<2022-12-27T11:52:48.000Z> 13b: allo
<2022-12-27T11:52:55.000Z> 13b: question
<2022-12-27T11:53:00.000Z> 13b: bc when I ask God, I hear nothing 
<2022-12-27T11:53:05.000Z> 13b: wtf do i do
<2022-12-27T11:53:28.000Z> 13b: I spent Christmas day alone having not eaten for two days while my sister was celebrated for being a whore by my family 
<2022-12-27T11:53:40.000Z> 13b: i don't have any recourse or escape or out or anything, i didn't salvage anything from childhood
<2022-12-27T11:54:04.000Z> 13b: The inheritance I was holding out for from God in aim of not killing myself did not come on the 25th 
<2022-12-27T11:54:12.000Z> 13b: and if i ask for help from anyone from here
<2022-12-27T11:54:18.000Z> 13b: it's apathetic garbage
<2022-12-27T11:54:42.000Z> 13b: If i try to interact with someone to take my mind of it, autistic man in his mid 20s is literally god bc he has <200 followers
<2022-12-27T11:54:45.000Z> 13b: what is the out
<2022-12-27T11:54:54.000Z> 13b: what action do i actually take
<2022-12-27T11:56:04.000Z> 13b: so surely if there's any seriousness to the Christianity on here it is possible to reach out and have something happen
<2022-12-27T11:56:14.000Z> 13b: not maybe from other users, but God sees your plight and intervenes 
<2022-12-27T11:56:17.000Z> 13b: what the fuck do i do
<2022-12-28T01:23:32.000Z> Crux_Invictus: This might not be what you want to hear and it wasn't satisfying when I heard it first. You pray, read your Bible and find a church to attend regularly. I found Habakkuk comforting when I was struggling to understand why God was taking so long. I also found things more bearable after I started attending church regularly. It's good to find kindred spirits to talk to here on fedi but sometimes we need pastoral care which we can only get from trained Pastors.
<2022-12-28T01:24:25.000Z> Crux_Invictus: SuperLutheran is the only qualified Pastor I know of on fedi. But if you can find a good church and a Pastor to talk to face to face that will always be better.
<2022-12-28T01:30:28.000Z> Crux_Invictus: Random fedi people like me mean well but we often don't have the answers or at least satisfying answers. I will keep you in my prayers Brother, may the Lord make Himself known in your life.