see it. I watched My Little Ponies on VHS.
<2023-04-12T18:35:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: and Care bears.
<2023-04-12T18:35:59.000Z> Wormwood: Lol oh yea I've never seen an episode idk what it's even about
<2023-04-12T18:36:21.000Z> Wormwood: I'd change the channel before it started
<2023-04-12T18:36:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-12T18:36:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How old are you?
<2023-04-12T18:38:18.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I can't tell you
<2023-04-12T18:38:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw. Oke.
<2023-04-13T05:15:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hrm~ Would you like to do a lil job for me at some point? You would be able to go outside, lol.
<2023-04-13T05:21:18.000Z> Wormwood: lol interesting. what is it?
<2023-04-13T05:31:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do some shopping for me~! I want to use you as a middle hand to shop in Daiso! 
<2023-04-13T05:34:53.000Z> Wormwood: I might be able to do that, what are you looking for exactly?
<2023-04-13T05:39:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like their cute stationery, memo pads, sticky notes, washi tapes, stickers and whatnot. I think best way would be to have a video call where you show the items in store and I can pick what I want. They have an online store, but it only has fraction of the stuff and I think it's a bit older stuff, not newest possible, so I can't make a shopping list for you.
<2023-04-13T05:49:01.000Z> Wormwood: lol you're crazy
<2023-04-13T05:49:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh... Sorry.
<2023-04-13T05:49:39.000Z> Wormwood: yea I can probably do that
<2023-04-13T05:50:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's just something I have other people seen done that.
<2023-04-13T05:51:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...It's a female thing I suppose.
<2023-04-13T06:11:39.000Z> Wormwood: u wanna play some stardew?
<2023-04-13T06:23:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure
<2023-04-13T06:24:17.000Z> Wormwood: yeeee
<2023-04-13T06:24:23.000Z> Wormwood: I'll start it up
<2023-04-13T18:29:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: *Sigh* Apparently in Helsinki there's a k-18 drag kids event. Adults watching kids dancing in light clothing, fucking nuke that place already.
<2023-04-13T20:38:05.000Z> Wormwood: Uggghhh 
<2023-04-13T20:38:31.000Z> Wormwood: They all need to be [redacted]
<2023-04-14T05:22:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: *Snugs* I'm feeling affectional, but I don't have anything to pour out my feelings. I'm gonna make you feel awkward. I'm mostly driven by my feelings, rather than other way around. I also like teasing people, I did that a lot with my bf. Maybe I'm getting into heat again. ....I wanna die
<2023-04-14T06:50:00.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea I feel yea. Shit's fucked. I've decided I should pray more to help me through it. I kinda gave up on that a while ago, but I want to start again
<2023-04-14T06:58:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose that works as kinda like meditation too and if it makes you feel better, why not.
<2023-04-14T15:07:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Look what I tried~! I'm trying out feminine things, I even bought a dress and pretty scrunchies last week. Never used make up. I have been living like a male incel this whole time. A troon light TM. https://i.poastcdn.org/35488eb16fb6111f6c02f9c623c9cfb9a63ca6cd14644bf4a55aae997da000c4.jpg
<2023-04-14T17:48:55.000Z> Wormwood: Hey that looks good
<2023-04-14T20:31:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah.. I'm still up. Also fun comic again, hehe.
<2023-04-14T20:38:55.000Z> Wormwood: lol thank you
<2023-04-14T20:39:38.000Z> Wormwood: It's kinda stupid but it's funny that way
<2023-04-14T20:39:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, ye
<2023-04-14T20:40:19.000Z> Wormwood: oh yea my dad's car broke lol, idk if I can get to a daiso soon. well, I can just not right away
<2023-04-14T20:41:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, take your time, didn't expect you to go right away.
<2023-04-15T07:29:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Made a doggo washi tape holder, also carved a stamp. https://i.poastcdn.org/b819ce245425786e62d64595073baf369263d809c51bb35a9960c32f72c20cff.jpg
<2023-04-15T07:30:04.000Z> Wormwood: oh nice
<2023-04-15T07:31:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sir, are you okay?
<2023-04-15T07:32:42.000Z> Wormwood: ye I'm good
<2023-04-15T07:32:50.000Z> Wormwood: I've lost another 5lbs
<2023-04-15T07:33:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, good job~
<2023-04-15T07:34:13.000Z> Wormwood: how have you been?
<2023-04-15T07:35:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: A bit down today, but I'm good.
<2023-04-15T07:35:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have to buy pants, all my old ones don't stay on anymore.
<2023-04-15T07:36:20.000Z> Wormwood: that's cool, yea I need to buy new clothes too. lol I ripped a lot of them
<2023-04-15T07:36:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-15T07:36:49.000Z> Wormwood: I want to get more formal looking stuff. I only have 2 pants, and they're jeans
<2023-04-15T07:37:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I also only have jeans
<2023-04-15T07:37:24.000Z> Wormwood: not sure where to shop though, maybe I'll go to the mall soon, then I can check out the Daiso as well
<2023-04-15T07:38:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, ye.
<2023-04-15T07:42:44.000Z> Wormwood: idk about the time though bc of the timezones you might be asleep
<2023-04-15T07:47:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I can just use an alarm to wake up.
<2023-04-15T14:04:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Man, buying pants are always a paiiin, I have thicc tighs and wide hips, but my waist is thinner, so the pants fit, but then there's loose space in my waist area. I have to sew in again, never get pants that fit. Fffff
<2023-04-15T14:05:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Must be far easier for you, you don't have these problems.
<2023-04-15T17:41:56.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I guess so. I think pants are easy although I don't buy them often
<2023-04-15T17:43:58.000Z> Wormwood: Shirts are another story. I'm like the opposite of you, I have very wide shoulders and a small waste so I always need to go up a size, but in here going up a size means you're fat
<2023-04-15T17:44:30.000Z> Wormwood: So the shirts just get wider at the waist 
<2023-04-15T17:44:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, that sucks.
<2023-04-15T17:45:45.000Z> Wormwood: Ye, I have to get my shirts custom tailored which is a lot of money  otherwise I look like I'm wearing a tent over my body
<2023-04-15T17:46:21.000Z> Wormwood: Clothes are so weird
<2023-04-15T17:47:29.000Z> Wormwood: It's such a shame that "bigger" seems to always mean fatter when it comes to clothing companies
<2023-04-15T17:49:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah. Haven't tried to do your own with a sewing machine? lol
<2023-04-15T17:55:05.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao nope
<2023-04-15T17:58:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have made few and done lot of fixing to my existing ones.
<2023-04-15T18:00:09.000Z> Wormwood: That's so cool, I wish I could do that
<2023-04-15T18:01:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, I don't think it's that hard, but I'm good with my hands, so I don't know.
<2023-04-15T18:01:59.000Z> Wormwood: Sewing clothes is like sorcery to me I just don't understand it
<2023-04-15T18:03:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Awh, I suppose.
<2023-04-15T18:05:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I made my own shoulder bag too.
<2023-04-15T18:06:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's pain in the ass because it has so many pieces.
<2023-04-15T18:08:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Can show it tomorrow, got in bed with Momo already.
