<2022-07-12T04:14:25.000Z> BowsacNoodle: You deleted Poast?
<2022-07-12T04:15:28.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Digger said you moved
<2022-07-12T04:16:19.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: It's an antifa hive now
<2022-07-12T04:16:29.000Z> BowsacNoodle: :(
<2022-07-12T04:16:31.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I might delete this too and just bail on fedi
<2022-07-12T04:16:43.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Keep in touch if you go
<2022-07-12T04:16:44.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: this seems like a bad place with a load of bad people all trying to do bad things
<2022-07-12T04:17:14.000Z> BowsacNoodle: I have mixed feelings on that
<2022-07-12T04:17:41.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Lots of people being funny and some fedposting that makes me curious
<2022-07-12T04:17:50.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I just wanted people to talk to and now people are getting doxxed, the "beefyboys" are spreading the dox "to save fedi", graf does fuck-all about it, some guy I was cool with is a fucking pedo
<2022-07-12T04:23:45.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Wait what
<2022-07-12T04:24:01.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Beefyboys are lowlifes?
<2022-07-12T04:24:08.000Z> BowsacNoodle: And who is the pedo?
<2022-07-12T04:24:21.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Why is the internet so fucking gay?
<2022-07-12T04:25:57.000Z> BowsacNoodle: I'm kind of in the same boat as far as just wanting people to talk to. It sucks because Poast has a lot of cool dudes but the whole culture or bullying people who aren't "wignats" can be very gay
<2022-07-12T04:28:40.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: beefyboys post people's doxes constantly.  Mostly borzoi.  Then I said I was deleting my account on poast so Taylor over there reposted me and said "oh it's suspicious that he's deleting his account after a pedo got exposed" and I'm like please just leave me the fuck alonea user named g117ch got doxed and apparently he has a statutory rape charge.  People are saying he filmed himself with a 13 yr old, but who the hell knows
<2022-07-12T04:29:04.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'm just kinda tired.  I'm tired of anime porn, I'm tired of hellthreads, and fedposts and politics
<2022-07-12T04:29:32.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Politics is pro wrestling for "intellectuals"
<2022-07-12T04:29:36.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: But mostly I'm just tired of the anxiety of the threat of doxing
<2022-07-12T04:29:52.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Ain't no threat of doxxing if you larp
<2022-07-12T04:30:00.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I don't use this name for anything other than fedi, I don't have a linked in, or any social media
<2022-07-12T04:30:07.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Good
<2022-07-12T04:30:13.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: If I'm being real, there's probably no risk
<2022-07-12T04:30:20.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: But we're surrounded by vipers
<2022-07-12T04:30:38.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: it's just hostile territory and it's shocking how little graf does to mitigate that
<2022-07-12T04:30:56.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Always have been
<2022-07-12T04:31:17.000Z> BowsacNoodle: What's he gonna do? Defederate doesn't fix it
<2022-07-12T04:31:39.000Z> BowsacNoodle: He at least encrypts IP address and such
<2022-07-12T04:31:48.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Oh, you got 10,000 users?? You think that may be related to the huffington post piece on you?  Or the fact you were doxed?  Or the fact that metokur broadcasted you? Or that there was an antifa fatwa declared for the month of june where they were looking to collect poast scalps specifically??
<2022-07-12T04:32:22.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Everything I post I would defend at shed "friends" like the dead skin they are.
<2022-07-12T04:32:31.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: At least on nicecrew matt screens users.  He said he rejects 90% of applications, and I believe it based on how quiet it is here
<2022-07-12T04:32:30.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Defend and*
<2022-07-12T04:32:42.000Z> BowsacNoodle: That's pretty cool
<2022-07-12T04:33:04.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: who knows how much it can help but it's something.  And graf does nothing
<2022-07-12T04:33:05.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Do you trust him though? Not trying to see doubt just wondering if he's safe.
