<2022-01-31T16:37:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw this faggot bugman ruins all the good will I was working on in regards to representing glorious Iran
<2022-01-31T16:37:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4bed17557f3a9794a933f14ca544ec697d76389c5a195be8d08813f7d9a0ed2c.png
<2022-01-31T16:40:21.000Z> AR-15: Yeah :/ sorry man. I know how you feel and I will not hold it against your people 
<2022-01-31T16:41:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thank you friend
<2022-01-31T16:41:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize for his anti-White attitudes 
<2022-01-31T16:47:19.000Z> AR-15: No need to apologize but I appreciate it. The global rootless Jew Jr. bugman is a universal phenomenon and not one unique to the middle east.
<2022-01-31T23:24:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: How much should I charge for my prehistoric life masterclass?
<2022-01-31T23:25:58.000Z> AR-15: Lmao I'd unironically pay $20 for a PowerPoint and an hour lecture on it 
<2022-01-31T23:27:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Johnny are you telling me jewish evolution is just them losing and being forced to be raped by various animals, thus explaining kosher dietary law?”
<2022-01-31T23:27:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Yes.”
<2022-01-31T23:27:18.000Z> AR-15: 100% real 
<2022-01-31T23:28:09.000Z> AR-15: Add in Annunaki shit too which explains why they sabotaged NASA (don't want goyim to gain access to Nbiru tech)
<2022-01-31T23:28:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why Jews can’t go into pig farms. Pigs are genetically and spiritually conditioned to hunt down and devour the flesh of the bastard swine-yehud
<2022-01-31T23:28:29.000Z> AR-15: Yes. 
<2022-01-31T23:29:09.000Z> AR-15: Kosher practices are all about cruelty to animals for this reason also. 
<2022-01-31T23:29:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They were gonna reveal this truth in the original version of Babe: Pig in the Big City 
<2022-01-31T23:29:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Where babe leads an army of animals to go on a pogrom/Jew eating spree
<2022-01-31T23:31:20.000Z> AR-15: Yes. Farmer Hogget finding that his insurance company would not pay his hospital bills spurs Babe and Ma and co to go eat the insurers (jews) in retaliation 
<2022-01-31T23:31:35.000Z> AR-15: Holy shit this is good 
<2022-01-31T23:32:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Before I send the next bit of info
<2022-01-31T23:32:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s your tolerance to gore (drawn/painted)?
<2022-01-31T23:58:37.000Z> AR-15: Oh sorry I never got a notification for this message. I unfortunately have a weak stomach :/ 
<2022-02-01T00:11:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries, there’s a pulp horror book called the farm and the cover was a sharp toothed pig eating a guy bloodily while pigs eat corpse piles on the background 
<2022-02-01T00:12:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna show it but I didn’t want to gross you out. Anyway what’s up with that kaoscrtcal boomer guy?
<2022-02-01T00:12:35.000Z> AR-15: Fug. That would give me nightmares but I get the idea 
<2022-02-01T00:13:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I lied, it’s actually the sequel which is like babe pig in the big city, but with killer animals
<2022-02-01T00:14:21.000Z> AR-15: Ah. And oh that guy? Nigga Duck posted "I HATE libertarians" and he came out of the woodwork to say "hating is bad akshaully and libertarians are good because we don't do violence, which is the only bad thing"
<2022-02-01T00:15:04.000Z> AR-15: Oh I deleted a reply and the thread broke. Oops 
<2022-02-01T00:16:29.000Z> AR-15: poa.st/@kaosktrl/posts/AG0u2Yvrz2Vilb0Y6K
<2022-02-01T00:16:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only good libertarians are the schizo sovereign citizen types who go one man war against cops
<2022-02-01T00:16:43.000Z> AR-15: Very true 
<2022-02-01T00:48:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That Tyler guy is really something else
<2022-02-01T00:48:31.000Z> AR-15: Yeah lmao
<2022-02-01T00:49:51.000Z> AR-15: He used to post funny things but now he's obessed with arguing with le TRS wibnats xD. I'm convinced he's an alt for crisprtek or ponypanda since they used to do that 
<2022-02-01T00:53:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think he’s pony panda since PP is a chink 
<2022-02-01T00:54:07.000Z> AR-15: Now that I think about it, someone said PP is in jail again so nvm it's probably not him 
<2022-02-01T00:57:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Real shit?
<2022-02-01T00:59:03.000Z> AR-15: Hannah said so and she seems to know these things. He mentioned he'd been there at least once before has had kind of a rough background so I think probably real. 
<2022-02-01T00:59:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did Hannah say what he got arrested for?
<2022-02-01T01:01:04.000Z> AR-15: I was browsing half asleep so I didn't think to ask lol, sorry
<2022-02-01T01:05:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s fine. If he ends up getting a Lee Einfeld emptied into his head like my prophetic post I’ll have a drink in his honor
<2022-02-01T01:12:38.000Z> AR-15: Same. He's a real one. I miss him 
<2022-02-01T01:13:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He could be really annoying but I liked him too
<2022-02-01T01:17:32.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. I'll never forget when he linked a scientific journal article that proved squirt is just pee. He had his autism moments but I do too. 