<2023-04-15T18:09:12.000Z> Wormwood: that's cool, that's some real skill
<2023-04-15T18:09:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do requests for pay if you need anything.
<2023-04-15T18:10:46.000Z> Wormwood: I'll think about it 
<2023-04-15T18:21:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus.
<2023-04-16T06:05:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Here's my bag. https://i.poastcdn.org/7a49771ef17040bfbfe71e63d45b0f4d21bab6fc3c534521d219f2fff7cd0be8.png
<2023-04-16T07:52:57.000Z> Wormwood: hey that looks cool
<2023-04-16T07:53:03.000Z> Wormwood: what's that patch?
<2023-04-16T07:55:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's the logo for Blueblacks
<2023-04-16T08:07:42.000Z> Wormwood: oh cool
<2023-04-16T08:07:58.000Z> Wormwood: why are they called blueblack?
<2023-04-16T08:08:08.000Z> Wormwood: do people ever hassle you for it?
<2023-04-16T08:08:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I now have a reflector version for winter. Should change it soon.
<2023-04-16T08:09:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No, nothing has happened yet. Unless that one man pushed me because he saw the logo, but eh.Colours are based on the old nationalist Lapua movement.
<2023-04-16T08:09:38.000Z> Wormwood: someone pushed you?
<2023-04-16T08:10:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well we kinda suddenly stopped to check when the train leaves, possible he hit us quite strongly behind because of that.
<2023-04-16T08:11:27.000Z> Wormwood: what a nigger
<2023-04-16T08:12:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-04-16T08:13:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It was in Helsinki, so to be expected.
<2023-04-16T17:46:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Done some bracelets too. I made these for me and him. He wore his when he visited. https://i.poastcdn.org/db3089a67a70966a0ad512cc0f66ff86cb3b3de2397f0e24e080fec58d9bf4ce.jpg
<2023-04-16T17:50:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah, I have sewn cosplay clothing too. I think I'm 19 in this pic. https://i.poastcdn.org/3b2b6a9d0c64982e2d0be53be30f66980c13a833cc25d594a774ef5125dc7fa6.jpg
<2023-04-16T17:51:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Weapon was bitch to make.
<2023-04-16T21:10:40.000Z> Wormwood: lol that looks very cool
<2023-04-16T21:10:57.000Z> Wormwood: is working with leather veery hard?
<2023-04-17T03:13:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Those bracelets are easy to make, not that hard.
<2023-04-17T04:41:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: All the people say I should have friends and like myself before I should get into relationship, which is true.. I have no hope, especially at this age.
<2023-04-17T04:46:08.000Z> Wormwood: yea you just have to find some friends involved in the same hobbies as you
<2023-04-17T04:46:29.000Z> Wormwood: did that part time job ever call?
<2023-04-17T04:48:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nothing.
<2023-04-17T04:48:58.000Z> Wormwood: ye same here. It's like people just dpm
<2023-04-17T04:49:09.000Z> Wormwood: just don't want me to work
<2023-04-17T04:49:45.000Z> Wormwood: but that's ok I'm making some money off my art now
<2023-04-17T04:51:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's good.
<2023-04-17T04:51:50.000Z> Wormwood: I just need like, a lot more. I'll have to come up with something
<2023-04-17T04:54:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Can hear birds singing outside like it's summer. It's nice.
<2023-04-17T04:55:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Should go collect trash outside soon.
<2023-04-17T04:55:23.000Z> Wormwood: trash?
<2023-04-17T04:56:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Snow melts that exposes trash on the ground. People pick up trash in the spring. It's even an event in schools every spring.
<2023-04-17T04:57:11.000Z> Wormwood: lol oh I see
<2023-04-17T04:59:42.000Z> Wormwood: you wanna play some stardew?
<2023-04-17T05:00:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, need to get out of bed.
<2023-04-17T05:00:23.000Z> Wormwood: cool I'll start it
<2023-04-17T15:48:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Seems like I'm not the only one. Lot of women seem to be going through this. https://i.poastcdn.org/62de3423a98847cb3339876de801895126b774238dd25781d9c541b91b4d6810.png
<2023-04-17T18:36:17.000Z> Wormwood: Yea but you're different. These women were sleeping around and having abortions. 
<2023-04-17T18:36:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh
<2023-04-17T18:38:29.000Z> Wormwood: You have autism which is a unique circumstance. These woman had the opportunity but couldn't commit I guess
<2023-04-17T18:39:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Okay
<2023-04-17T18:40:39.000Z> Wormwood: I dont think it's your fault is what I'm trying to say
<2023-04-17T18:42:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yes. Got it.
<2023-04-17T18:43:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also gave up on Fatidicus. I'm sad. No point trying anymore I suppose.
<2023-04-17T18:48:58.000Z> Wormwood: Well, that's OK, his loss
<2023-04-17T18:50:01.000Z> Wormwood: There's got to be some kind of volunteer or hobby activity that's nearby 
<2023-04-17T18:51:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How is it his loss? No one wants a loser like me.
<2023-04-17T18:53:06.000Z> Wormwood: No you're not a loser, you have to get rid of that mentality. You need to assign high value to yourself. That's the first step. If you don't value yourself people will see that and think it's true
<2023-04-17T18:54:35.000Z> Wormwood: You're a very unique person, you've got a lot of good qualities. If you don't value yourself, no one else will
<2023-04-17T18:57:19.000Z> Wormwood: Think of it like a painting. There's some really retarded modern art out there worth millions of dollars. Who says it's worth millions? The artist does. People are kind of the same way.
<2023-04-17T18:59:21.000Z> Wormwood: You should be asking yourself instead "who's good enough for me" you've got to change your mindset
<2023-04-17T19:00:05.000Z> Wormwood: If you think of yourself as low-value others will pick up on that and be repelled by it
<2023-04-17T19:00:24.000Z> Wormwood: Also you've got to find a good way to get out and meet new people
<2023-04-17T19:00:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Maybe I understand. I suppose.
<2023-04-17T19:04:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How am I supposed to behave?
<2023-04-17T19:04:41.000Z> Wormwood: Idk normal I suppose
<2023-04-17T19:06:25.000Z> Wormwood: Idk normal I suppose12:04 PMSorry I'm trying to give you the right advice, but I know it's going to be incomplete because I'm just a man and I don't know much about feminine things
<2023-04-17T19:06:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's nice you try, thank you.
<2023-04-17T19:11:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do you mean healthy normal or autistic normal?
<2023-04-17T19:30:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: In Mayday Blueblacks again have a march there. I would have wanted to go, but I don't like going alone. It would have been perfect time to meet with Fatidicus, he lives in the same city where it's held. He again said maybe, clearly not interested.
<2023-04-17T20:10:20.000Z> Wormwood: I guess just how you normally are. You don't want to try to be someone else. I know it's a bit cliche but being yourself is the best way to go
<2023-04-17T20:12:36.000Z> Wormwood: These started growing in my backyard. They're so big. Here's my hand for comparison  https://i.poastcdn.org/dd70b65935bdaa6b054f476106aa7fce77fa485b8094c210ad33a2d5a8fd249c.jpg
<2023-04-18T03:43:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oo, big shrooms.
<2023-04-18T03:43:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Edible?
