<2022-09-14T18:01:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Is this the girl who you had a problem with? https://ncd.nice-cdn.xyz/571678ad6222b1cfc33353bfd53ebae3296d6e998eca8ae4eb754a64bafbdf58.jpeg
<2022-09-14T18:02:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes she left Poast and her NC bk up and she joined the Zoo
<2022-09-14T18:02:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She fucking nuts
<2022-09-14T18:03:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She causes drama a lot
<2022-09-14T18:05:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Ask Gabe she is fucked in the head
<2022-09-14T18:38:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah it looks like it. What’s your thought on that hellthread graf with nobu?
<2022-09-14T18:40:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: And I gotta say I’m loving ncd I wish I would have made one sooner. It’s so refreshing to have a smaller closer knit community. I think this was the atmosphere I was expecting from poast but it was already too big to become tight. Though I like the oldfags and back them up.
<2022-12-27T11:50:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You daft twat why have you nuked your main account
<2022-12-27T13:00:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I can’t remember 
<2022-12-27T13:03:11.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Well I don't know why you did it lol
<2022-12-27T13:15:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh well it’s done now. Tbh I wanted to do it as soon as I reached 100 followers anyways 
<2022-12-27T14:02:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That’s weird, I deleted my poast but it’s still there. I can still search the profile and see everything 
<2022-12-27T14:07:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes that's because its only deleted from Poasts servers but it's still on the Fediverse
<2022-12-27T14:11:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: How strange I thought it would be like when you delete a post. Like I can go to that one thread and those posts are gone. Damn there are some things I wish I deleted now.
<2022-12-28T09:36:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: What’s wrong? Why did you have a bad day?
<2022-12-28T10:46:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Nothing mate, I'm fine. thanks. probably put on anime stream later today at some point if you about. Hope you are all good too, brother
<2022-12-28T14:14:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Streaming in about a hour I reckon if u r interested
<2022-12-28T14:17:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah ill hop in
<2022-12-28T16:09:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/AZvO7Yse
<2022-12-28T22:05:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Everything good with you man? You seemed a little down.
<2022-12-28T22:06:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm ok mate was just bothered about Ocean
<2022-12-28T22:07:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Is she alright? You talk to her recently 
<2022-12-28T22:07:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ?
<2022-12-28T22:08:01.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She dmed me 2mins ago and was super shitty
<2022-12-28T22:11:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She dm just as the stream stopped 20 mins ago sammat like that
<2022-12-28T22:17:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Damn, she sick again? At least she got in touch with you.
<2022-12-28T22:17:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I wouldn’t be surprised if one of the lady folk in the stream messaged her about you haha 
<2022-12-28T22:24:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: i doubt it but it is what is it. We were fine yesterday I was happy she was back and we spoke. then me and her got messages of people asking us if we were a item. it was platinum was platinum them he started messaging her about how she should b me with or sum shit. She blows up at him and tells him she doesn't like me and leave he alone. I discovered this late last night. But it is what it is
<2022-12-28T22:24:58.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh my god 
<2022-12-28T22:26:06.000Z> Dan_Hulson: it is what it is
<2022-12-28T22:28:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah just give her space I think. Host a couple more streams and she will pop back in. I know he is just trying to be helpful but he takes stuff too far. Id just make it clear to her that you didn’t ask him to do that and apologize for him being a sperg. Other than that it is what it is. Least powah likes us lol
<2022-12-28T22:29:47.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I arranged what time we were streaming with everybody than right b4 my stream she started he stream. But luckily nobody went I don't think them she dm 40mins ago and asked about my stream just as it ends.I will leave her be for a while Powah is a nice girl and shouldn't be hanging around with men our age
<2022-12-28T22:36:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I’m sure everything will be alright in the end mate. Sorry about the all drama man. Maybe you should take a break from fedi too
<2022-12-28T22:45:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes maybe just a few days and check back on Friday 4 our stream as I promised powah and s24.I have got over worse thing things than this I'm grownman but it's strange it really bothers me I think about crazy Ocean alot lol. So chat soon and take care I'm going finish my Champagne and go bed. Love ya mate
<2022-12-28T22:51:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Sounds like a plan to me. It’s alright to get upset about something you care about. Just take your break and let time do it’s thing. Like the day after I killed my poast I was upset and second guessing but I’m over it already. Take care man, sleep well.
<2022-12-28T23:01:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Mate, I spent time as the "Nazi" in prison and was fine. Ocean is like this with men I have seen it many times but i felf a weird connection 2 he but I will harden my heart to it as I have many times b4 with things. It was best to find out know how she feels rather then in further time. Take care and I'm sorry for being a bitch over petty shit. Dm me if you need out I will check them
<2022-12-28T23:15:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol she said that to him because he was fucking with her. We both know she still likes you man. Granted she is unstable but I wouldn’t worry too much about what she said to platinum. If she didn’t say anything like that to you then it doesn’t matter. If anything she might have felt some type of a way about it because you know platinum was sperging at her about in DMs and publicly and she just doesn’t respect that kind of behavior. None of this is petty shit to me I know you didn’t tell me what you told me lightly and it’s kind of why I am disappointed in platinum he didn’t have the respect for you to not do something like that. I know it’s embarrassing too. All the more reason to take some time off and of course you can talk to me about anything and everything.
<2022-12-29T00:20:06.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Thanks mates I was just watching Ocean sperg out at every body. dumb fucker lol
<2022-12-29T00:21:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: She is just taking out pent up aggression. I was reading it too, admittedly. Let her decompress
<2022-12-29T00:22:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Its funny it made me laugh
<2022-12-29T00:22:38.000Z> Dan_Hulson: If Graf was still drinking he would gas her in a heartbeart
<2022-12-29T00:25:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol I know that was my only stress from it but it is still funny
<2022-12-29T00:26:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm so happy she is having a bad time but she changes like the weather and will be fine in an hour
<2022-12-29T00:28:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You’re happy? Lol I’m more upset that I can’t stay away. She will be fine dude. Platinum acting like some medieval matchmaker won’t hurt your chances. She might even be sending you nudes and shit over your break.
<2022-12-29T00:29:50.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: It might even help if you make a poast saying you will take a step back for a couple days to “unplug” a little. That way you have a little public accountability 
<2022-12-29T00:31:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No, im fucking vengeful over this i'm upset with platinum but he was trying to dumb help but Ocean took it out on me and I'm seething about it
<2022-12-29T00:32:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: What do you mean? She did something to you?
<2022-12-29T00:33:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: no she ignored me and was shitty with me dodged the fucking stream dm after it went off. Told her had been a weird day day and she sat do what u want m8 lol
<2022-12-29T00:35:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh okay I didn’t know it was like that 
<2022-12-29T00:37:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well the plan is the same as before mate. Let her cool off and take off on faggots on poast. You just take some you time bro. Spend time with your fam or write in a journal, watch some movies, try a hobby or summat, go out to town with some lads. As a matter of fact don’t just stay off fedi stay off women as well. 
<2022-12-29T00:38:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will do summat tomorrow I think. But I will c how my mood is cuz alcohol can get me in a bad mood at times
<2022-12-29T00:40:33.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I know the feeling. Drinking ain’t been helping me feel better lately. Play some vidya or something tomorrow.
<2022-12-29T00:41:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will mate np see u tomorrow or summat and maybe u should cut down on the booze too. take care
<2022-12-29T00:44:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You are probably right lol. I’ll have to check out how my behavior goes in the next couple bro streams before I think I drink with you guys again. You take care too and don’t worry about this drama it’s nothing. She still likes you just like everyone else does too.
<2022-12-29T00:45:32.000Z> Dan_Hulson: All good mate she will calm down shortly she always does even though I hope she doesn't lol. See u later mate
<2022-12-29T00:46:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Aye it’s all good bruv 
<2022-12-29T04:17:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Looks like things already blew over with ocean
<2022-12-29T05:38:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: have they fuck
<2022-12-29T05:43:50.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol well you guys were talking on the tl and she was backing up your friends in a continued hell thread. Look, ocean says she likes bluntness but what she means is that she likes when men (possibly women) are up front and blunt with her meanwhile she wants the people she most cares about to read her mind. Which means that she is sending signals. I could just be reading into it but If she meant what she said to you then she probably wouldn’t be talking to you or backing up platinum of all people lol
<2022-12-29T05:44:41.000Z> Dan_Hulson: we are messagin now
<2022-12-29T05:50:04.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She is literally insane
<2022-12-29T05:52:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol 😂 I knew this would happen hahahaha 
<2022-12-29T05:56:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I’m assuming she is going off about something completely unrelated to the drama from earlier?
<2022-12-29T05:59:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She got in touch a hour or so ago and asked stream just the two of us. She sperged out when i said I doning stream 4 powah and said she hates her guts and we should stream tommorow I say yes she went fuck crazy again and said im don't care your dying bl bl bla.then starting again our she hates all of but me the most. She then said I wasn't English like her and I got mad and we haven't spoke since
<2022-12-29T06:03:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah she’s crazy. I’m not hearing anything that tells me she doesn’t like you lol. She is just mad you’re not reading her mind and tbf you knew saying that about power would send her off to the moon. Haha she knows that little Scandi girl is fine as hell and a 10/10. It’s all seemingly a cry for your attention and affection if you ask me.
<2022-12-29T06:05:47.000Z> Dan_Hulson: last few mesagges 
<2022-12-29T06:06:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: one sec
<2022-12-29T06:06:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Saw that earlier, good move showing that to her too 
<2022-12-29T06:08:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes pissed her ff
<2022-12-29T06:08:42.000Z> Dan_Hulson attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f954dcb0f388c1e9795835245d527e2e215342a8ab36febf9e7bcb698819075e.png
<2022-12-29T06:08:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a39ed8c2f4b463071f2905a2f79783282f0d143ca27e830eb1d8987ae8487ab4.png
<2022-12-29T06:12:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol she seems drunk. I guess someone texted or called her in the middle of your convo and she picked up with that one. I have no idea what she was talking about with the movies but if I was going to put logic and reason to the “I am from England” thing, I would have to say that she is just saying that because you go on about good anglos all the time. And in her mind the signal is this “HELLO RETARD, ANGLO WHORE RIGHT HERE, LEGS OPEN, LETS GO.” The caps should be bold and underlined by thankfully the keyboard on my phone doesn’t have a woman setting.
