<2022-10-05T07:15:59.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: is everything alright with dan?
<2022-10-05T07:18:38.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: his health remains unchanged 
<2022-10-05T07:29:39.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: damn it
<2022-10-05T07:29:58.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: FUCK
<2022-10-05T07:30:04.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: i hope he gets better man
<2022-10-05T07:30:22.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: WOAH
<2022-10-05T07:30:36.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: why do the good ones suffer sy?
<2022-10-05T07:30:46.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: something got lost in translation
<2022-10-05T07:30:49.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ian: he's okay 
<2022-10-05T07:30:57.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: like... he's... normal.
<2022-10-05T07:31:09.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: yeah but he
<2022-10-05T07:31:19.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i know, farcy... i know
<2022-10-05T07:31:44.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: is already sick and it just sucks because out of everyone ive met in this thing he's the nicest and best one
<2022-10-05T07:32:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: he's a very special person, it's true 
<2022-10-05T07:32:17.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: he gives me an ideal to be like
<2022-10-05T07:32:30.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh ian... 
<2022-10-05T07:32:38.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: i know that he could have made larry feel better tonight
<2022-10-05T07:32:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: who's larry and what's going on with him? 
<2022-10-05T07:33:18.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: everybody suffers, ian... each in their own way and in their own time 
<2022-10-05T07:34:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: he just needs to rest for a while 
<2022-10-05T07:34:25.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: larry ridgeway, he does music poasts on odysee you would probably like his lizard lounge streams. he got to feeling depressed like a lot of our guys and i tried to make him and everyone else feeling down a bit better I just can't do it like dan
<2022-10-05T07:35:41.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: You're right, I know he will get better it just sucks that he's not 100%. 
<2022-10-05T07:35:59.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: i already worry about that nigga because of his heart
<2022-10-05T07:39:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i don't know what to tell you, ian... i know you've been one of his closest mates too... and yes, it fucking sucks... sometimes life makes us lose something so we can appreciate it in the future and not take it for granted... i don't know what to tell you, farcry... just... offer him some space, okay?  he just needs time to rest... he doesn't like people fretting over him... he just needs some time... he'll be back, you'll see 
<2022-10-05T07:41:20.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it sounds like you did a very nice thing for ridgeway... i don't follow the celebrities or whoever they are... streamers... whatever... but if you want me to reach out to larry, i can do that if you think he needs some more support... 
<2022-10-05T07:45:47.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: you're right, lets keep this episode between us. I know you will let us know if anything is wrong. Thanks for being there for dan too, i really really really wanted him to get a girl and then you came right into the picture at the perfect time. So thanks. Larry has a lot of people who care about him. I am sure he will reach out if he needs help. 
<2022-10-05T07:58:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm sorry to hear your friend larry is suffering... i don't know the circumstances, but i know the last few years have been turbulent for many if not most 
<2022-10-05T07:59:05.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you're not the first to ask, farcry... his absence is felt, i know =(
<2022-10-05T08:08:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ian, i'm sorry... i just don't know what else to say.  i care about danny deeply.  i look forward to his visit and i hope that's the shared time we need to cement our relationship.  thanks for your support for us.
<2022-10-05T08:10:12.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: all okay with you?  i know he often checks on his friends on sundays... feel free to use me as a soundboard in his absence if you feel safe doing so, okay? :)
<2022-10-05T08:15:29.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: Of course, if dan trusts you then I do too. And that’s a two way street Sy. You can talk to me if you need to as well. I guess I was just feeling guilty. I took a walk in the cold morning air and I feel better now. The stars look amazing tonight. I can’t wait for you guys to meet! I just wish it was happening sooner lol. I think he’s going to love visiting Canada as well since he’s never left England lol. Can you believe it? And here I thought euros were known for their 3 month long holidays to far off lands. 
<2022-10-05T08:15:41.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: 
<2022-10-05T08:22:25.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD thanks ian... are you in canada too?  i appreciate it... i've been juggling some stuff and realizing i could use a few friends in my corner... thankfully, a couple showed up so i guess Big Guy heard my cries of desperation... unless my neighbours sent for help =Pwhat's got you messed up, ian? glad the walk helped :)  i can't function without fresh air, a swim, or hitting the bag... i'm excited for his visit too :)  i think he'll like it and i hope he likes some of the foods i make, too =)  canada's quite beautiful.  i'm delighted he'll get to see it... i'm sad that if it works out, it'll probably be better for us to move to england, but he makes laugh enough that it might just be worth it XD 
<2022-10-05T10:31:33.000Z> FarcryFuhrer: No I’m American but who can doubt Canada’s majesty? Lol a lot of things have messed me up. But even before I met dan I had resigned myself to positivity. And yes I have always gone out late at night to consult god and the stars about life. I always find it so bizarre that some people say they’ve never seen a shooting star because I see them all the time. I’m certain that he will love Canada and not just because it’s your home. And dan says a lot of Anglo pride but I’m sure he’ll eat whatever you make for him. Moving to England wouldn’t be so bad. But I’m willing to bet you could convince him to think about Poland instead if you were interested. Though I can’t say for certain. Personally, my ideal day is gray. And so I probably wouldn’t mind the midlands of England. 