<2023-04-18T03:53:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did you shit yourself?
<2023-04-18T03:54:27.000Z> Wormwood: Lol still havent
<2023-04-18T03:54:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-04-18T03:54:47.000Z> Wormwood: Idk if it's edible but I won't try it. Better to be safe
<2023-04-18T03:54:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-04-18T03:58:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did you manage to do the sets?
<2023-04-18T04:02:01.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea it was touch and go there for a little bit, but I made it out alive
<2023-04-18T04:02:53.000Z> Wormwood: keto gives me the runs plus the re-workout drink makes me want to go.  A perfect storm
<2023-04-18T04:03:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-18T04:03:30.000Z> Wormwood: a shit storm
<2023-04-18T04:03:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: AAAAA
<2023-04-18T04:06:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-04-18T09:22:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I can't fucking buy shoes either, I have only men shoes because female ones don't fit me. I tried pretty women shoes but they all squeeze my feet and then I try just one men's shoes and those are perfect. I hate this. I have nothing to wear with my dress.
<2023-04-18T16:53:53.000Z> Wormwood: I didn't know shoes were like that
<2023-04-18T16:54:12.000Z> Wormwood: I don't know much about shoes though
<2023-04-18T17:05:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought this weird shirt and even a skirt. Unusual from my normal baggy mens clothing. https://i.poastcdn.org/fd4f92aaadf902031cf6e989d6a355518f63afbba1bfe05db6a1895d86f72629.png
<2023-04-18T17:09:27.000Z> Wormwood: Hey that's nice. I like the little necklace too
<2023-04-18T17:11:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, thanks.
<2023-04-18T17:19:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Am I fat? Do men like tummies?
<2023-04-18T17:20:48.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao no you're not fat you look good
<2023-04-18T17:21:52.000Z> Wormwood: Idk about that some guys are really into that lol 
<2023-04-18T17:23:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, oke.
<2023-04-18T17:23:02.000Z> Wormwood: Tummies I mean
<2023-04-18T17:31:36.000Z> Wormwood: What kind of clothes do you usually wear?
<2023-04-18T17:32:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hoodies, colleges, t-shirts, sweaters.
<2023-04-18T17:32:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Jeans
<2023-04-18T17:34:10.000Z> Wormwood: Yea me too, I've been trying to get some more formal clothes but I'm terrible at picking things out
<2023-04-18T17:36:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-04-19T04:32:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hullo
<2023-04-19T05:38:29.000Z> Wormwood: oh hello
<2023-04-19T05:38:44.000Z> Wormwood: hows it going you little shit?
<2023-04-19T05:49:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-19T05:49:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got up
<2023-04-19T05:50:59.000Z> Wormwood: sheiidd
<2023-04-19T05:51:09.000Z> Wormwood: you wann play some stardew?
<2023-04-19T05:51:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-04-19T05:52:00.000Z> Wormwood: ok starting it up
<2023-04-19T10:36:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm in the mens section again. REEEEE https://i.poastcdn.org/6a2147ab4b0aa82447a7786bf807276dc99f348d17a072b4468534f7d9424ec9.jpg
<2023-04-19T15:45:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I bought the middle blue ones.
<2023-04-19T19:54:40.000Z> Wormwood: Lmao
<2023-04-19T19:54:50.000Z> Wormwood: Those look comfy though
<2023-04-20T01:36:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, they are good.
<2023-04-20T02:00:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sorry for what happened last time... Just the way you said my lady somehow triggered me, my hands started shaking and my body got hot. Seems to show how deprived I am from male attention. Sorry, you probably think I am a degenerate person.
<2023-04-20T02:11:19.000Z> Wormwood: that's ok, forget about it. I understand you have autism, so things are very different for you. You must understand though, I can't be in a relationship rn. especially not online, I just couldn't do it even if I wanted to.
<2023-04-23T22:10:22.000Z> Wormwood: Is it still snowy over there? It's already getting too hot foe me
<2023-04-24T19:49:35.000Z> Wormwood: Is everything ok?
<2023-04-25T06:06:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have been feeling awful. Realized what's going on with me, I have protracted withdrawal going on and it can last up to a year. I really hope it doesn't last that long, it has been a nightmare to deal with, I felt so suicidal yesterday. 
<2023-04-25T06:08:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was told to not stop taking depression meds, but nobody said it's dangerous and can even kill you.
<2023-04-25T08:26:11.000Z> Wormwood: fuck sorry
<2023-04-25T08:27:04.000Z> Wormwood: I'm not sure what advice I can give.  I'm glad you're still alive though
<2023-04-25T09:08:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you, for caring.
<2023-04-25T14:43:40.000Z> Wormwood: Of course!
<2023-04-25T14:44:09.000Z> Wormwood: I dont want anything bad to happen to you
<2023-04-25T14:44:25.000Z> Wormwood: You seem like a really good girl
<2023-04-25T14:45:11.000Z> Wormwood: Life is just really fucked up for all of us
<2023-04-25T14:45:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you fren.
<2023-04-25T14:46:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You up already?
<2023-04-25T15:07:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I tried making frens with mushroom_soup, asked about likes. She just answered "Yes stickers are very fun."I have no idea how to continue conversation.
<2023-04-25T19:37:28.000Z> Wormwood: Eh sleep problems
<2023-04-25T20:43:09.000Z> Wormwood: I'm not sure, I don't think I've ever interacted with that person
<2023-04-26T01:24:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke
<2023-04-26T15:01:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Haa, the pressure is finally loosening, I don't feel like a constant nightmare going on inside my head, though it lasted over a week. Probably comes back within two weeks or something.
<2023-04-26T15:05:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Going to doctor tomorrow, I hate her since she's russian, hard to understand her accent.
<2023-04-26T16:11:36.000Z> Wormwood: Oh thats good. I hope it goes well. I had a similar type of situation, but it's probably not as bad
<2023-04-26T16:11:56.000Z> Wormwood: It's way too hot here now I can't sleep
<2023-04-26T16:12:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been quite warm, though it's cooling from tomorrow. Now +17C
<2023-04-26T16:13:14.000Z> Wormwood: Is it still snowy?
<2023-04-26T16:13:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's pretty much gone
<2023-04-26T16:13:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: First flowers pushing out already
<2023-04-26T16:14:46.000Z> Wormwood: Cool they've been doing it here too. Getting lots of buds on the fruit trees in the back garden
<2023-04-26T16:15:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What fruits you got?
<2023-04-26T16:16:06.000Z> Wormwood: I wanted ti get some limes but I found out there's some kind of citris quarantine here. Bc of some disease. Gay
<2023-04-26T16:16:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-04-26T16:17:04.000Z> Wormwood: I got pomegranate, grapes, peach, avocado, there's some more but I can't remember 
<2023-04-26T16:17:22.000Z> Wormwood: Some chilies 
<2023-04-26T16:17:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, das a lot.