<2022-12-29T06:17:00.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She always used to go about me having her number and I was like no its fine and she hates I member convos from the past.I watched 40mins of anime I had already seen just to agree with her
<2022-12-29T06:17:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have protected her and stumped 4 her and I'm just done
<2022-12-29T06:19:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I only jumped in toinght cuz I though she would get banned.But this is funny https://i.poastcdn.org/8f93af8a543039601366e9e0495bfac4045f05cc4cd7885bff307157f6666d82.png
<2022-12-29T06:19:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: That was was like 3hrs ago
<2022-12-29T06:25:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I noticed that “hates that I remember old convos.” too. She did that to me and I was like noooo bitch and went scrolling through shit just to prove to her that what I remembered was right. But hey man, if you say you are done with her then be done with her. Ignore her. Eventually graf will ban her or she will just move to spinster or chudbuds. 
<2022-12-29T06:26:53.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Graf once he drnks again will nuke her from orbit
<2022-12-29T06:30:44.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: She already said she spends more time on other accounts anyways she may just be trying to get banned. I know it’s hard to stay away and cut her off but it would be for the best if you really are tired of running cover for her. I am trying my best to just remove drama from my feed altogether as well lol
<2022-12-29T06:31:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: fr mate i was angry earlier but now i'm just disappointed
<2022-12-29T06:36:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I understand. It really sucks when people don’t appreciate the effort you go through as well as not live up to your minimum expectations. But hey, everyone and their mom has said the bitch has a good heart, a good soul, but Fookin hell is she mad. If you are that down about cutting her out you can at least tell her what you’ve done for her with graf and that you aren’t going to do it anymore and that you won’t be putting up with that kind of behavior. That is basically the attitude I am taking with this small account on ncd too. So far I am just following ncd women and a few good dudes, the rest are fucking bots lol. I am just done with drama myself, always hated it, cut people out of my family for it, and refuse to hang out with my fiancé’s family because of it. I was telling Gabe earlier I came here for fun and friends not fighting and drama.
<2022-12-29T06:46:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Same mate I always seaid I would wanted mates and try and help people and that was it
<2022-12-29T06:50:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yup and that’s why you’ve gotten on with all the friends you have. But you can’t let one self sabotaging woman ruin that for you. Don’t worry man as time goes on you will move on from her. She is just a woman on the internet and contrary to popular belief there are a bunch more.
<2022-12-29T06:50:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: i know mate i will survive thanks
<2022-12-29T06:54:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: No problem man. Don’t mention it. And for what it’s worth; the movie streams and the anime streams are the best thing that has happened on poast/fedi since September. I love the atmosphere of a small stream of people getting together to watch something. It brings the same energy together as if we were all together irl. Like how Rands streams used to be before we started getting so many new people and a rolling audience of 200-250 people a night. And if you don’t wanna use hyperbeam anymore there’s always cytube.
<2022-12-29T06:55:19.000Z> Dan_Hulson: no we will continue as was just to piss in her face
<2022-12-29T06:56:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol that’s fine with me as I hate making new accounts. But just don’t let spite get the better of you dan. You are way too good a person for such an ugly sin.
<2022-12-29T06:57:16.000Z> Dan_Hulson: it will pass
<2022-12-29T06:57:27.000Z> Dan_Hulson: as all things do
<2022-12-29T06:58:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yessir lets just keep having a fun time 
<2022-12-29T17:46:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Hey man, are you alright?
<2022-12-29T18:16:00.000Z> Dan_Hulson: All good mate. I'm fine today. thanks Brother
<2022-12-29T18:17:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Good good. Saw that you were mixing pills and alcohol and was a bit worried ngl. I thought you were just drunk. Gotta be careful man. Take it easy today okay.
<2022-12-29T18:20:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm not drinking today and I haven't took pills in like a year
<2022-12-29T18:23:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well that’s good to hear. Landlord came by today poking around and supposedly cleaning. Did I tell you he was a beaner? He brought his two teenagers with him and when they were in my room looking at the water spots I am pretty sure he saw my ak propped up next to the bookcase with huge fuck off swastikas my fiancé put on them lololol
<2022-12-29T18:24:27.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You said he was a beaner. You need find a new place b4 he starts again about wanted u out
<2022-12-29T18:27:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I know. But we’re stuck for right now I keep trying to stress to my girl that she needs to find another teaching gig or go ahead and get enrolled into a class to get her cert for South Dakota but everytime I try to talk to her about it, it’s nothing. And the thing is, her other teacher friend got fired and the same week, like a week before Christmas, she already had another interview with a school for a teacher position. It’s just frustrating because the longer this goes the more I am just thinking she doesn’t actually want to leave.
<2022-12-29T18:28:42.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Tell her better to leave now than getting kicked to the curb and made homeless
<2022-12-29T18:30:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah. Well anyways I’m more worried about you at the moment. Get something to hearty to eat and relax some. 
<2022-12-29T18:33:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm fine mate but Christmas and new year burn me out and then the shit with Ocean was just the fucking icing
<2022-12-29T18:36:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I understand it is a hard time of year in general I know it’s gotta be rough on you, knowing your history and all. Ocean seems like she wants your attention again at least. Best just to let her burn for a bit. 
<2022-12-30T16:42:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: What time is the stream today?
<2022-12-30T16:53:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Also I have a bit of good news. I started looking into the license thing for teachers in South Dakota and it turns out that she actually CAN get a teachers “permit” there because of the reciprocity they have with South Carolina and the university she went to. The permit will allow her to teach for a whole year without the Indian studies course, and what’s more, she could renew it for a whole nother year. It’s good news as it means we actually can apply for school jobs up there sooner than we thought. The only bad thing about it, and this is just how my mind works, is that during the whole month she has had to “look into this” she never found that out on her own. And I found it straight on the department of education for South Dakota website with one search. 
<2022-12-30T16:54:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: 😒
<2022-12-30T18:52:03.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Going start a movie stream in one hour if you are about
<2022-12-30T19:59:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/eHqao_rV
<2022-12-30T20:21:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: haha seems like the stream is full, maybe next time
<2022-12-30T20:21:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: it will let you in shortly it always does
<2022-12-30T21:43:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well they bullied ocean out of the stream 
<2022-12-30T21:49:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she alright?
<2022-12-30T21:49:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm dm her now
<2022-12-30T21:50:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: fuckin plat just dont know when to quit
<2022-12-30T22:24:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol she still thinks I am 38 too from the other night hahaha
<2022-12-30T22:24:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2022-12-30T22:25:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: is ocean okay? I saw some of the shit on the timeline
<2022-12-30T22:25:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: bout her being lesbo
<2022-12-31T01:37:33.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: am i talking too much?
<2022-12-31T01:37:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i just started drinking
<2022-12-31T01:38:24.000Z> Dan_Hulson: all is good
<2022-12-31T01:38:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thanks man please tell me if i need to chill
<2022-12-31T01:38:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dont wanna be embarrased like the other night
<2022-12-31T02:04:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dont worry about what she said man
<2022-12-31T02:55:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: how are things with the crazy girl?
<2022-12-31T03:35:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: xuya is nice fr we talk all time and she always I'm super attractive and she sends videos mosts days lol
<2022-12-31T03:41:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: fuck me man
<2022-12-31T03:41:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i am talking too much
<2022-12-31T03:50:13.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol it's fine
<2022-12-31T03:50:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dude i for real thought i ruined the vibe earlier
<2022-12-31T03:50:36.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thanks for backing me up
<2022-12-31T03:50:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Your all good mate
<2022-12-31T05:07:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I always told you I BPD and I cant keep it under control at the moment and I ain't myself
<2022-12-31T05:09:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You’re good dude. You kept it together very well from my perspective.
<2022-12-31T05:09:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I understand what she said was bullshit dude. Fuck hed
<2022-12-31T05:09:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: She will be back
<2022-12-31T05:10:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and she will be begging for dick or something 
<2022-12-31T05:10:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's not that it bothers me she some how thinks faggy wignat opinons are better than mein
<2022-12-31T05:11:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: What do you mean?
<2022-12-31T05:13:01.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She often compares her hatred of niggers to my doctrine that I gave everything up for. Then she dare look down her nose at me
<2022-12-31T05:17:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh okay I understand. She thinks hating niggers is the end all be all. Like I said before she is just a racist normie. You can’t let that kind of thing bother you though. My girl is more of a reluctant racist, she knows most of the truth, believes in what I taught her but deep in her heart and soul she just can’t wish I’ll will toward anyone deservedly or not. I think most women have this sort of compassion. It is what makes them women.
<2022-12-31T05:19:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: And tbh I really think she just wanted to step out, whether it was cause she was bored, tired, wanted to play vidya, or even to hook up with her fuck buddy. She just didn’t wanna eat good bye on a normal level and dip out on what she could perceive as “the high ground”
<2022-12-31T05:21:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Now, msn to man, it is up to you to gauge your level of patience with this woman. You have plenty of other holes interested. and you have platinum in the corner ready to attack any thot from the flank. I know you love her and all, but you can’t let her fuck your mood up like that. You are both too old for that.
<2022-12-31T05:23:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Platinum and a few people from NCD hate Ocean for upsetting me the other day lol
<2022-12-31T05:23:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I could tell
<2022-12-31T05:25:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You know how I feel about platinum tho. I am on your team regardless. If you say you want her I’ll help with that, if you say you hate her, then I’ll help with that. I want you to be happy man. That’s all I want.
<2022-12-31T05:26:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I want Ocean to meet a good man and calm down b4 she is in my position in her last days
<2022-12-31T05:27:58.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That would be nice and I hope that for her too. Whether that’s you or some other bloke I can’t really tell. But I do know that you don’t need any fuckin bullshit in your life.
<2022-12-31T05:30:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: My days are done mate. I'm surprised I made it another year. My family insisted we spend Christmas together as they worry it is my last
<2022-12-31T05:31:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I want Ocean to settle down as she is the next on the reapers block
<2022-12-31T05:31:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Damn dude I really hate to hear that, I wish there was something more I could do than offer sweet words. 
<2022-12-31T05:34:01.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm ok mate I could live for two years or two days like most people
<2022-12-31T05:34:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I know man, but as the saying goes you can’t lead a horse to water. She is going to do what she wants to do regardless. The best thing we can do for her is offer good advice, sympathy, and friendship at the least. She will be okay in the end. 
<2022-12-31T05:37:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: How goes it with your oldest? Had he reached out at all? Talked to his granpa at least?
