<2022-08-11T00:43:04.000Z> Contrivancy: Not trying to denigrate if you are poor as fuck ive been there
<2022-08-11T00:43:29.000Z> Contrivancy: You have a paying job correct?
<2022-08-11T00:43:38.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: It's fine man. Ive been poor my whole life so no biggie
<2022-08-11T00:43:53.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Can't right now, back problems
<2022-08-11T00:44:04.000Z> Contrivancy: No im serious what do you make, i stayed poor too long
<2022-08-11T00:44:43.000Z> Contrivancy: I worked random retail jobs and then was a manager making less as if the status would keep me
<2022-08-11T00:45:05.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: I cant work because of my back problem. More than 2 hours on my feet and im fucked for the whole day
<2022-08-11T00:45:23.000Z> Contrivancy: Ahh ok physical.  Are you overweight?
<2022-08-11T00:45:34.000Z> Contrivancy: Or is it c9ngenital
<2022-08-11T00:45:43.000Z> Contrivancy: Congenital
<2022-08-11T00:45:57.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: No, underweight. It's because of sever muscle atrophy i got almost a decade ago
<2022-08-11T00:46:24.000Z> Contrivancy: Hmm, ok have you seen a doctor on it?
<2022-08-11T00:46:49.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Yeah. Doctors in my area are dog shit
<2022-08-11T00:47:54.000Z> Contrivancy: No, go to a doctor and get diagnosed with a white doctor unless you are in a diverse area go to an indian one.
<2022-08-11T00:48:07.000Z> Contrivancy: Dot indian
<2022-08-11T00:49:13.000Z> Contrivancy: So i got diagnosed with hypertension at 31 and got it fixed, it isnt back shit but it would have killed me by now
<2022-08-11T00:49:19.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: I did, they're sog shit
<2022-08-11T00:49:57.000Z> Contrivancy: I also lost my anxiety i was getting from just leaving it and lost 50 pounds because i could work out again.
<2022-08-11T00:50:09.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Thanks for the tips anyway man. Sorry to hear
<2022-08-11T00:50:56.000Z> Contrivancy: Just hear me, go see one, white prefereably even if u have to travel, it might save you, saying they are all dog shit isnt true
<2022-08-11T00:51:33.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Can't travel man, dont own a car. Thanks anyways.
<2022-08-11T00:52:01.000Z> Contrivancy: Where you at ill buy you an uber
<2022-08-11T00:52:21.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Its fine man, i appreciate it
<2022-08-11T00:53:10.000Z> Contrivancy: This is a man of your race trying to help you when he was lost once too.  Dont fucking turn it down
<2022-08-11T00:53:56.000Z> Contrivancy: I was where you sit right now 10 years ago, don't slap away honest help
<2022-08-11T00:54:06.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Listen i appreciate it man, but im not about to doxx myself so i can go to the doctors. Thank you anyways
<2022-08-11T00:56:15.000Z> Contrivancy: Okay then RIP the blog when you RIP too.  I am trying to help not dox you, i can just buy you an uber to get to the fucking doctor i will at least pray for you.  Ive been in tough spots and people helped me im just wanting to pay it forward to my guys in need.
<2022-08-11T00:56:29.000Z> Contrivancy: An uber is nothing for me
<2022-08-11T00:56:59.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Ok
<2022-08-11T00:57:15.000Z> Contrivancy: Good luck let me know when and if you want to take me up on it
<2022-08-11T00:57:49.000Z> Contrivancy: The offer stays open for you and i WILL pray for you.
<2022-08-11T00:58:01.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Thanks man
<2022-08-11T00:58:10.000Z> Contrivancy: For sure be well
<2022-08-11T01:07:51.000Z> Contrivancy: Also an idea Mark collett answers all emails from young white guys for advice.  I suggest emailing him he posts his links on his channel on odyssey
<2022-08-11T01:08:16.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: I'll look into it. Thank you
<2022-08-11T01:08:32.000Z> Contrivancy: He edits resumes and everything truly a good guy
<2022-08-11T01:09:50.000Z> Contrivancy: I'm just trying to tell you you have a support group even if you dont know it yet.
<2022-08-11T01:10:15.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: Thanks man
<2022-08-11T01:10:33.000Z> Contrivancy: For sure once again be well
<2022-08-11T01:10:44.000Z> Matthew_j_Foley: You too
<2022-08-11T01:10:59.000Z> Contrivancy: Will do thank you