<2023-04-26T16:17:53.000Z> Wormwood: I think I can get a lime tree if I just sneak it in from the next county over
<2023-04-26T16:19:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-26T16:20:34.000Z> Wormwood: Oh I'm making some home made mushroom ketchup today ill let you know how it goes
<2023-04-26T16:20:43.000Z> Wormwood: I've never done it before
<2023-04-26T16:20:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...wtf
<2023-04-26T16:21:01.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f38b327cd19ab662a9c0f19a9154d80a2c82b350e15a85175c6ee19a8a1324fc.jpg
<2023-04-26T16:21:31.000Z> Wormwood: Mushroom 🤤
<2023-04-26T16:22:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Champ mushrooms. Ever tried putting blue cheese in them and then bacon rolled over them and then grilled?
<2023-04-26T16:22:42.000Z> Wormwood: I need to take some more allergy pills. The pollen rn now is insane 
<2023-04-26T16:23:24.000Z> Wormwood: That sounds good. I've never had it but I love all those ingredients 
<2023-04-26T16:23:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mom and sister make those, I don't like it.
<2023-04-26T16:24:25.000Z> Wormwood: I love blue cheese I got some in the fridge and I like to get a bite as a snack
<2023-04-26T16:24:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I think I kinda liked it as a child, but not anymore.
<2023-04-26T16:27:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, we visited a cat cafe today. It's new and first one in this small city.
<2023-04-26T16:31:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Though I only remembered to take only couple pics. https://i.poastcdn.org/fd2b78c3a1d5ccc90b0d68fcd214e23fa0bf1d819b03e13d336eefe3845914de.jpg
<2023-04-26T16:31:19.000Z> Wormwood: Woah cool! I've never seen one
<2023-04-26T16:34:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ate tomato mozzarella toast, which they fucked up twice so I got a free pastry since I had to wait so long. https://i.poastcdn.org/42d98dc646f0179c03b12a7a6c1fdd341c81b067d15d98f4254e76eb211fd72d.jpg
<2023-04-26T16:35:05.000Z> Wormwood: Lol the fucking cat was making it
<2023-04-26T16:35:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-04-26T16:41:38.000Z> Wormwood: twitter.com/CatchUpFeed/status/1651193978191245312?s=20
<2023-04-26T16:42:07.000Z> Wormwood: Based autism lol
<2023-04-26T16:43:10.000Z> Wormwood: They try to portray him like a nuisance even though he's right. I can't stand these niggers
<2023-04-26T16:44:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Based retard, I luv him.
<2023-04-26T16:46:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Agh, been trying to catch up with KF's fishtank thread.
<2023-04-26T16:53:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm jealous of Josie, getting all the attention for being a retard, while I always got shit for that, which is why I became a neet and wasted my 20's doing absolutely nothing. I regret it so much, but I had nobody guiding me in my life, no dad and mom keeping her distance.
<2023-04-26T18:23:15.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I can't keep up with reality show stuff. I'll have to watch a highlight reel or something
<2023-04-26T18:23:48.000Z> Wormwood: I made a salty mushroom soup so far https://i.poastcdn.org/c56a646017c179612f7b3175a8b703082e3d17f58a86d243115477f6d52a710f.jpg
<2023-04-27T03:56:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Taste any good?
<2023-04-27T04:34:42.000Z> Wormwood: fugg I accidentally made it too salty
<2023-04-27T04:35:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-27T09:26:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This week's food theme in Lidl is "American" food again.lidl.fi/fi/tarjouslehdet/koko-suomen-tarjoukset-to-27-4-ke-3-5/view/flyer/page/12
<2023-04-27T18:53:40.000Z> Wormwood: lmaoooo yea that looks american alright
<2023-04-28T07:28:27.000Z> Wormwood: how are you feeling?
<2023-04-28T07:32:00.000Z> Wormwood: I think I fucked up my knee somehow idk
<2023-04-28T09:45:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have been feeling horrible. I woke up today and cried.
<2023-04-28T11:10:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My meds were upped to 150mg, same ammount I had before I stopped taking them.
<2023-04-28T14:36:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Been spending lot of time in bed. Glad Momo stays with me for a while.
<2023-04-28T14:40:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a4dcd0cdb36afccbd8c22a51bd13f2ab77db03343f45db128911b79a7d996a0d.jpg
<2023-04-28T17:44:11.000Z> Wormwood: Sorry to hear it. I hope you feel better soon 
<2023-04-28T17:44:33.000Z> Wormwood: Momo looks cute
<2023-04-28T17:44:50.000Z> Wormwood: How long will you have to take the meds?
<2023-04-28T17:49:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't know. I have taken them for the past 20 years, besides couple short pauses.
<2023-04-28T17:49:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Since I was 12 years old.
<2023-04-28T17:50:32.000Z> Wormwood: At 12? These are for depression right?
<2023-04-28T17:50:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes
<2023-04-28T17:50:57.000Z> Wormwood: 12 is very young to be feeling depressed 
<2023-04-28T17:52:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah. I suppose mine is chronic, because autism and what not.
<2023-04-28T17:52:52.000Z> Wormwood: When we're the pauses when you stopped taking it?
<2023-04-28T17:53:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't like it that I was put on so early, but it was doctors idea.I think at 16 and last year.
<2023-04-28T17:54:29.000Z> Wormwood: Yea that sounds strange. I'm not a doctor but 12 seems too young for that
<2023-04-28T17:56:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-04-28T18:06:13.000Z> Wormwood: Do you want to stop taking them someday?
<2023-04-28T18:07:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes. They do damage kidneys eventually and I don't know what they do to my brains.
<2023-04-28T18:09:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm just afraid if I'm not cabaple do it anymore, since my body is so used to it.
<2023-04-28T18:10:07.000Z> Wormwood: Yea that's a bit concerning
<2023-04-28T18:10:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I need to ask my doctor this time, it has to be done carefully, not cold turkey.
<2023-04-28T18:11:02.000Z> Wormwood: I'll keep praying for you to get better somehow. Sorry I wish I could be more help
<2023-04-28T18:11:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, that's sweet of you. Thank you.
<2023-04-28T18:18:39.000Z> Wormwood: It's the least I can do. I know you probably don't believe in prayers or anything. you believe in perkele lmao
<2023-04-28T18:18:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-04-28T19:25:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Leaves are starting to appear https://i.poastcdn.org/a8b26dc44f93d5f0ea65fa13e7a46d750a941e0aec21691c1730f36f854727b9.jpg
<2023-04-28T19:26:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: And pollen dicks
<2023-04-28T19:26:25.000Z> Wormwood: lmao
<2023-04-28T19:26:45.000Z> Wormwood: I have such bad allergies, I can't stand it
<2023-04-28T19:27:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, that sucks. I don't thankfully have really any problems.
<2023-04-28T19:28:22.000Z> Wormwood: that's good, you don't want none of this lol. that reminds me, I got to take my pill
<2023-04-28T19:33:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, I suppose I should sleep.
<2023-04-28T19:34:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Have a good day sir.
<2023-04-28T19:41:10.000Z> Wormwood: good night
<2023-04-29T05:10:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Had fun at the movies?
<2023-04-29T05:10:57.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea. the trailers were absolutely disgusting, but the film was ok
<2023-04-29T05:11:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, I can imagine.
<2023-04-29T05:13:33.000Z> Wormwood: ye I haven't been to the movies in a long time
<2023-04-29T05:18:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I think my last time was like Shaun the sheep movie, one with alien creature, lol. My sister dragged me there.