<2022-12-31T05:37:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No and I never will
<2022-12-31T05:38:14.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have accepted my fate
<2022-12-31T05:38:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: But surely you can leave a message for them at least?
<2022-12-31T05:38:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: they might change their minds
<2022-12-31T05:38:58.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That can be your project for the next year 
<2022-12-31T05:40:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You know leave them that good advice and life lessons that bestow on your fedi friends. Make videos or audio diaries about it. 
<2022-12-31T05:41:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: if it is truly your last year impart that wisdom you’ve gained by sacrifice and blood and sweat in any medium you can 
<2022-12-31T05:42:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I think if you do this you can at least reach the end with your loose ends mostly tied and orderly
<2022-12-31T15:29:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: We getting together for a New Years stream tonight or have you got plans with the fam?
<2022-12-31T18:04:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Does Star Wars girl get jealous of the other girls or something?
<2022-12-31T18:06:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No, she get nervous around too many people
<2022-12-31T18:16:36.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh damn. I can relate to that. That sucks. Well I wouldn’t hate ya if you spent the night with her.
<2022-12-31T18:17:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: We are talking on Matrix at the moment
<2022-12-31T18:18:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That’s a good movie. Or so you mean like the matrix we actually live in?
<2022-12-31T19:07:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2022-12-31T19:08:22.000Z> Dan_Hulson: she does get a bit jealous though she did a bid just
<2022-12-31T19:08:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a2a3c466df83b9cc93a4442bf4933ff43f6f92ddcb6de702b239559bfab88eab.png
<2022-12-31T19:11:18.000Z> Dan_Hulson: she ain't wrong either she just tagged me to say she looks like this and she does. Her body her hair every evrything lol https://i.poastcdn.org/922c8ed146d6197209176cc8035cd204b499e3cf39bf14e2e1a8ea2c9d65bb2c.png
<2022-12-31T19:24:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Nazi tattoos and all!?!?!??!?
<2022-12-31T19:24:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You may have found the right wing unicorn if so
<2022-12-31T19:44:22.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She gets on at me about women though lol https://i.poastcdn.org/1bbc82ffaec1a09219e02b21d4678575a52d7be7a27de4896d828c94beb4173d.png
<2022-12-31T20:13:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol you already know what that sounds like though right? A certain Canadian girl?
<2022-12-31T20:14:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes but we spoke and she ain't Canadian 
<2022-12-31T20:21:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well she does seem to hold her spaghetti
<2023-01-02T02:59:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Damn I missed a movie stream yesterday?
<2023-01-02T03:00:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't think I had a stream yesterday
<2023-01-02T03:02:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Maybe it was someone else or maybe ocean is just confusing timelines again hope you had a good New Years mate
<2023-01-02T03:05:03.000Z> Dan_Hulson: WE watched a Jim stream with Ocean yesterday
<2023-01-02T03:06:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Ah okay that’s probably it. Wasn’t following her on this one cause she fights all the time with people 
<2023-01-02T03:07:03.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She a pain I have backed off a touch from her
<2023-01-02T03:08:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah, got your Star Wars girl back it seems 
<2023-01-02T03:10:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, we chatting all the time again and we vc too. But I backed from Ocean a bit as she stresses me
<2023-01-02T03:12:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That’s good to hear. You need as little stress in your life as possible 
<2023-01-02T23:21:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: im sorry dan
<2023-01-02T23:21:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i didnt mean to get your friend kicked
<2023-01-02T23:23:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i really am sorry i know you like platinum
<2023-01-02T23:55:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: am i talking too much?
<2023-01-03T00:04:16.000Z> Dan_Hulson: u r fine mate lol
<2023-01-03T00:17:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thanks man i get so self conscious, especially after i got plat banned
<2023-01-03T04:49:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: he sent this cheeky twat https://i.poastcdn.org/ca6c581386b73be1122d5d80b7b24334f202f21e5f246564391cf28cfa309afb.png
<2023-01-03T04:50:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: man that is so low blow shit
<2023-01-03T04:50:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: who is that?
<2023-01-03T04:51:06.000Z> Dan_Hulson: that monkey guy wwho ocean kicked
<2023-01-03T04:51:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah but do you know the cunt?
<2023-01-03T04:51:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes a bit
<2023-01-03T04:51:58.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: fucked up to be talking about your kids like that no lie
<2023-01-03T07:42:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: damn, i wanted to go to bed earlier but didnt cause I didn't wanna say goodbye but now I am not tired anymore since i sobered up
<2023-01-03T07:43:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It' 8am here nearly I am going out in the afternoon but will be back to do stream
<2023-01-03T07:43:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol you don't have to do if you don't want to
<2023-01-03T07:44:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: enjoy your time out
<2023-01-03T07:44:24.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No only going out for a quick drink
<2023-01-03T07:44:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: so you think youll spin her up around 4 or something?
<2023-01-03T07:45:25.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Don't know it depends what time I get bk from Christinas
<2023-01-03T07:46:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: alright well ill be around Im sure, would have joined oceans stream earlier but wanted to hangout with the missus before she goes back to work tomorrow
<2023-01-03T07:46:40.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Good you should spend time with the missus
<2023-01-03T07:46:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah we had a good talk the other day
<2023-01-03T07:47:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she opened up about a lot
<2023-01-03T07:47:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: is all ok
<2023-01-03T07:47:36.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah she has just been feeling depressed and directionless, and getting fired from her first job hit her harder than she let on
<2023-01-03T07:48:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ever since then we have had a great few days
<2023-01-03T07:48:41.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I can imagine. Also you should cut back on drinking too or it will cause trouble it always does
<2023-01-03T07:49:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Drinking makes you deppressed too
<2023-01-03T07:49:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah but it seems like i have been getting better at controlling it. Not to mention, my tolerance is so high now I dont stay drunk as long. 
<2023-01-03T07:50:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's up to you it's just something I have noticed in past relanships
<2023-01-03T07:51:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ocean really hates platinum dont she lol
<2023-01-03T07:52:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I asked him to try and behave more and he has been better. But he is really mad about how Ocean upset me over Christmas 
<2023-01-03T07:53:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: After the Wedigo thing today I tried to start shit with Ocean a few times and last jnight but she ignored me
<2023-01-03T07:53:59.000Z> Dan_Hulson: and I didn't go to her stream untill she dm and asked me to go
<2023-01-03T07:54:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: there was definitely a clear tension between those two earlier
<2023-01-03T07:56:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Some of NCD have been going after her a bit since she upset me and I have dm them and asked them to salm down
<2023-01-03T07:56:53.000Z> Dan_Hulson: They were all giving her shit last night too
<2023-01-03T07:58:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: seems like everyone gives her hell
<2023-01-03T07:58:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She causes a lot of shit herself tbh
<2023-01-03T07:59:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is true
<2023-01-03T07:59:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: couldnt be me
<2023-01-03T08:00:00.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have backed off a bit since she was really nasty to me 
<2023-01-03T08:00:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i think that she talks to you like that because she has a helga pataki syndrome or something
<2023-01-03T08:01:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: if you guys talked about the feelings you had for one another things would get squashed real fast
<2023-01-03T08:02:42.000Z> Dan_Hulson: We watched anime together about 3 nights ago and she said she hated me and she would kill me IRL. She is a bit unstabe
<2023-01-03T08:03:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: maybe you should just cut her off then?
<2023-01-03T08:04:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I backed off a bit
<2023-01-03T08:05:19.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Platinum is really only going after her over what she said about me in DMs
<2023-01-03T08:06:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: idk man
<2023-01-03T08:06:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: maybe cutting her off all the way is whats neccessary 
<2023-01-03T08:06:50.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: otherwise its just going to make problems for you and your mutual friends
<2023-01-03T08:07:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: But I do get on with her most the time and we are in the same friend groups
<2023-01-03T08:07:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah thats my point exactly
<2023-01-03T08:08:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: its the same thing what happened with Sy, except the opposite axis innit? Instead of her quietly fighting with you about who you talk to and what you do irl, it's clashing and crashing into your other relationships publicly and privately between your friends. 
<2023-01-03T08:09:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: eventually someone's feelings is going to get hurt when you have to take a side
<2023-01-03T08:10:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will just try to carm thing down best I can
<2023-01-03T08:10:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well its up to you man
<2023-01-03T08:11:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't really plan much I go off my intuitionsat the time
<2023-01-03T08:16:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: maybe eventually time will even things out
<2023-01-03T08:16:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she might just move on on her own
<2023-01-03T08:19:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I would be sad if she left. I just put a bit of distance between us as she as strange feeling towards me I think. She is very intense
<2023-01-03T08:23:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I think this is going to end tragically. Not like anyone will be hurt or anything just their feelings. Either one or the both of you. The way you guys seem to bounce back and forth for one another and the way other people get involved spells disaster. I’m not saying this to hurt your feelings it’s just my honest prediction unless something changes. 
<2023-01-03T08:25:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You may be right mate. But now Christmas is over I will be able to deal with Ocean better as my moods will stabilise again
<2023-01-03T08:27:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That’s good to hear I hope we can all be friends and have as little friction and drama as possible.
<2023-01-03T19:17:18.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will put a movie stream on in say an hour if you want watch a movie
<2023-01-03T20:36:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/y3JcDZ_y
<2023-01-03T22:39:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: look at what my missus teacher friend just sent her https://nicecrew.digital/media/6399864b7538746a36fefe310073a5336a3d8d13f82ffe1c2ae365445507a593.jpeg
<2023-01-03T22:40:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: fucking hell its the same everywere
<2023-01-03T22:41:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah shit kinda took me aback, I almost wanna tell her to meet up with us so we can talk more about race in person over pizza haha
<2023-01-03T22:41:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: my girls cousin said something similar to me a while back
<2023-01-03T23:14:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: how is the damage control going?
<2023-01-04T03:47:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you know she was acting like that as an apology to you?
<2023-01-04T03:47:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Who?