<2022-07-12T04:33:12.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: No idea
<2022-07-12T04:33:19.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: how can you trust anyone in this stupid fucking thing
<2022-07-12T04:33:28.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Every message you send can be read by your admin
<2022-07-12T04:33:31.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: that's half the fun of being redpilled
<2022-07-12T04:33:38.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Das rite
<2022-07-12T04:33:44.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: you get to never trust anyone with your honest opinions fully ever again
<2022-07-12T04:33:50.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: and the pros?
<2022-07-12T04:33:52.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Oh nothing
<2022-07-12T04:34:20.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Blackmin in trench coat said I get to see how deep the rabbit hole goes.
<2022-07-12T04:34:49.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: it's not very deep, but unfortunately it's packed to the gills with monsters
<2022-07-12T04:35:13.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: and you'll beg for the privilege to eat the bugs and watch the marvel movie
<2022-07-12T04:35:31.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Wish the doxxing threat wasn't such a sword of damocles
<2022-07-12T04:35:54.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: and as long as it is, people don't understand
<2022-07-12T04:36:01.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: we already live under total antifa victory
<2022-07-12T04:36:11.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: it's not a threat, they already won
<2022-07-12T04:36:20.000Z> BowsacNoodle: No blackpill. Satan loses in the end.
<2022-07-12T04:36:27.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: it's just a matter of whether they turn their gaze on you and how much they succeed
<2022-07-12T04:37:20.000Z> BowsacNoodle: It's interesting to see the attitudes of people who have been targeted. It's like getting tempered
<2022-07-12T04:37:58.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: as well it should
<2022-07-12T04:38:07.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: we live under enemy occupation.
<2022-07-12T04:38:14.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Some cower and fall away and others say "fuck you I'll burn every last inch of ground I stand on it if it also hurts my enemies"
<2022-07-12T04:38:28.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: we're """dissidents""" but then we find a place like poast and forget that
<2022-07-12T04:39:08.000Z> BowsacNoodle: It's like walking in to a bar where you're the most normal person there.
<2022-07-12T04:40:08.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I didn't share it on poast but I'm 100% blackpilled on earthly politics
<2022-07-12T04:40:30.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: God has won against satan but whites have lost the earthly battle and I don't think we're coming back from it
<2022-07-12T04:41:04.000Z> BowsacNoodle: What does victory mean to you, or to anyone else?
<2022-07-12T04:41:08.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I don't like to bring doom and gloom to others but the best we've mustered in almost 100 years is some protests with like 20-30 people in attendance and some podcasts
<2022-07-12T04:41:47.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Victory means getting to live in peace and security and I think tptb will torch this country to ash before they allow us to have that
<2022-07-12T04:43:40.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Their golem will destroy them
<2022-07-12T04:44:11.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Me objective: survive 
<2022-07-12T04:44:32.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Once we're dead, the golem will 100% turn on them.  Or some disease they need white brilliance to cure
<2022-07-12T04:44:35.000Z> BowsacNoodle: That's my take at least
<2022-07-12T04:45:11.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: This world is lost, top to bottom, and it's a fools errand to waste what little gifts God has given us giving a shit about politics
<2022-07-12T04:45:32.000Z> BowsacNoodle: ❤️
<2022-07-12T04:45:39.000Z> BowsacNoodle: I agree
<2022-07-12T04:46:43.000Z> BowsacNoodle: But I don't think they will survive in power and current form long enough to wipe us out
<2022-07-12T04:47:22.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Who knows.  Maybe they'll nuke us all before they lose their grip on power
<2022-07-12T04:47:29.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Maybe
<2022-07-12T04:47:33.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Wormwood
<2022-07-12T04:47:47.000Z> BowsacNoodle: 1/3 of the water turns bitter
<2022-07-12T04:48:29.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Would you please pray for my daughter?
<2022-07-12T04:48:33.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Look man, I died when my wife did.  I'm prohibited from ending it myself so I'm going to try to honor God as best I can for as long as He needs me to and then exit at His earliest convenience.  This world and it's stupid politics have nothing to offer me. 