<2023-04-29T05:41:01.000Z> Wormwood: yea I never wantt to go on my own I always get dragged
<2023-04-29T05:41:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Same
<2023-04-29T06:27:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Gonna buy dirt today, trying out growing veggies in my balcony.
<2023-04-29T07:04:01.000Z> Wormwood: oh nice
<2023-04-29T14:13:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wish I could do something. I want to do art or journaling, but I can't concentrate on anything. Been watching lot of crap in youtube, ended up somehow watching videos about squishmallows plushies.
<2023-04-29T19:39:47.000Z> Wormwood: Can you ask them to decrease the dose?
<2023-04-29T23:04:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure, but I have only been on 150mg for few days. Have to see how it helps.
<2023-04-30T00:38:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Evening sir
<2023-04-30T00:38:43.000Z> Wormwood: hello ma'am. how's it going? 
<2023-04-30T00:39:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Been awake for couple hours
<2023-04-30T00:40:16.000Z> Wormwood: sleep problems too?
<2023-04-30T00:40:44.000Z> Wormwood: I take melatonin for it, but as soon as it wears off I just wake up again
<2023-04-30T00:40:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah. Cried again.
<2023-04-30T00:41:01.000Z> Wormwood: :( sorry
<2023-04-30T00:48:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do feel tired, might be able to sleep soon.
<2023-04-30T00:49:01.000Z> Wormwood: I always just try to think of good things. Sometimes it works
<2023-04-30T00:50:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's hard when my mind forces horrible thoughts on me.
<2023-04-30T00:53:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I don't even know what good things I'm supposed to think about.
<2023-04-30T00:54:17.000Z> Wormwood: maybe if you try to visualize a better future. Try and think of a way forward
<2023-04-30T00:55:25.000Z> Wormwood: that's what I usually do. idk if it helps, but I like to think my mind is at least focused on something other than misery
<2023-04-30T00:59:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah
<2023-04-30T06:01:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do you wanna play..?
<2023-04-30T06:03:30.000Z> Wormwood: yea!
<2023-04-30T06:04:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus
<2023-04-30T16:35:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: We ate at McJews today, because I have not eaten much lately. https://i.poastcdn.org/e7c19303f24677611e8922a721606a7fed5093c00496bd8bdbec561f9aa96a29.jpg
<2023-04-30T21:08:30.000Z> Wormwood: Kewl
<2023-04-30T21:08:39.000Z> Wormwood: I haven't eaten there in forever
<2023-04-30T21:09:14.000Z> Wormwood: Do you guys have finish things on the menu?
<2023-05-01T02:35:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This. It's rye bread. https://i.poastcdn.org/a132e3f6cba77219fb954dae6c9acb3b013add954253f1e467dbe2fb6562853b.jpeg
<2023-05-01T03:08:07.000Z> Wormwood: Looks yummy
<2023-05-01T03:24:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, haven't tried it.
<2023-05-01T05:19:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lil mouf https://i.poastcdn.org/50a2d8b2ad972472adb4a7db71ad078125b17422a828a4d0cf623b2f476dbb78.jpg
<2023-05-02T02:15:28.000Z> Wormwood: cutie
<2023-05-02T02:16:38.000Z> Wormwood: This one's a little shit head https://i.poastcdn.org/8deabb25e8d50d45ffba1f68c62123a03fa32422830976428b594248e4385653.jpg
<2023-05-02T04:38:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Kittyy~ Pet kitty for me.
<2023-05-02T07:08:47.000Z> Wormwood: Lol I did
<2023-05-02T07:09:00.000Z> Wormwood: I have to pet him constantly 
<2023-05-02T07:09:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-02T07:09:25.000Z> Wormwood: He'll die if he goes too long without a pet
<2023-05-02T07:09:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-05-02T13:14:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Realized summer is over in three months. AAAA and it's spring now still.
<2023-05-02T13:16:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose four months if we are generous.
<2023-05-02T18:21:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My suicidal feelings finally faded away, felt good for a bit, but now I feel harrowing loneliness. I hate my life... I'm not surprised if I turn suicidal again.
<2023-05-02T18:46:53.000Z> Wormwood: :((
<2023-05-02T18:47:12.000Z> Wormwood: I wish I could help somehow
<2023-05-02T18:55:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thanks fren. It's fine
<2023-05-02T19:00:40.000Z> Wormwood: Going to get my knee xrayed. I hope they find something cool in there
<2023-05-02T19:01:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, a treasure
<2023-05-02T19:01:35.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-05-02T19:02:02.000Z> Wormwood: Keys to a new house
<2023-05-02T19:02:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas
<2023-05-03T03:40:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How did go?
<2023-05-03T04:39:31.000Z> Wormwood: ok I think, I still don't know what's wrong. They're going to send the results to my doctor to have it looked at. Although I don't think they're going to find much, X-rays are for the bones. I think I have some other issue going on with the soft tissue, but what do I know, I'm not a fancy doctor.
<2023-05-03T15:05:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, hope it's nothing awful.
<2023-05-03T15:07:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...My sister wants to drag me to watch Super Mario movie when I'm going to her place next week.
<2023-05-03T15:09:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have a Luigi t-shirt, might as well put it on then.
<2023-05-03T19:11:56.000Z> Wormwood: oh cool
<2023-05-03T19:12:33.000Z> Wormwood: I heard it was fun. The story was just ok 
<2023-05-03T19:13:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't like the typical girl boss stuff with Peach. I'm so tired of that shit
<2023-05-03T19:14:27.000Z> Wormwood: lol yea, I heard mixed things about that
<2023-05-03T19:22:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I feel so snuggly, I want to snuggle a human. I'm sad.
<2023-05-03T20:07:35.000Z> Wormwood: :(
<2023-05-03T20:51:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aaaa! I can't sleep!
<2023-05-03T21:04:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Tell me a bed time story, sir.
<2023-05-03T21:14:04.000Z> Wormwood: lol idk any
<2023-05-03T21:15:07.000Z> Wormwood: green text stories maybe
<2023-05-03T21:20:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-03T21:26:15.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/482b3eb6ee239e937ca1f6445a12f9cabcb19aa7e6db4566b080bb6cef946f05.png
<2023-05-03T21:29:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-05-03T21:30:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thanks
<2023-05-04T05:54:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wanna play?
<2023-05-04T06:03:06.000Z> Wormwood: ye
<2023-05-04T06:03:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas
<2023-05-04T13:29:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's snowing like crazy, wtf.
<2023-05-04T19:07:06.000Z> Wormwood: Cool!
<2023-05-04T19:07:25.000Z> Wormwood: it actually rained here last night. I wish it was snow
<2023-05-04T19:08:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-05-04T19:09:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Taking Momo tomorrow to vet for filing her teeth again.
<2023-05-04T19:14:11.000Z> Wormwood: rabbits need their teeth filed?
<2023-05-04T19:16:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's a medical condition. Some breeds are prone to teeth spikes which need to be filed every three months.
<2023-05-04T19:27:42.000Z> Wormwood: interesting
<2023-05-04T19:40:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Oh. Someone said "Really though, anxiety girls are the best mentally disabled to have sex with." So I asked why and he said "imagine a girl with BPD but remove all the bad parts so its just good sex and clingy personality." ...That's... me.