<2023-01-04T03:47:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ocean
<2023-01-04T03:47:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: spamming, and over the top agreeing
<2023-01-04T03:47:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: it was all for you
<2023-01-04T03:48:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No I knew she would like that movie
<2023-01-04T03:48:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you said you liked it and she felt bad about leaving and shitting on the other movie when everyone said they liked it
<2023-01-04T03:48:38.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No, I just know what she likes
<2023-01-04T03:48:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: if that is true then I thought she had better taste lol
<2023-01-04T03:49:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She as never disliked a movie I picked
<2023-01-04T03:49:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: except legend lol
<2023-01-04T03:49:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: the one that everyone agreed was good
<2023-01-04T03:49:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It was good but Catsoc picked that lol
<2023-01-04T03:50:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: eh maybe but you were the one who endorsed it, i honestly didnt even see him suggest it
<2023-01-04T03:50:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I like it
<2023-01-04T03:50:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: its a good movie
<2023-01-04T03:50:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: but I kinda know what Ocean is like
<2023-01-04T03:51:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: just doesn't make sense how a girl who is all about anime and good plot points can like schlock like that. It made her look extremely hypocritical
<2023-01-04T03:51:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I like it
<2023-01-04T03:51:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol why?
<2023-01-04T03:51:44.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but anywyas yeah that is my point
<2023-01-04T03:51:45.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Its fun
<2023-01-04T03:51:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: it has good scense but that is the same with star wars or dune
<2023-01-04T03:52:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: cool violence but shallow everything else
<2023-01-04T03:52:38.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I finished the stream because Ocean upset Powah
<2023-01-04T03:52:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i think her spergery was an apology to you
<2023-01-04T03:52:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: are you serious?
<2023-01-04T03:53:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: power is so innocent, i hate to hear that
<2023-01-04T03:53:32.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, I was upset about Ocean being off about Powah
<2023-01-04T03:53:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She upset Lister too
<2023-01-04T03:53:58.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: jesus mate really?
<2023-01-04T03:54:06.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes
<2023-01-04T03:54:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: man i hate it so much
<2023-01-04T03:54:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i like all of them
<2023-01-04T03:54:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ocean too
<2023-01-04T03:54:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I like Ocean loads but I won't have her being like that 
<2023-01-04T03:55:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: its like we were talking last night man
<2023-01-04T03:55:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: thinking she can run people off
<2023-01-04T03:55:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: all just because she wants you
<2023-01-04T03:55:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: speaking of which
<2023-01-04T03:56:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ill drop american psycho into the hat for movies
<2023-01-04T03:56:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: All good. I was thinking of equilibrium next
<2023-01-04T03:56:42.000Z> Dan_Hulson: So Bale night
<2023-01-04T03:57:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: fuck yeahhhhhhh
<2023-01-04T03:57:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: im so down for that
<2023-01-04T03:57:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: will give us a reason to watch salvation too haha
<2023-01-04T03:57:22.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will get it sorted
<2023-01-04T03:57:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i know you will man, but i am worried for you heart 
<2023-01-04T03:57:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Wot I'm all good
<2023-01-04T03:57:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she is so stressfull on you I know
<2023-01-04T03:58:13.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I know its ok I backed off a bit
<2023-01-04T03:58:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: good to hear man, there are way better women for you
<2023-01-04T03:59:11.000Z> Dan_Hulson: My time is short so it doesn't matter either way
<2023-01-04T03:59:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: idk what else to say except im sorry
<2023-01-04T03:59:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i would gladly give you my years if i could
<2023-01-04T04:00:01.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Brother its all good I accepted my father
<2023-01-04T04:00:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Fate
<2023-01-04T04:00:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Don't worry you just start a nice family pronto like
<2023-01-04T04:01:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah we are working toward it finally i feel like we are moving again
<2023-01-04T04:01:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: for so long things felt stagnate
<2023-01-04T04:01:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: take heart that you at least made babies
<2023-01-04T04:01:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that woman who texted my missus earlier is a full fuckin normie
<2023-01-04T04:02:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and even she got hit with the reality of the world we live in
<2023-01-04T04:02:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Fucking NPC's
<2023-01-04T04:02:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: They are waken up a bit
<2023-01-04T04:02:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i told my girl that she should set a pizza date with her so i can redpill her a bit
<2023-01-04T04:02:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but i didnt wind up dropping some shit on her, and she was like " that makes sense. I cant believe they are doing this to people"
<2023-01-04T04:03:13.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah they are, at least a little bit
<2023-01-04T04:03:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but keep in mind south carolina is 45% nigger
<2023-01-04T04:03:32.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Fuck me thats bad
<2023-01-04T04:03:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: it is kind of inevitable
<2023-01-04T04:03:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah man
<2023-01-04T04:03:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is why i talk shit all the time
<2023-01-04T04:03:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i hate south carolina
<2023-01-04T04:04:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Well the niggers who ruin it
<2023-01-04T04:04:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: like poeple act like seeing one nigger ruins their day
<2023-01-04T04:04:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well White girls are fucking niggers every day here
<2023-01-04T04:04:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you see them everywhere
<2023-01-04T04:04:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: single moms
<2023-01-04T04:04:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: mullattos
<2023-01-04T04:04:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Race traitors are the worst
<2023-01-04T04:04:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: imagine how these poast fags would feel seeing that every time they went to the grocery store
<2023-01-04T04:05:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: its on 4chan too
<2023-01-04T04:05:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: people coping about "oh no, in the south the niggers stay where they are, and the Whites stay where they are, lest they get shot" its FUCKIN BULLSHIT
<2023-01-04T04:05:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: BULLLSHIT
<2023-01-04T04:06:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i have black friends in the past who had hooked up with so many White girls you wouldnt even expect it
<2023-01-04T04:06:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: church girls
<2023-01-04T04:06:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i try not to be black pilled about it but its depressing
<2023-01-04T04:07:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes it is, Brother
<2023-01-04T04:07:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: like i know people make mistakes
<2023-01-04T04:08:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but i doubt half of these online nazis and racists could hack it in a state like this
<2023-01-04T04:08:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Most of them down leave the house tbh
<2023-01-04T04:08:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: shit nigga
<2023-01-04T04:08:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is fuckin me too
<2023-01-04T04:08:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I dont feel any sense of community at all mate
<2023-01-04T04:08:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: its all dead to me
<2023-01-04T04:09:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thankfully we are taking steps to move to south dakota
<2023-01-04T04:10:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: we have had some good news already this year and i am hoping it builds to us hanging out with kiki and smoking a peace pipe with her and her husband at mount rushmore
<2023-01-04T04:11:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: That would be really cool. Kiki is just great through and through
<2023-01-04T04:12:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah she tried to help us out a couple months ago when we thought we had to get out of dodge, i like her a lot, she is very cool
<2023-01-04T04:12:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i was happy to find out she smokes weed lol
<2023-01-04T04:13:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Kiki is class. Most NCD people are good
<2023-01-04T04:13:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she told me that her husband had 3 constuction job offers in the first few months they were up there. I looked it up on indeed, and those jobs were paying like 27-30 dollars an hour
<2023-01-04T04:13:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: really an amazing wage
<2023-01-04T04:13:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and working in the open cold crisp air sounds like a dream to me. if I cant work at a dispensary I would love to work like that
<2023-01-04T04:15:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Construction is good work but it ages you quickly
<2023-01-04T04:15:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i know what people say about weed, dan, I know, But I much prefer it over alcohol. Although, the same tolerance issues i have with booze translate to weed too
<2023-01-04T04:15:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thats true 
<2023-01-04T04:15:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and i just turned 30 two months ago lol
<2023-01-04T04:16:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ultimately i would ideally have a work from home job, that way i could do the kids homeschooling
<2023-01-04T04:16:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but right now we have to escape south carolina
<2023-01-04T04:16:13.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Weed is shit but I have taken many drugs and I will never judge people
<2023-01-04T04:16:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's no good judges each other over sht
<2023-01-04T04:16:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah it is definitely not for everyone
<2023-01-04T04:17:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but it relaxes me without hangovers or embarrassing cringe. and lately I have been waking up with drunken anxiety.
<2023-01-04T04:17:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i try not to dan
<2023-01-04T04:18:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thats why i think its a little gay for plat to take cheap shots at ocean about the lesbian shit
<2023-01-04T04:18:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you know that has to hurt her feelings way more than neccessary
<2023-01-04T04:18:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Platinum is upset about her talking shit about me
<2023-01-04T04:18:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well he seems to be making more foes than friends with his crusade
<2023-01-04T04:18:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i thought it was just me
<2023-01-04T04:19:45.000Z> Dan_Hulson: He deserves our sympathy is Wife died 11mnths ago
<2023-01-04T04:19:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: and commpassian
<2023-01-04T04:20:22.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Wife of 12 years just died
<2023-01-04T04:20:38.000Z> Dan_Hulson: He will get easily stressed
<2023-01-04T04:20:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes yes
<2023-01-04T04:20:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i completely agree
<2023-01-04T04:21:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is why i refrain from going too hard on him
<2023-01-04T04:21:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i feel bad for him
<2023-01-04T04:21:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: the insuffereable faggot that he is lol
<2023-01-04T04:21:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: He really is a good man 
<2023-01-04T04:22:04.000Z> Dan_Hulson: but he picks fights
<2023-01-04T04:22:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I think so too but it is clear the wife dying really fucked him up
<2023-01-04T04:22:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: if only he had kids or a another woman to focus on
<2023-01-04T04:22:50.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Also his mum is very sick
<2023-01-04T04:23:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is rough
<2023-01-04T04:23:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i tried to help him in the ocean stream
<2023-01-04T04:23:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and i felt bad because he got banned because of me
<2023-01-04T04:23:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's ok
<2023-01-04T04:25:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: is power okay? Did she really get her feelings hurt? She seems to look up to her as a motherly figure, for obvious reasons, I hope she didn't get too offended. She seems like a really good lass.
<2023-01-04T04:26:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: her dad unironically seems cool and we all 3 know that if we only knew him and not her we would probably all get along great lol
<2023-01-04T04:27:04.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She is a nice girl I will speak to her in the morning
<2023-01-04T04:30:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah i dont think she likes me all that much or else I would apologize to her for ocean lol
<2023-01-04T04:30:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thanks for doing that dan
<2023-01-04T04:31:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm sure she like you mate
<2023-01-04T04:31:59.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She as just kinda adopted me as her Internet Dad I think
<2023-01-04T04:32:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lmao
<2023-01-04T04:32:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: seems so
<2023-01-04T04:33:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well anyways get some sleep mate
<2023-01-04T04:35:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I haven't slept for about 35yrs lol. I will sleep soon. Rest well, Brother and it was good spending time with u again
<2023-01-04T04:36:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes and thanks for the stream. I look forward to them all week
<2023-01-05T09:57:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: are you still having weird dreams?