<2022-07-12T04:48:44.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: ....Yes, this is within my ability
<2022-07-12T04:49:01.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Thank you. And I'm sorry for the pain you go through
<2022-07-12T04:49:33.000Z> BowsacNoodle: She's very sick.
<2022-07-12T04:49:42.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'm sorry to be a downer, but I legit count myself among the dead.  I'm just doing what I have to until God ends my mission
<2022-07-12T04:49:47.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: How old is she
<2022-07-12T04:49:59.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Very young
<2022-07-12T04:50:08.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Oof, I'm very sorry bro
<2022-07-12T04:50:11.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'll pray for her
<2022-07-12T04:50:21.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Thank you man
<2022-07-12T04:50:37.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I don't know how much fun it'll be, but you can reach out to me here in DM
<2022-07-12T04:50:44.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I wouldn't expect to see me on the TL
<2022-07-12T04:51:03.000Z> BowsacNoodle: You keeping things on local TL only?
<2022-07-12T04:51:30.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: No, I'm keeping things DM only.  I'll just lurk the TL
<2022-07-12T04:51:33.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I miss being a ghost
<2022-07-12T04:52:03.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I've made the "frens" that I've made and they know where to find me.  There's no benefit in continuing to put myself out there
<2022-07-12T04:52:05.000Z> BowsacNoodle: You got some heat on you for shitting on bret Stevens
<2022-07-12T04:52:18.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: lol did I?
<2022-07-12T04:52:27.000Z> BowsacNoodle: I think so
<2022-07-12T04:52:39.000Z> BowsacNoodle: You were all over my TL for like a week
<2022-07-12T04:52:56.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I didn't even realize I had heat, I just deactivated because I saw the antifa website
<2022-07-12T04:53:16.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Interesting that Amerika only has one call-out from the splc or whomever and it was like 10 yrs ago
<2022-07-12T04:53:31.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Well I would call it that
<2022-07-12T04:53:49.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: he supports o9a which is a confirmed Fed op
<2022-07-12T04:54:19.000Z> BowsacNoodle: When I made that meme around Easter I got a lot of follows that were questionable
<2022-07-12T04:55:02.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Fedi is just a trap
<2022-07-12T04:55:25.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: You have to weigh personally the pros and cons of spamming anime versus losing your home over a meme
<2022-07-12T04:56:29.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Haha
<2022-07-12T04:58:10.000Z> BowsacNoodle: It's a trap if you treat it as safe
<2022-07-12T04:58:37.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: If there's a bear trap in your yard and you have it labeled and disabled, it's still a trap
<2022-07-12T04:58:51.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: Maybe it loses its strength, but it's a trap
<2022-07-12T04:58:53.000Z> BowsacNoodle: Dude podcasts are worse
<2022-07-12T04:59:13.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: ?
<2022-07-12T05:00:18.000Z> BowsacNoodle: They could go after server logs for libsyn and find out IPs of downloaders and just hand that to their stooges to x-reference for reverse "fact finding"
<2022-07-12T05:00:56.000Z> BowsacNoodle: At some point you just have to say I don't care.
<2022-07-12T05:01:05.000Z> BowsacNoodle: The truth is worth more than a comfy lie.
<2022-07-12T05:01:38.000Z> BowsacNoodle: And maybe I'm too grug and the tech doesn't allow that but I reckon it does
<2022-07-12T05:01:52.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'm aware of the truth and will never be unaware.  Now I just have nothing to gain and everything (I have left) to lose
<2022-07-12T05:08:18.000Z> BowsacNoodle: I think your strat of becoming more of an observer is wise then
<2022-07-12T05:10:05.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I don't have the temperament for this tbh
<2022-07-12T05:10:34.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'm an extremely anxious person and my mental state is shattered since I lost my wife
<2022-07-12T05:10:41.000Z> FroscheFries@nicecrew.digital: I'm just kinda done