<2023-05-04T20:08:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I realized far later that my clingyness seem to have been one reason why he left me... I said to bf specifically he needs to say when he needs space, because I don't realize things when I'm too into them. Seems like it was hard for him to say, I don't remember him ever saying anything.
<2023-05-04T20:40:33.000Z> Wormwood: He sounds like a terrible person tbh
<2023-05-04T20:42:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...He was also autistic, but independent.
<2023-05-04T20:43:10.000Z> Wormwood: was he really autistic or just saying that for the meme? I get the feeling he was just taking advantage of you. He kinda sounds like a piece of shit
<2023-05-04T20:44:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No, his father also has it and I noticed similar autistic things I do when he was here.
<2023-05-04T20:45:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He was a bit.. feminine.
<2023-05-04T20:46:20.000Z> Wormwood: lol he a gay-boy
<2023-05-04T20:48:10.000Z> Wormwood: that reminds me, I don't think it's going to work out with my cousin-in law or whatever. It sounds like she just wants me to cheat on her bf. or use me as a "back-up". I have way too much dignity for that
<2023-05-04T20:48:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh
<2023-05-04T20:49:24.000Z> Wormwood: just cancelled my flight. I don't have patience for that sort of thing
<2023-05-04T20:49:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah
<2023-05-04T20:50:02.000Z> Wormwood: I think my aunt and uncle really want it to happen, but I'm quickly losing interest 
<2023-05-04T20:50:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sounds like a hoe
<2023-05-04T20:52:23.000Z> Wormwood: yea I think so
<2023-05-04T20:53:43.000Z> Wormwood: I still need her to bring weapons and ammo across the border for me, so it's probably better to not get too involved
<2023-05-04T20:54:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-05-05T07:24:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo is knocked out. https://i.poastcdn.org/3f8335cfdf123b286470737aa80eeaf4d6d37ba66c34a4c97f8cacc58acce9c3.jpg
<2023-05-05T07:29:15.000Z> Wormwood: lol nap time for lil momo
<2023-05-05T08:58:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah... Her teeth condition is not looking good. Probably only has few months left to live.
<2023-05-05T13:02:35.000Z> Wormwood: Oh no
<2023-05-05T13:02:47.000Z> Wormwood: I didn't know it was that serious
<2023-05-05T13:02:57.000Z> Wormwood: She could die from it?
<2023-05-05T13:05:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well I didn't know either. It probably just gets worse in time, so I have to put her down.
<2023-05-05T13:05:55.000Z> Wormwood: Fuck
<2023-05-05T13:06:10.000Z> Wormwood: I'm sorry
<2023-05-05T13:06:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I will keep her for summer and then see what I need to do.
<2023-05-05T19:13:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Don't know when I last time lived without rabbits, it's gonna be even more lonely and have this hollow feeling.
<2023-05-05T19:16:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I put dragons blood in my Muji diffuser. It's nice.
<2023-05-06T19:52:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I got into matrix.poast.org. It's bizarre how I keep getting into inner circles.
<2023-05-07T03:09:13.000Z> Wormwood: lol idk what that is
<2023-05-07T03:13:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Like a chatroom
<2023-05-07T03:13:26.000Z> Wormwood: oh cool. sounds pretty exclusive
<2023-05-07T03:13:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: By Graf. He let me in.
<2023-05-07T03:13:48.000Z> Wormwood: lol he likes u
<2023-05-07T03:14:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm so pathetic people keep feeling bad for me.
<2023-05-07T03:15:22.000Z> Wormwood: what? why?
<2023-05-07T03:15:41.000Z> Wormwood: It's ok if people feel bad for you
<2023-05-07T03:15:50.000Z> Wormwood: shit's fucked
<2023-05-07T03:16:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Am I not pathetic?
<2023-05-07T03:16:59.000Z> Wormwood: nah we're all kinda in the same boat
<2023-05-07T03:17:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-05-07T03:17:26.000Z> Wormwood: I don't know too much about your personal life beyond what you tell me
<2023-05-07T03:19:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I just stay home at computer all day, nothing interesting.
<2023-05-07T03:20:29.000Z> Wormwood: I guess that is kinda sad lol
<2023-05-07T03:20:36.000Z> Wormwood: not too much worse than me tbh
<2023-05-07T03:20:47.000Z> Wormwood: how's the job hunt going?
<2023-05-07T03:21:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I dunno
<2023-05-07T03:21:47.000Z> Wormwood: ye same here
<2023-05-07T03:22:16.000Z> Wormwood: I went to the archery range the other day though. I'm getting a little better
<2023-05-07T03:22:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh nice
<2023-05-07T03:23:09.000Z> Wormwood: the wrist guard is a bit too small and my arm is getting slapped so I ordered another one
<2023-05-07T03:23:38.000Z> Wormwood: also my foxford t-shirts finally came in!
<2023-05-07T03:23:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sweet
<2023-05-07T03:24:24.000Z> Wormwood: I just got to figure out shipping for all this shit https://i.poastcdn.org/8f2168f830ffb8ba02fdfc15955da772de1e9b1596a562fa9b6a69ba17215f04.png
<2023-05-07T03:24:46.000Z> Wormwood: wearing one rn
<2023-05-07T03:24:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Das nice
<2023-05-07T03:25:14.000Z> Wormwood: thanks!
<2023-05-07T03:25:25.000Z> Wormwood: I'm really happy with how they came out
<2023-05-07T03:25:33.000Z> Wormwood: just waiting on patches now
<2023-05-07T03:26:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yes
<2023-05-07T03:30:53.000Z> Wormwood: hey you're up pretty early
<2023-05-07T03:30:56.000Z> Wormwood: or late idk
<2023-05-07T03:31:04.000Z> Wormwood: are you sleeping alright?
<2023-05-07T03:32:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Been up few hours
<2023-05-07T03:34:07.000Z> Wormwood: I got a new tablet. for doing art work on the go. I'm going to fly out to visit some family soon so I'll need it. It'll come in handy in the future too
<2023-05-07T03:34:57.000Z> Wormwood: I planned on flying out to fuck my cousin-in law or whatever she is, but looks like that's not going to happen lol
<2023-05-07T03:35:59.000Z> Wormwood: I really need to get out and meet more ppl
<2023-05-07T03:36:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, sure...
<2023-05-08T19:32:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I know it's harder for men, but please don't stick your dick in crazy. Try not to go after easy pussy. It's gonna bite you in the ass later. I worry over you, be a decent man.
<2023-05-08T19:33:40.000Z> Wormwood: lmao. thanks
<2023-05-08T19:36:28.000Z> Wormwood: honestly, I think it's getting harder as I get older. When I was much younger, it was easy to just swat women away from me. but now I care less and less. There doesn't seem to be a goal anymore. A wife and family look like impossible goals from a bygone era.
<2023-05-08T19:39:08.000Z> Wormwood: I work out a lot now too, doing keto, eating lots of meat, I just feel a lot of testosterone that's got no where to go. I feel like a wild animal trapped in a cage
<2023-05-08T19:45:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah.. sorry. I know the feeling sometimes.