<2023-01-05T09:58:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have had weird dreams/Nightmares for many years, Brother
<2023-01-05T09:59:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: for a long while I didn't really have dreams except for nightmares. But for the past month or so I have had so many weird dreams. Some of them could be fun and gave me writing prompts but some are just weird, and what is weirder is how long I remember them for.
<2023-01-05T10:03:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: My dreams are always bizarre to I often dream I am killed or somebody I know is. Something must have changed in your life what has caused this sudden change
<2023-01-05T10:09:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: idk I used to have dreams like that too, though. Only thing now is all the people I used to fear dying are already dead. A part of me thinks it could be divine cosmic inspiration as I have hit 30 now. But I also think it could just be erratic sleeping patterns and anxiety manifesting in my dreams instead of physical reality. A lot of dreams where I pull the trigger but the gun doesn't work, when I try to punch someone it is super slow and has no power behind it, or when I run anyway I am never fast enough. Lots of those types of themes. I know I used to have spats where I would have "losing control, loss of control" dreams too.
<2023-01-05T10:12:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It seems like you are dreaming about being weak or having no control and things failing apart in your life and are out of control
<2023-01-05T10:16:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah that is definitely an aspect. But then theres also really wacky storylines. Luckily for me I can usually telll when I am dreaming. I usually just let things play out, but if things too weird I can change it.
<2023-01-05T10:17:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh and how bout my girls teacher friend said that they are holding her last paycheck from her because they say she "took items from the classroom the school paid for" when she only took the things she bought with her own money. She also made sure to say that admin there are all black lol
<2023-01-05T10:21:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Fucking cunts nothing surprises me with them. I shall speak later I'm going to bed shortly as its 10.20am but just need dm Xuya back and finish speaking o Graf and I will be in bed in 5mins
<2023-01-05T10:22:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: alright sleep well man
<2023-01-05T23:17:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I wanted to use that Hitler with the rose photo earlier but my phone was dead and the chargers were all shot. Lol I was scouring /pol/ archives for it but couldn’t find anything. I can’t probably unlock the post if you wanna share it?
<2023-01-05T23:29:16.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/vvUwjHpu
<2023-01-06T21:13:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Streaming in 40mins if you are bored
<2023-01-06T21:52:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Sounds good to me
<2023-01-06T22:00:00.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/gaiUrMPb
<2023-01-07T04:18:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I was supposed to tell everybody at the end of the stream but Powah as left Fedi. She wanted me to tell everybody
<2023-01-07T14:38:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: What? Why? Not last week or so she said she was loving it.
<2023-01-07T18:49:15.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's for personal IRL reasons but I can't say too much but she is fine I have a feeling she will return sooner or later
<2023-01-07T18:50:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She just a lot on IRL I would say. she only told me she was leaving
<2023-01-07T20:42:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well I shops she still comes around for movies 
<2023-01-07T20:43:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She deleted her Poast accounts you won't be able to tell though as you are on NCD
<2023-01-07T22:00:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: So she left for real
<2023-01-07T22:00:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes she has, mate
<2023-01-07T22:01:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: It’s probably for the best then I’ll miss her now we are stuck with ocean as our only White girl
<2023-01-07T22:22:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: it kinda sucks though cause I had a great joke that came to me in a dream to use
<2023-01-07T22:23:13.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: what do you call a power with an eye patch? a Powarrrrrrrgh
<2023-01-08T00:12:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: did she kill her chudbuds too?
<2023-01-08T00:12:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes
<2023-01-08T01:31:16.000Z> Dan_Hulson: did she just kick u
<2023-01-08T01:31:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dont think so?
<2023-01-08T01:33:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you got a bad connection?
<2023-01-08T01:38:45.000Z> Dan_Hulson: no all is good mate
<2023-01-08T01:39:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: why did you think I got kicked?
<2023-01-08T02:06:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It looked like u dropped for a min
<2023-01-08T02:06:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ah ok
<2023-01-08T02:57:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will dip out of the stream some as Ocean is starting to become unstable
<2023-01-08T02:57:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol yeah she is wasted
<2023-01-08T02:58:40.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes she will go super nuts soon
<2023-01-08T02:59:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol you wanna do a private boys streams?
<2023-01-08T03:03:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I will see in a min I thought I might go bed. But if I don't I won't as this zipperhead movie is gay
<2023-01-08T03:04:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol go on and go to bed mate, you hardly sleep as it is
<2023-01-08T04:05:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lmao
<2023-01-08T04:05:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: this is even more wild than last night
<2023-01-08T04:08:11.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2023-01-08T16:48:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Speaking of spankings that bitch was hot last night for you dude 
<2023-01-08T16:48:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: It wasn’t like power did at all. She was trying to get your number and everything 
<2023-01-08T16:51:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Ocean gets like that sometimes with me. I always tell people she treats me best and also worse than everybody els and they never what I mean but it's completely true
<2023-01-08T16:51:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh I see it
<2023-01-08T16:52:44.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I tried to get you to bed but she was not having it. I was tired too and I hate goodbyes so now as soon as I say bye I just close it out lol she was drunk horny for you last night no fuckin doubt
<2023-01-08T16:53:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: tryung to make you jealous about the asian guys things too. So obvious 
<2023-01-09T23:57:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ryder is jewish yes?
<2023-01-10T00:01:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes
<2023-01-10T00:01:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and the robin hood guy
<2023-01-10T00:01:58.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Ocean is an a mood again
<2023-01-10T00:02:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh well maybe I shouldnt chat then?
<2023-01-10T00:03:36.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Michaela Bercu is a kike too one the Vampires
<2023-01-10T00:04:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol so we identified them that quickly 
<2023-01-10T00:04:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yep
<2023-01-10T00:04:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: is dia someone we know?
<2023-01-10T00:04:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2023-01-10T00:04:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, don't see him often but I know him
<2023-01-10T00:05:07.000Z> Dan_Hulson: but not well
<2023-01-10T00:05:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ah okay
<2023-01-10T00:06:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I told Ocean I like this movie but I doublt she will
<2023-01-10T00:06:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: So she will say she likes it no matter what now
<2023-01-10T00:07:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol yup
<2023-01-10T00:07:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, cuz she is in a mood
<2023-01-10T00:08:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ohhhhhh
<2023-01-10T00:08:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that sort of mood
<2023-01-10T00:08:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i thought she was cross haha
<2023-01-10T00:08:31.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes lol
<2023-01-10T00:09:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: not like that she is in a weird disagreeable mood
<2023-01-10T00:11:53.000Z> Dan_Hulson: so watch what you say lol
<2023-01-10T00:17:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ok
<2023-01-10T01:07:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you got kicked?
<2023-01-10T02:29:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You guys streaming again?
<2023-01-10T02:36:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't think so. When I vanished I thought shit ocean going be big mad but she seemed ok lol
<2023-01-10T02:38:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah she didn’t seem all that mad. She just said “alright guys, good bye.” Then a wave emoji and ended it. Not mad or anything but it did spoil the ending lol.
<2023-01-10T02:43:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Even when she tagged me on poast and I saw it when I back was it was really friendly. She was in a really strange mood and I'm sorry she stopped the stream but at least she didn't get mad
<2023-01-10T02:48:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh it’s fine. I don’t blame you guys for ending it when you’re bored or tired. It’s all we can ask for just for one movie or show since nobody is donating money and there’s no host rotation. I would have joined the anime stream yesterday but I wanted to spend the time with my girl. Lol I told her about what power said too and I thought she would be a tinge jealous but she thought it was funny. 
<2023-01-10T02:55:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You should spend time with your missus. I will stream tomorrow for us. What did you tell your missus about Powah lol 
<2023-01-10T03:01:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol I just told her exactly what she said. I was like “yeah, I thought she was just going to say she was taking a shit again or something like usual. But then she said...” she started laughing and was like wow. I wonder what got into her. I just told her idk, I haven’t said anything near as crazy as that to her beyond the “cute” or whatever. I told her I thought it was only fair to tell her and she liked that I did tell her. But now looking back on it I guess it was just her parting shot before she left us. It was pretty funny though. My missus was like “what did dan say?” And I just told her he completely ignored it lol and ocean did too. I even tell her about the antics you and ocean get up to with each other and she’s like, it sounds like a soap opera.
<2023-01-10T04:50:51.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Powah was great and I miss her already but I think she will return soon. I was just thinking for a bit after this message I have a sneaky suspicion Ocean has been in a better mood because Powah is gone
<2023-01-10T05:01:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I miss her too lol. She was fun and innocent. And for some reason she seemed to have liked me more than I thought. Why, what makes you think that mate?
<2023-01-10T05:03:24.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I told you Powah liked you. Ocean mood has changed and she has been nicer and more relaxed and has been better with me. Who knows with Ocean though
<2023-01-10T05:07:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Maybe she is just learning to not be such a fuckin crazy cunt. She has been catching a lot of hell after all. I like having the girls around so some of the shyer folks can see what you can say to get a positive reaction. I remember seeing s24 telling ocean she was hot. And that was after he just said a couple weeks ago he doesn’t flirt with anyone. I was so proud. I felt like my hard work flirting in front of niggas paid off. Also, the full moon has passed so maybe she is coming downhill off her werebitch cycle. 
<2023-01-10T05:14:13.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't know mate but summat has changed and she never had a good word to say about another woman. I like S24 he's a good bloke and it nice having a few women about for sure
<2023-01-10T05:18:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Maybe you are just noticing things you didn’t notice before? Or maybe that now that you’re not as invested in her emotionally you react differently than you did, which in turn causes her to react differently. The way you just noped out earlier when I accidentally started that feud up again said a lot to her I’m sure. That’s really a shame to hear about though, cause power really looked up to her it seemed. I wonder if that’s not why she left. She felt like she was making some neat online friends and then her kindness got slapped right back into her face with dumb drama. 
<2023-01-10T21:32:04.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm putting a movie stream on in an hour if you are bored
<2023-01-10T21:37:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Sounds good the missus is home soon so she will take the tv. We watching top gun?
<2023-01-10T22:19:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/uX52sdHg
<2023-01-11T00:55:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dude, dont sweat her she is just being irate becuase you aren't doing what she wants you to do
<2023-01-11T00:55:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: which is skip the movie
<2023-01-11T00:56:27.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes I know
<2023-01-11T01:37:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/uX52sdHg
<2023-01-11T01:37:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: whats this?
<2023-01-11T01:38:03.000Z> Dan_Hulson: a new link in case you drop
<2023-01-11T01:38:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh okay 
<2023-01-11T01:49:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol the company i worked for killed that guy from star track
<2023-01-11T05:14:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I noticed of late since I backed off from Ocean she is making more more obvious that she likes me.Women do be like that though
<2023-01-11T05:15:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes of course
<2023-01-11T05:15:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thats the basic standard
<2023-01-11T05:15:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: now that you dont care about her she wants you even more
<2023-01-11T05:15:33.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: even with all the simping
<2023-01-11T05:15:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she is basically throwing herself at your feet
<2023-01-11T05:15:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol its all kinda funny
<2023-01-11T05:16:31.000Z> Dan_Hulson: women are always like this
<2023-01-11T05:17:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that really is a huge woman hack
<2023-01-11T05:18:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you tell them they are hot once, compliment their beauty, style, personality, and just go back to your mates or go about your business
<2023-01-11T05:18:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: drives them wild
<2023-01-12T02:16:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: what did you do lol
<2023-01-12T02:16:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol hold on ill show you the screen shot
<2023-01-12T02:18:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital attached file https://nicecrew.digital/media/7195078462f30fa1fe77effbf0a4895c852508d207394c12650754d0cdd657ee.jpeg
<2023-01-12T02:18:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital attached file https://nicecrew.digital/media/24ec46c5cda675e849add0843b479307cedce0dd4118b03571bd74a1a47d00a7.jpeg
<2023-01-12T02:20:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh well lol
<2023-01-12T02:20:42.000Z> Dan_Hulson: she will get over it in a min
<2023-01-12T02:21:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ah its alright
<2023-01-12T02:21:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: been talking to gabe for the last half hour mostly
<2023-01-12T02:22:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: its my frist time getting banned
<2023-01-12T02:22:18.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i feel like a man now
<2023-01-12T02:27:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol I seeth about about stuff like that tbh and luckily it never happened to me or I would be big mad
<2023-01-12T02:28:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol she banned you before but i guess you dont remember
<2023-01-12T02:29:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: tbf she was mad at me anyways because I said that dude was jewish
<2023-01-12T02:29:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dunno why that set her off but whatever she is crazy anyways
<2023-01-12T02:30:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She never banned me she once kicked me and invited me staight back and I refused that was that gaming stream
<2023-01-12T02:30:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh yeah i remember that
<2023-01-12T02:30:41.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i would fuck with her but idk i just wont let her stress me like that
<2023-01-12T02:55:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: u r unbanned
<2023-01-12T02:55:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol its not been an hour yet has it?
<2023-01-12T03:01:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: she is going nuts at the moment but u r unbanned
<2023-01-12T03:02:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol what is she going off about now? I am watching jjr atm
<2023-01-12T03:03:18.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she apologized to me just now lol 
<2023-01-12T03:03:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes she went after hedghog after instead
<2023-01-12T03:04:13.000Z> Dan_Hulson: she is drunk i think
<2023-01-12T03:04:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol
<2023-01-12T03:04:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah she is doing her thing rn in dms lol
<2023-01-12T03:36:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: what did that guy do to piss her off?
<2023-01-12T03:50:39.000Z> Dan_Hulson: nothing really lol
<2023-01-12T03:51:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah thats what I was thinking, he seemed to be drunkenly hitting on her too
<2023-01-12T03:51:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh well I am sure it'll pass too
<2023-01-12T05:53:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: jesus mate
<2023-01-12T05:54:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I see what you mean now
<2023-01-12T05:54:23.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes she doesn't like other women
<2023-01-12T05:54:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah i feel embarrassed for her
<2023-01-12T05:58:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she is definitely doing this out of jealousy mate
<2023-01-12T05:58:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: make sure you tell meetra that
<2023-01-12T05:59:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I'd guess she wanted to ban her the moment she joined she did say "I should have been banned you"
<2023-01-12T06:03:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dude she is off her shit tonight mate
<2023-01-12T06:03:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: holy fuck
<2023-01-12T06:12:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: https://nicecrew.digital/@OceanRedux@poa.st/posts/ARYf88GBbNrEmtdC2S
<2023-01-12T06:12:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: knew it
<2023-01-12T06:13:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, she is big mad
<2023-01-12T06:15:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah, I think I might have kicked up some silt or something earlier. I am sorry man.
<2023-01-12T06:15:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Its just tyipcal Ocean
<2023-01-12T06:16:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: eventually she will lose interest in you and maybe then she will act more normal
<2023-01-12T06:17:22.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes i reckon so
<2023-01-12T06:41:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she is really upset man
<2023-01-12T06:41:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I know and I have no idea why
<2023-01-12T06:42:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: way I understand its like this
<2023-01-12T06:42:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she likes you 
<2023-01-12T06:42:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you know that
<2023-01-12T06:42:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she knows that
<2023-01-12T06:42:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I like her too
<2023-01-12T06:42:55.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and for her, it hurts her feelings a lot when you chat up other girls publicly. 
<2023-01-12T06:43:13.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and she felt that when you brought meetra in that you were puling a powerplay in front of her
<2023-01-12T06:43:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she basically told me and wrath
<2023-01-12T06:43:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: But Meetra is my friend and she is super deppressed and I'm worried she will hurt herself
<2023-01-12T06:43:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that you did to her what she would do to someone else specifically to make them jealous
<2023-01-12T06:44:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I understand I am just telling you what she just told me
<2023-01-12T06:44:51.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't want Ocean to be envious
<2023-01-12T06:45:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Ocean is important to me
<2023-01-12T06:46:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: then I would guess the right move here is to just say you dont want any internet girlfriends
<2023-01-12T06:48:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: like, say it in a way where you care about her, but as a friend, because the way she was talkign earlier she is basically claiming you as her
<2023-01-12T06:48:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: what with the whole "if me dan were living together, he would be on the couch right now."
<2023-01-12T06:52:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol now she is saying she didnt know meetra had a bad break up
<2023-01-12T06:52:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I am doing my best here in the stream chat lol
<2023-01-12T06:53:01.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes she is dm me know
<2023-01-12T06:53:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: now
<2023-01-12T07:20:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: are things cooled off now?
<2023-01-12T07:20:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I think so she as probly gone to bed
<2023-01-12T07:21:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol nah were still in the stream
<2023-01-12T07:22:07.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Well she as gone quiet so I guess she is ok. I think she thought I wouldn't leave her stream either when she said fuck off
<2023-01-12T07:35:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah well
<2023-01-12T07:35:30.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she is pretty beat up about the whole situation
<2023-01-12T07:35:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: it seems so anyways
<2023-01-12T07:51:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Bitch lol https://i.poastcdn.org/3cfce7c74f5956c1fa045085bd230dec0f9314ed918d22726821e7ddf94175f0.png
<2023-01-12T07:51:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: jesus mate
<2023-01-12T07:51:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: the estrogen roller coaster doesnt stop tonight
<2023-01-12T07:52:59.000Z> Dan_Hulson: it looks that way yes
<2023-01-12T07:53:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Srenka hates Meetra because we go back
<2023-01-12T07:55:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ocean feels bad and wants to apologize but she is scared and embarrassed
<2023-01-12T07:58:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's ok I have explained things to Meetra and Ocean doesn't need to say sorry to me
<2023-01-12T08:00:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah but it wouldn't be out of order to meetra or xuya
<2023-01-12T08:00:39.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have spoken to Xuya
<2023-01-12T08:01:07.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I always run cover for Ocean to this day I guess lol
<2023-01-12T08:04:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well thats good
<2023-01-12T08:05:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that you spoke to everyone
<2023-01-12T08:05:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: that is
<2023-01-12T08:05:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you are too nice 
<2023-01-12T08:12:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol well she banned me
<2023-01-12T08:23:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: wot 4 lol
<2023-01-12T08:23:23.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She is crazy at times
<2023-01-12T08:24:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I asked if she was going to apologize to you and meters and she said no then I said what about xuya and she was like no why would I do that I never said anything to her 
<2023-01-12T08:25:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: She said okay produce evidence and I said I can’t then she said she was going to screen shot that and I said oh come on? You don’t remember asking her if she had a sex tape with a guy she met online and she said no and you told her to shut up
<2023-01-12T08:26:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Then she said and you thought that was okay to say, retard, then said okay now you’re banned lol
<2023-01-12T08:26:31.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She did ask that though
<2023-01-12T08:27:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah she wants people to read her mind 
<2023-01-12T08:28:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh well 
<2023-01-12T08:31:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol I feel like she is goading me into a fight rn
<2023-01-12T08:34:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She does that but she banned you didn't she?
<2023-01-12T08:36:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah
<2023-01-12T08:39:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: But she is talking shit to me on here 
<2023-01-12T08:44:44.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: All I know is I am glad my girl doesn’t act like this in the slightest lol
<2023-01-12T08:48:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I can imagine that, mate
<2023-01-12T10:06:32.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Lol almost had a disaster on the home front cause of this drama. My missus just woke up for work and I was telling her what happened, as you do, and I got to a part where ocean had said some sideways shit to me, she was in the bathroom and I heard her sniffling a little bit and she said something about bitches. I was like, are you okay? What’s wrong and she said “you’re flirting with these girls” I was like oh shit. I explained it a little bit more like she is just trying to make dan jealous is all, and reassured her that I shut the shit down. Then I told her what else happened and it was fine lol. But I told her right before she left like, “hey if you set the boundary and say you don’t want me talking to any of these bitches any type of way then that’s fine, I can do that no problem.” And she was like “no it’s fine, I just misunderstood it a little bit, and that there were no issues. Lololol this is why I normally stay out of the drama as it’s retarded and has irl consequences sometimes. 
<2023-01-12T10:27:02.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You are lucky to have an understanding woman that's for sure. Don't let Ocean cause shit for you irl she is crazy at times and has been weird of late 
<2023-01-12T10:32:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah if I was going to angry about it I’d be angry that I tried to help her and she spit it back in my face for gay ass internet clout. But yeah you’re right. I had basically resigned myself to being forever alone and it was almost like god put her right into my life exactly when I needed it and she has been amazing ever since. She has helped me through so much shit and I wouldn’t jeopardize that for some dumb rich drama starting slag. 
<2023-01-13T00:07:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You feeling any better tonight mate? Sounds like you’ve been having a rough week or so.
<2023-01-13T00:11:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm fine mate I have fluid on my lungs and it's caused an infection again. It happens semil regularly but I have antibiotics and a higher dose of furosemide to help. 