<2023-05-08T19:46:04.000Z> Wormwood: ye it's tough all around
<2023-05-08T19:56:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Let me pet you. *pet, pet* I need to sleep now, good night.
<2023-05-08T19:56:47.000Z> Wormwood: good night, hope you have a good sleep
<2023-05-08T20:02:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Do you need a titty pic to fap to? Kekeke
<2023-05-08T20:04:30.000Z> Wormwood: lol I appreciate it, but I'm trying not to fap so I'll have to decline
<2023-05-08T20:05:29.000Z> Wormwood: thank you though that's very thoughtful
<2023-05-08T20:06:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, no problem~
<2023-05-09T10:06:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Why is it always Americans that are interested in me, Finns don't give a shit. I really didn't realize it's easier for women if you just put yourself out there. I kept myself hidden and moved in the shadows because fear of humans. I insisted I wasn't interested in men, I was a "lesbian" for like 10 years. Fuck jews and their destroying brainwashing ideologies.
<2023-05-09T18:17:54.000Z> Wormwood: Lol that's interesting. Are Finns just not interested in women?
<2023-05-09T18:19:11.000Z> Wormwood: When you were a "lesbian" did you ever have any relationships with women?
<2023-05-09T19:13:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I kinda did with friend mine, it was a bit awkward, we were both clearly groomed for that behaviour.
<2023-05-09T19:15:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I only managed to give couple cheek kisses and sleep in same bed.
<2023-05-09T20:13:00.000Z> Wormwood: are you still friends with her?
<2023-05-09T20:20:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No, she's long gone. Couldn't tolerate my retardness. Haven't had friends for 8 years.
<2023-05-09T20:20:34.000Z> Wormwood: sorry :(
<2023-05-09T20:21:06.000Z> Wormwood: I don't understand, you don't seem too retarded. just really introverted I guess
<2023-05-09T20:23:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well I habit of making things go only my way. That was before I became self aware. I was very selfish person.
<2023-05-10T14:06:52.000Z> Wormwood: Helo how's it going?
<2023-05-10T14:07:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Helloo~ Feeling pretty good
<2023-05-10T18:21:47.000Z> Wormwood: Excellent. I love to hear it
<2023-05-10T18:23:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I kinda have some news.. I feel bad about telling about it because of your sad situation.
<2023-05-10T18:46:29.000Z> Wormwood: Oh? What's that?
<2023-05-10T20:35:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I kinda crashed head first into a relationship. We just clicked very quickly and have been talking quite a lot. He finds me really cute and attractive, which I find hard to believe. He's white American, which is frustating, but since Finns didn't want me, fine then.
<2023-05-10T20:39:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Is this what power of womanhood is..?
<2023-05-10T20:52:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also he's 10 years younger, wtf, I feel like a cougar.
<2023-05-10T21:03:09.000Z> Wormwood: lmao
<2023-05-10T21:03:38.000Z> Wormwood: be careful, I don't want you taken advantage of
<2023-05-10T21:05:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Of course, I have questioned him a lot and he has sent pictures of himself. ...and his dick. Lmao
<2023-05-10T21:05:19.000Z> Wormwood: lmaoooo
<2023-05-10T21:05:44.000Z> Wormwood: you should try to get a background check on him before you do anything
<2023-05-10T21:05:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure
<2023-05-10T21:06:09.000Z> Wormwood: all sorts of weirdo out there
<2023-05-10T21:06:28.000Z> Wormwood: is he autistic as well?
<2023-05-10T21:06:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No
<2023-05-10T21:07:23.000Z> Wormwood: I hope he's not just trying to take advantage of you just be cautious. I'm really happy for you though I hope things work out
<2023-05-10T21:07:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He seems very genuine, don't think he's lying.
<2023-05-10T21:08:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw.. thank you
<2023-05-10T21:08:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: *hugs*
<2023-05-10T21:09:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't feel suicidal anymore.
<2023-05-10T21:09:16.000Z> Wormwood: I like to see my friends happy
<2023-05-10T21:10:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, you're a good man. Wait, am I your friend? OOO I have a friend!
<2023-05-10T21:10:53.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-05-10T21:10:59.000Z> Wormwood: yea I guess that makes one
<2023-05-10T21:11:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Can we meet if I come to visit America?
<2023-05-10T21:15:58.000Z> Wormwood: yea sure!
<2023-05-10T21:16:12.000Z> Wormwood: if you're in my area. America's a big place
<2023-05-10T21:16:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, I'm gonna hug you!
<2023-05-10T21:16:33.000Z> Wormwood: yes!
<2023-05-10T21:16:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Washintong area? I think he was there
<2023-05-10T21:17:13.000Z> Wormwood: Washington state or Washington DC?
<2023-05-10T21:17:24.000Z> Wormwood: probably the state
<2023-05-10T21:18:04.000Z> Wormwood: I'm closer to the state than the district. (west side of America) but still kinda far
<2023-05-10T21:18:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-05-10T21:18:18.000Z> Wormwood: perhaps
<2023-05-10T21:19:47.000Z> Wormwood: lol going from where I am to Washington is like going from Finland to Ukraine
<2023-05-10T21:20:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ohh, that far
<2023-05-10T21:20:23.000Z> Wormwood: ye but it could be way worse given the size of America
<2023-05-10T21:20:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, yeah
<2023-05-10T21:21:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He probably comes to Finland so that we can get to know each other better.
<2023-05-10T21:22:37.000Z> Wormwood: coolo
<2023-05-10T21:22:57.000Z> Wormwood: I'd like to visit too someday, it seems nice
<2023-05-10T21:23:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...also he really wants t rail me, lmao
<2023-05-10T21:23:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh hell yeah
<2023-05-10T21:23:16.000Z> Wormwood: lmaoooo
<2023-05-10T21:23:22.000Z> Wormwood: be careful
<2023-05-10T21:23:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Daaad, I knoow
<2023-05-10T21:23:57.000Z> Wormwood: lots of guys are looking for that
<2023-05-10T21:24:12.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-05-10T21:24:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You are my new father figure or brother, since I lack one.
<2023-05-10T21:25:14.000Z> Wormwood: lol I'll take it
<2023-05-10T21:25:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-05-10T21:27:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He also has an anomaly where he can get hard again in like five minutes. Wtf, I don't deserve this man.
<2023-05-10T21:28:41.000Z> Wormwood: lol wish I could do that
<2023-05-10T21:29:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I hate to say it, but I'm excited.
<2023-05-10T21:31:57.000Z> Wormwood: that's ok, that's normal
<2023-05-10T21:32:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah~ I know
<2023-05-10T21:34:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He also fell for me because of my art, like my ex.
<2023-05-10T21:35:41.000Z> Wormwood: you do make really good art
<2023-05-10T21:37:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Psh, amateur stuff
<2023-05-10T21:38:49.000Z> Wormwood: I think it's really nice
<2023-05-10T21:39:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, thank you
<2023-05-11T11:11:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How is this shiet cute or attractive? I don't understand men. lol https://i.poastcdn.org/426bc001387840fea3653099c000aef3d457a14e01fc3199fcde654041dcbc8b.png
<2023-05-11T18:10:28.000Z> Wormwood: hey that's really nice!