<2023-01-13T00:12:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well make sure to get plenty of rest man. Fluid in your lungs is never good. Just take it easy okay. We need you around as long as possible.
<2023-01-13T20:17:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: is there a way to read threads that are locked down without having to follow someone?
<2023-01-13T21:42:39.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No they are a pain in the arse
<2023-01-13T22:14:24.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Ah okay. I thought logging out would work but it didn’t either lol. I was trying to read the argument Gabe had with some Russia shills cause he wanted me to see it. It’s alright though. thanks 
<2023-01-13T22:15:07.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes Gabe always screws up my Timeline as well
<2023-01-16T05:46:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oi what’s the name of that site you use to watch stuff?
<2023-01-16T05:48:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: freemovieswatch.tv
<2023-01-16T05:49:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: There you go mate. Hope you and the missus are well
<2023-01-16T05:51:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Thanks. And we are, still hoping you get better soon. 
<2023-01-16T05:52:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm glad you are both well and I will be fine mate
<2023-01-16T07:23:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I might watch Phoenix Nights in a min a brit comedy from the early 2000s do you want watch
<2023-01-16T07:29:15.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/1tqaQ7E5
<2023-01-16T11:40:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You know ocean never said sorry but she invited me back to the streams lol
<2023-01-16T12:57:51.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I have never known her to say sorry
<2023-01-16T12:58:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah she was all apologizing over nothing but then when she actually does something offensive its nothing lol
<2023-01-22T15:51:55.000Z> Dan_Hulson: How are you mate? you and the missus good I hope. Not seen you about much
<2023-01-22T17:09:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah we’re good. Just been keeping my distance from the drama and news all that for my own sanity lol. You feeling any better yourself?
<2023-01-22T17:12:03.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I'm ok mate I'm not quite over it but I'm ok. Last time I was like this it stuck with me 7 weeks I think. I just wanted to check you are ok with not seeing you
<2023-01-22T22:18:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Don’t worry about me. We are as fine as we can be here. You just try and rest up and get well.
<2023-01-23T18:22:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: https://nicecrew.digital/@syrenka/posts/ARYmy4K8BKXlJhBl0C
<2023-01-23T18:22:04.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: this
<2023-01-23T18:32:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Thanks mate she is fake as fuck lol
<2023-01-25T00:27:46.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: l keep dropping in and out 
<2023-01-25T00:27:56.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: not trying to be rude
<2023-01-25T00:28:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes it's all good the stream just fucked up
<2023-01-25T00:28:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: weird maybe the dev is messing with something on the backend
<2023-01-25T00:31:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol now its got all of us in the chat in your room except you aint there
<2023-01-25T10:27:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Hey dan. I’m sorry you’re having a bad day. Try to channel that positive energy and take some time for yourself. You are always worried about your friends and their issues and that is why so many people love you but that can also take it’s toll. I’m not sure why but I just felt like you needed to hear this. Love you man.
<2023-01-25T10:30:58.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I love you too mate but I shall be ok soon and I appreciate it. Thank you
<2023-01-25T10:32:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Of course man and you know you can always unload some of whatever burden is onto me whenever you need to.
<2023-01-25T10:33:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I know mate thank you. but I like to keep things all in or I will come apart at the seams and it will be one bad day from a noose lol
<2023-01-25T10:40:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I understand that. That’s how I and my whole family operates. Just keep everything bottled up until it explodes and there’s a huge embarrassing fight. But I also understand that the reason for that is because you try to be empathetic and truly understand all sides. It’s hard. But I will say that I have learned that talking about things does make things better. And if not here maybe with your dad or other close friend. Everyone is different and it’s good to get multiple perspectives. Don’t forget too, you can talk to god whenever you need to. If you’re anything like me that can be a hard thing to do. But in my adult conversations with god I feel like I was gifted insights and knowledge I wouldn’t have had otherwise even if I didn’t get the answers to my questions immediately. And I know something is troubling you because when I get heavy thoughts plaguing me I also go on night walks and stare at the stars when everyone is sleeping.
<2023-01-27T09:00:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I’ve got a movie suggestion for whenever. If you ever dry for a movie and your tolerance for niggers and a jew is high that day then you might like den of thieves 2018, by Christian Gudgast. It’s a heist movie with a bunch of dead zogbots and criminal scum. But I promise you the gunplay/shootouts are fun and it’s not got a bad twist either. It also hits the ground running and the last hour of the movie is the whole heist. But like I said, your tolerance has to be high because the main guy is one of those “tough guy” jews and there’s some nigger cops and 50 cent is in it. Also Gerard Butler is in it. Just something to remember on those days of “does anyone have any suggestions.”
<2023-01-27T09:00:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Good to hear you and your girl are getting along tho
<2023-01-27T09:09:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: We can watch it mate no trouble and Ocean isn't my girl lol we are just mates but we are getting on a bit better again now
<2023-01-27T09:13:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yea
<2023-01-27T09:14:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yea I know it’s been rough and it sucks but if you guys could friend zone each other and leave it at that that would help everyone lol still glad to hear things are better than last week for you guys.
<2023-01-28T01:30:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you guys still streaming?
<2023-01-28T16:06:53.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/K8bHOHdU
<2023-01-29T16:16:58.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/2cw-FJWB
<2023-01-29T21:27:54.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I don't mean to be mean but Hedghog is being a baby
<2023-01-29T21:28:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah a little bit
<2023-01-29T21:31:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: sounds like he fell in love with ocean 
<2023-01-29T21:40:39.000Z> Dan_Hulson: He is just being dramatic I think
<2023-01-29T21:41:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah it seems so. But powah did say he really doesn't have friends or family.
<2023-01-29T21:45:25.000Z> Dan_Hulson: He gets like this sometimes and I do talk to him but he is just being petty and black pilled
<2023-01-29T21:46:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah i thought a vacation might help him get his head straight. The guy might need an actual therapist
<2023-01-29T22:32:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: What a mard arse. He just acting all woe is me. I will end the stream in a min b4 he competly ruins my mood. I'm normally more tolerant but he rubbed me the wrong way to night
<2023-01-29T22:33:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I am sorry dan. It does seem that way
<2023-01-29T22:33:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but this could well be one of those times where "you cant help someone who wont help themself"
<2023-01-29T22:38:05.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol just say you got date or something
<2023-01-29T22:38:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: this is going nowhere
<2023-01-29T22:38:14.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and now powah is gettin upset
<2023-01-29T22:38:32.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I just told him abou Powah
<2023-01-29T22:40:20.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: dont let him get you down man
<2023-01-29T22:47:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I banned him and tagged him in a thread. I won't tolerate him upsetting Powah
<2023-01-29T22:49:43.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah its not cool to lash out at people who are trying to help. He could have just left if he wanted to be alone
<2023-01-30T16:16:00.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/wLtBWkkF
<2023-01-30T16:27:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/ePHwRluZ
<2023-01-30T17:01:36.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: meetra is follow
<2023-01-30T17:14:47.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes
<2023-01-30T17:15:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: We have been close for a while
<2023-01-30T17:16:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: but I couldn't say anything as she asked me not too but you guessed and I won't lie to you
<2023-01-30T17:42:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: All good mate 
<2023-01-30T17:43:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: had a little scare my missus texted me from work saying she was feeling sick and I thought I was gonna have to carry her to the doctors but we ended grabbing something to eat. we’ll see how she acts later on.
<2023-01-30T17:45:53.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Well keep me updated on how she is
<2023-01-30T17:46:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I told follow u sussed it out
<2023-01-30T17:46:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes will do, she said she was feeling dizzy and she lost almost lost her legs out from under her
<2023-01-30T17:47:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i think she just hadn't eaten and didnt drink enough fluids but either way will keep you in the know
<2023-01-30T17:47:37.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Fuck I hope all is good. Get her a good meal and a rest
<2023-01-30T17:48:09.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes
<2023-01-30T17:48:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she seems okay for now
<2023-01-30T18:11:50.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: why does meet think im mad at you???
<2023-01-30T18:19:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I think she thinks u r upset about her being follow. 
<2023-01-30T18:20:20.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I told her way I hope u weren't upset about me not telling u
<2023-01-30T18:20:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: but I told her all is good
<2023-01-30T18:20:45.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: okay that was weird lol maybe she thought i left because of that? 
<2023-01-30T18:21:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She is fine she is just trying to protect me. 
<2023-01-30T18:22:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: well let her know all is good with me i couldnt care less who she really is lol
<2023-01-30T18:22:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes I told her
<2023-01-30T20:19:20.000Z> Dan_Hulson: he said summat like this said some shit about women not needing contraception around me just a rape kits and said I deserve Ethots as I'm retarded and scummy like them. I would legit break his nose if he was infront of me now
<2023-01-30T20:20:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yeah fuck him
<2023-01-30T20:21:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i tried to warn powah the other night when we were talking about these guys
<2023-01-30T20:21:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: on fedi
<2023-01-30T20:21:08.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: they just hate women just to hate them
<2023-01-30T22:23:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: sorry again for that mess with meetra didnt know it would make waves like that
<2023-01-30T22:24:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It's ok mate she made it to obvious
<2023-01-30T22:25:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: and I wouldn't lie to you but I kept it quiet cuz I promisded
<2023-01-30T22:25:22.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i mean i had a feeling it was her for a while but when she asked about the fuck slavs comment and said she was from rands stream back in the day i was like okay its deffo her
<2023-01-30T22:25:28.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes i will 
<2023-01-30T22:25:54.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: but i do like that you and her been gettin close
<2023-01-30T22:28:35.000Z> Dan_Hulson: We have been close for months now 
<2023-01-30T22:33:42.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: That’s good man. And you’re taking another shot at a slab too. You’re maturing lol
<2023-01-30T22:33:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Slav*
<2023-01-30T22:33:56.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2023-01-30T22:34:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I wonder if that’s not why ocean left today
<2023-01-30T22:34:19.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes I think so
<2023-01-30T22:34:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You spoke to her since then?