<2023-05-11T18:15:17.000Z> Wormwood: cute or attractive? lol idk I guess more cute
<2023-05-11T19:08:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, he said I'm both cute and attractive. Well, people have lot of different preferences.
<2023-05-12T06:59:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Visited cherry tree park with my sis and had a picnic yesterday. It was very pretty https://i.poastcdn.org/4724cfafcafaa195054c11b09acc0354ac1a0d94bc722dc3958a6c5884f12fae.jpg
<2023-05-12T07:01:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Now traveling to a small resort for weekend. We can play next week again.
<2023-05-12T07:25:29.000Z> Wormwood: oh cool! that sounds like fun
<2023-05-12T23:02:01.000Z> Wormwood: Finish technology https://i.poastcdn.org/8572a7ce835e900fbacaff05e1e2702a02ba36957e9085fe0fa07f63109832d9.png
<2023-05-12T23:29:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, okay that's creative
<2023-05-12T23:32:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Uugh, this place's pillows are so flat, I hate it
<2023-05-13T05:05:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I love this place~ everybody is white and everyone behaves so nicely to each other. https://i.poastcdn.org/7a73316bc1f591708990fb82740788fc9d4893227b8b78abcf6757ac2f0e8462.jpg
<2023-05-13T07:42:22.000Z> Wormwood: lol nice!
<2023-05-13T07:42:44.000Z> Wormwood: it looks very pleasant
<2023-05-15T06:07:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: 'eyy, you wanna play?
<2023-05-16T14:36:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Are you still ahead with yer comics? Or do you need to catch up already?
<2023-05-16T14:46:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do you need help in anything, lol
<2023-05-16T19:35:20.000Z> Wormwood: lol I always need help. I could always use ideas
<2023-05-17T03:42:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, of course. I will tell you, if something comes to my mind.
<2023-05-17T05:13:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yo, asshat, wanna play the weed growing game?
<2023-05-17T06:21:05.000Z> Wormwood: lol ok retard lets go
<2023-05-17T06:21:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-17T06:21:56.000Z> Wormwood: starting up rn
<2023-05-17T17:09:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hee~ I don't know if you wanna listen to me squee about my new boyfriend, but his name is Jon, he also has autistic nonverbal brother, so he has understanding of 'tism, which is really nice. He's very understanding of my childish habits.
<2023-05-17T17:14:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Our... horniness levels match, which is perfect, I was a bit too much for my ex bf. 
<2023-05-17T17:43:36.000Z> Wormwood: Lol that's fine I don't mind at all. I think that's good. My last gf wasn't very passionate physically, so we didn't match up in that way. I think it's really important to bring the same energy
<2023-05-17T19:04:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He has been with couple women, but never got to second base... so he's a virgin. Why do I keep getting all the virgin men, lol, he's as pent up as I am. Also... really big dick, holy moly. At least I think so. I traced one of the images as a drawing, so if you wanna see, I can send it. Also would like to hear your opinion on it as a man, lol.
<2023-05-17T20:57:34.000Z> Wormwood: lmao that's so funny. No thanks though, I don't want to see his dick
<2023-05-17T20:58:08.000Z> Wormwood: I hope it works out for you guys
<2023-05-17T22:11:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, same~ I hope you too will be blessed one, one day.
<2023-05-18T15:04:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He wants to braid my hair, so nice. If you get one with fairly long hair, offer to do that, also offer to paint nails if she likes to do that. Spoil your gurl! Some helpful tips for you by your trusty fren, hehe https://i.poastcdn.org/925d950364f18df7ff6b4dc4a5bbfdc35dfbe93fff320634a2688b7f4442c738.png
<2023-05-18T21:35:27.000Z> Wormwood: lol
<2023-05-20T07:24:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: *sigh* Seems like I somehow pissed Graf, he hasn't talked to me for a while. My autism curse made me friendless again, it just keeps happening, people keep getting mad at me no matter what I try and I never understand what I do wrong.
<2023-05-20T07:45:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: At first I was close to my friends, then in time they started taking distance, less frequent contact and then just disappeared from my life entirely. It was a cycle.
<2023-05-20T07:47:19.000Z> Wormwood: well, I wouldn't worry too much. From what I've seen Graf is usually kind of difficult to get along with
<2023-05-20T07:50:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah
<2023-05-20T09:01:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm in Helsinki, lol. Being a tourist for a day. https://i.poastcdn.org/9cf77c8f87ff01510a16f80dc1e6247d8b2c49cd57f316501b93e8b87a293f98.jpg
<2023-05-20T09:02:39.000Z> Wormwood: woah looks nice
<2023-05-20T16:57:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I got an idea for a cute fanart for you. Probably could have kept it a surprise, but eh, you can anticipate something.
<2023-05-20T20:31:18.000Z> Wormwood: hell yea nigga!
<2023-05-20T20:31:28.000Z> Wormwood: I'm so excited
<2023-05-21T05:55:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pelailemaan?
<2023-05-21T06:53:07.000Z> Wormwood: fugg sorry it's too late  for me
<2023-05-21T06:56:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, no worries. I'm doing little gardening again, lol
<2023-05-21T06:56:49.000Z> Wormwood: nice
<2023-05-21T06:58:11.000Z> Wormwood: I was playing vidya with a friend. He's had a lot of tragedies lately. friends dying at work.
<2023-05-21T06:58:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also I can hear baby birds, I got a nest on the outside inner corner of my balcony
<2023-05-21T06:58:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, no
<2023-05-21T06:58:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That sucks
<2023-05-21T07:00:07.000Z> Wormwood: ye he'll be alright. I hope
<2023-05-21T07:00:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, I hope so too
<2023-05-21T07:00:24.000Z> Wormwood: that's cool. are you growing anything edible?
<2023-05-21T07:01:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, potatoes, carrots, onions, garlic, kale and viinisuolaheinä
<2023-05-21T07:02:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a7bb0fda943e1455399b7d372ec4ff747b9dbcc9a7313821430e82ee66b6e7d4.jpg
<2023-05-21T07:03:11.000Z> Wormwood: ooh yummy
<2023-05-21T07:04:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, hope they don't die
<2023-05-21T07:04:40.000Z> Wormwood: they look like they're doing really well
<2023-05-21T07:04:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yep
<2023-05-21T07:04:53.000Z> Wormwood: I'll have to show you what I have in the garden when it's daylight
<2023-05-21T07:05:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yaas
<2023-05-21T14:52:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What would Foxford make from sand at the beach? and if it has a flag sticking out of it, what would it be?
<2023-05-21T22:05:46.000Z> Wormwood: Hmmm... maybe like a mini Auschwitz 
<2023-05-21T22:27:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, I knew it
<2023-05-22T06:55:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I feel accomplished, my world has been flipped upside down by this man, lol https://i.poastcdn.org/8fd0d98ba929df04c359a09b687f38f012f54858431a7dc2e2ade1c68446530b.png
<2023-05-22T09:32:16.000Z> Wormwood: Lol
<2023-05-23T03:17:20.000Z> Wormwood attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a2fbe158072f22e2e43e92c5f126bb3f95f569e34a95bf51f903f86a36feebb3.png
<2023-05-23T07:17:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lmao