<2023-01-30T22:34:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She got really upset that time I backed Meetra over her
<2023-01-30T22:34:46.000Z> Dan_Hulson: No
<2023-01-30T22:36:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah the other night when they had their fight she was really mad at her 
<2023-01-30T22:36:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: She thought you were inviting her in the stream to make her jealous and I tried to tell her that you don’t think like that
<2023-01-30T22:37:11.000Z> Dan_Hulson: It was true it was nothing like that and it effecting mein and Ocens friendship alot
<2023-01-30T22:37:27.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well you know why
<2023-01-30T22:37:39.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I was hoping she would get over you in time 
<2023-01-30T22:37:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: With*
<2023-01-30T22:38:24.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Ocean is fine she just likes flirting with men is all
<2023-01-30T22:39:16.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I think me and Ocan were always close cuz we are both English
<2023-01-30T22:39:40.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah but she wants to be closer 
<2023-01-30T22:40:01.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I mean she has flat out said it before not just to me either 
<2023-01-30T22:40:49.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I know and I like her a lot always have but it would be a mess
<2023-01-30T22:41:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yes. It. Would. Same thing as I was telling hedge, she is not the one to fall for.
<2023-01-30T22:42:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I’m sure she’ll find a good guy one day, and she deserves one but it’s not you or him.
<2023-01-30T22:44:58.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I want nothing but the best for her she is my blood 
<2023-01-30T22:45:18.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yes me too
<2023-01-31T15:36:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Will be starting a stream in about 30mins mate
<2023-01-31T16:00:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Awesome I didn’t miss it 
<2023-01-31T16:58:10.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/ignnpnYL
<2023-01-31T21:23:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh yeah btw. The missus was better today. We think she may have been dehydrated or had low blood sugar or something like that. 
<2023-02-01T06:50:07.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: got gabe to stop locking his posts lol
<2023-02-01T06:51:26.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Thank fuck for that it was messing with my tl. and I'm I'm glad the missus is feeling better too
<2023-02-01T15:50:58.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Going finish LOTR in about 20mins will send you a link if you fancy watching
<2023-02-01T16:16:19.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes of course
<2023-02-01T16:50:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/89RCVBc0
<2023-02-01T20:31:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol guess the ruse worked on some people
<2023-02-01T20:37:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes lol not many though
<2023-02-01T23:25:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I was just talking to my girl about some of the stuff during todays stream and I remembered the “I’m totally fine with racemixing” comment. Can’t help but feel sorry for poor 2. Imagine your in a room with a bunch of racist nazis and the only girl there the same as you says some shit like that. Woo lad. 
<2023-02-02T05:16:47.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Ha since everyone missed nugger I thought it would be fun to see if anyone noticed I left and look what I found. 
<2023-02-02T05:17:16.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Now I miss nugger more 😢 https://nicecrew.digital/media/b4088c121ecae382e302331fd52f78aff333e26cd971b1d60af504b41629beef.jpeg
<2023-02-03T04:19:51.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: holy shit powah is wasted already lol
<2023-02-03T05:09:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, Powah is plastered
<2023-02-03T15:29:44.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Going watch the Goonies in 30/40mins you wanna watch
<2023-02-03T16:49:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/SgiSmEm1
<2023-02-03T21:21:03.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Thanks it was fun
<2023-02-03T21:22:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: all good mate glad u joined
<2023-02-03T21:23:06.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Me too. You take care of yourself bro get some rest tonight 
<2023-02-04T06:05:21.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Can you tell me more about this element thing? Why is it asking me about a server host?
<2023-02-04T16:22:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Watching a film in 40mins u want watch with us
<2023-02-04T17:58:21.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/76LHkp1_
<2023-02-04T18:56:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I’ll pop in if you guys are still going 
<2023-02-04T19:02:25.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: oh shit you got both the girls in there
<2023-02-04T19:11:25.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, ocean doesn't know who mag is though
<2023-02-04T19:11:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: ah okay good to kno
<2023-02-05T04:22:11.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: You doing alright man? I know you said you were taking a break from it all which I think is fine and good but I know you care a lot about your fedi friends. You just taking a break from the drama or something?
<2023-02-05T04:41:08.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Being sick has left me feeling very weak mentally and physically and I'm just struggling kick off the rust a bit but I'm fine, brother
<2023-02-05T04:43:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well take it easy and take as long as you need to to recover man. I love you and want you around as long as we can possibly have you. 
<2023-02-05T04:43:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: And if you ever wanna talk about anything I am here for it 
<2023-02-05T05:19:09.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Thank you, Brother. I'm always here if u need me too and I appriate it
<2023-02-05T18:06:12.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You wanna watch a movie in 30/40mins
<2023-02-05T18:10:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I’m down. 
<2023-02-05T18:46:27.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/wDvb05hI
<2023-02-05T22:58:53.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: https://nicecrew.digital/@ChurnHinge@poa.st/posts/ASNqWfNk2pt25HCSUy
<2023-02-06T17:50:57.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Watching Indiana Jones 3 shortly if u would like to watch I will send u a link soon
<2023-02-06T17:51:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yes of course I’m always down 
<2023-02-06T18:11:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: hyperbeam.com/i/JprKiyQv
<2023-02-06T20:34:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I guess everyone has to have their run in with ocean 
<2023-02-06T21:07:24.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Yes, Fashe was messaging me 
<2023-02-06T21:07:37.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: i hope he is okay
<2023-02-06T21:07:49.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: everyone has to learn she is crazy eventually lol
<2023-02-06T22:05:13.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: you could tell she wasn't into the movie when the "almost" sex scene happened
<2023-02-06T22:05:29.000Z> Dan_Hulson: yes I said she wouldn't like it
<2023-02-06T22:06:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: just try not to get too beat up about it bro
<2023-02-06T22:06:23.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I won't I wasn't in the mood for her shit
<2023-02-06T22:06:33.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: based
<2023-02-06T22:06:34.000Z> Dan_Hulson: I knew she would leave
<2023-02-06T22:06:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: when I told her fuck off lol
<2023-02-06T22:07:10.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: lol 
<2023-02-06T22:07:30.000Z> Dan_Hulson: She was hoping I would ask her not to leave
<2023-02-06T22:07:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yup
<2023-02-06T22:07:47.000Z> Dan_Hulson: and make a fuss and she would still leave
<2023-02-06T22:07:57.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thats right
<2023-02-06T22:08:29.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: she was already wasted at the beginning of the stream prolly just wanted to go lie down
<2023-02-06T22:08:38.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: and flip her bean
<2023-02-06T22:08:43.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2023-02-06T22:08:45.000Z> Dan_Hulson: lol
<2023-02-07T22:12:35.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I see you didn’t stream today. Hope everything is going good man. Take carez
<2023-02-19T21:36:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Hey Dan haven’t heard from you in a while. Hope all is well.
<2023-02-20T06:09:33.000Z> Dan_Hulson: How are you Brother, hope all is good with you. I kept off Fedi for a week as had a bit of weirdness with Follow being hot and cold with me but then about 5days ago a bloke I used to know turned up and said his sister tried off herself and she wanted meet up for some reason. So I spent time with them and then 3 days back my Aunt died so it's been a bit hectic. but I'm kinda back now
<2023-02-20T06:18:12.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Oh shit man. Sorry to hear that. That’s very upsetting about your friends sister and your aunt. The one relief I have when people die now is that they are no longer suffering here on jewish earth with us. I’m glad my folks got to miss out on a lot of this stuff the last 5 or so years. Though, I do miss my grampa a lot. Sorry about that with follow, hopefully she comes back around in time. I’m a way you’re lucky you missed the last couple weeks cause it’s been non stop drama and fighting. Even if we did get together for some movies I’m willing to bet some of that drama would have bled in there too. I’ll keep you in my thoughts though. I’m trying to get over some nasty cold or whatever that’s been killing me for about 4 days now myself. Can barely eat anything it hurts so much to swallow. But other than that it’s all good here. Good to have you back man.
<2023-02-20T06:21:28.000Z> Dan_Hulson: You get well, mate, theres a lot of colds and flu going about at the moment
<2023-02-20T06:27:23.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yea, its so weird too I never get sick like this that often and I feel like I have gotten hit with something at least 3 or 4 times in as many months. Never had such a sore throat like this before. Apparently, my old lady brought it back from her dad.
<2023-02-20T06:32:52.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Make sure you are taking Vitamins and maybe some Omega 3 and Kelp tablets are good too. They are all cheap you could probably get a hundred of each all together for less than $20
<2023-02-20T06:34:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: will do, thanks for the advice, I usually just try to tough it out but I relented and let my missus get me some chloraseptic throat lozenges after 3 days of feeling needles in my throat.
<2023-03-01T06:49:48.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Are you any better as I haven't seen you about much
<2023-03-01T17:29:15.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Yeah I’m better now. Not really sure what was going on with that. Never had such a bad sore throat before. 
<2023-03-06T06:24:26.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Man I’m stressing the fuck out 
<2023-03-06T08:39:45.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Whats up mate?
<2023-03-06T08:40:00.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I got a jury summons
<2023-03-06T08:41:31.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I have been thinking about it all weekend and i think I am just going to call the jury coordinator and tell them the truth and if it isn't acceptable then I just won't show up
<2023-03-06T08:41:59.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Call them and tell them you have anxiety since covid and you don't like going out
<2023-03-06T08:42:31.000Z> Dan_Hulson: tell them summat like that
<2023-03-06T08:42:34.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: thats basically the only thing I can do
<2023-03-06T08:45:02.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: When I talked to my mother about it she was talking about saying I was going out of town to take care of a relative and all this elaborate shit and I just don't want to completely lie like that. I am disappointed that I let my anger get the best of me again mostly. I went outside and  sat in the car and raged about my fiance and blamed her for this because a lot of the blame for us being here in this state still falls on her. I don't want to think this way but it's just what my mind comes back to. It would have been so much easier to just say, well I don't live there anymore, so I can't do it.
<2023-03-06T08:46:59.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: I think if anything if I can tell the coordinator that I don't have reliable transportation that will help too.
<2023-03-06T08:48:23.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Just tell them that you have anxiety and don't like leaving the house which is the truth. Listen you gotta try and bury this about blaming your missus or it will eat you up and destroy your  relantionship 
<2023-03-06T08:48:48.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: yes I know that you are right
<2023-03-06T08:49:17.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: if anything and I don't go it's not likely I will have to go to jail for 2  years and just pay the fine but idk
<2023-03-17T07:18:17.000Z> Dan_Hulson: How did you go on about Jury duty?
<2023-03-20T02:17:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well I came up with the plan but we will see how it works out 
<2023-03-31T13:18:05.000Z> Dan_Hulson: Have you sorted that court shit yet? Also I hope u and the missus are well
<2023-04-02T08:19:52.000Z> Lover@nicecrew.digital: Well I haven't had any issues with that so far but we will see. We're doing alright all things considered. Hows it going with you and your people?