<2022-02-01T01:17:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I knew about that a while ago
<2022-02-01T01:22:34.000Z> AR-15: I did too but he found an entire scientific study on it
<2022-02-01T01:22:45.000Z> AR-15: Oh you mean the study
<2022-02-01T01:22:58.000Z> AR-15: Sorry friend I'm braibdead tired today 
<2022-02-01T01:25:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries I’m braindead daily
<2022-02-01T01:32:10.000Z> AR-15: Man I wish I still had the attention span to actually talk to people on here instead of just snapping at them. Props to you for doing that.
<2022-02-01T01:33:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s mainly because I like jackuu and I felt bad that I put him in an awkward place the first time 
<2022-02-01T01:34:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Believe it or not I don’t like being mean to people
<2022-02-01T01:38:26.000Z> AR-15: I hear you. You're a much better man than I 
<2022-02-01T01:39:16.000Z> AR-15: I act like a retard, feel bad about it, and then do it again the next day. Too bitter and jaded to stop though 
<2022-02-01T01:40:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Zionist Devil Machine collaborators aren’t people though
<2022-02-01T01:41:18.000Z> AR-15: So true. I just have a hard time telling who is and isn't online. Very good at telling irl.
<2022-02-02T01:27:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you see that crunklord guy?
<2022-02-02T01:31:42.000Z> AR-15: No lmao, what did he say?
<2022-02-02T01:32:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@crunklord420@kiwifarms.cc/posts/AG2afKkCmNFyEk7GDo
<2022-02-02T01:42:34.000Z> AR-15: Holy shit 
<2022-02-02T01:43:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I straight up wish I could give these retards Iranian handshakes and Bangladeshi bridal showers
<2022-02-02T01:44:33.000Z> AR-15: Me too man
<2022-02-02T01:47:13.000Z> AR-15: I know I'm wasting time arguing with this gab Pepe guy but at least he's just a low IQ spic so arguing wirh him is funny. That crunklord thread made my blood boil. 
<2022-02-02T01:48:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If only all the Zionists had one thrust so I could bite it out
<2022-02-02T01:48:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One throat*
<2022-02-02T01:49:34.000Z> AR-15: Amen. 
<2022-02-02T01:58:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@crunklord420@kiwifarms.cc/posts/AG3Fc7SxmplGJ7da8e
<2022-02-02T01:58:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pure psychopath mindset
<2022-02-02T15:46:38.000Z> AR-15: Good morning friend, I hope you have a wonderful and blessed day today 
<2022-02-02T15:49:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks friend, I hope your day is great too
<2022-02-02T15:51:27.000Z> AR-15: Thank you! 
<2022-02-04T18:00:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wonder if I can get that crunklord guy to block me
<2022-02-04T19:17:26.000Z> AR-15: Lmao I hope so
<2022-02-07T18:39:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So Uh, what’s going on with that hellthread, I can’t read half the posts 
<2022-02-07T18:39:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The one about the 😭 emoji 
<2022-02-07T18:41:00.000Z> AR-15: Bot from kiwifarms showed up to call graf a pedophile for sharing my meme making fun of wild uoh jap twitter and she is still going. She's defederated because she does this like 3 times a week.
<2022-02-07T18:41:28.000Z> AR-15: If you go to "show external source" on any of sapphire's replies you can see her kvetching 
<2022-02-07T18:43:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is she the one who keeps sperging out about everyone being a pedo on unrelated threads
<2022-02-07T18:43:47.000Z> AR-15: Yup 
<2022-02-07T18:43:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like how I plug tokusatsu stuff except less endearing and more annoying?
<2022-02-07T18:44:01.000Z> AR-15: Exactly lmao
<2022-02-07T18:45:30.000Z> AR-15: You post your stuff because you want to share comfy fun with friends. She has made a brand out of calling people pedos unless they suck up to her because she is an eggless old hag and she can't handle that. 
<2022-02-10T17:09:44.000Z> AR-15: I'm so sorry LMAO
<2022-02-10T17:10:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s fine 😂
<2022-02-10T17:10:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not one to talk about criticizing batshit posts
<2022-02-10T17:11:38.000Z> AR-15: Lmfao I love you man no homo 
<2022-02-10T17:11:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Likewise friend
<2022-02-10T17:12:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey did I send you my story rough draft?
<2022-02-10T17:12:56.000Z> AR-15: Nope! I'd love to read it though 
<2022-02-10T17:13:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/67cabda9305d3a211eae26434a4027444b208472e6141d6004d9f80b7d241b19.docx
<2022-02-10T17:16:16.000Z> AR-15: Sweet! I'll read through it when I'm home from work. 
<2022-02-10T17:16:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks, I’m in the slow process of editing so any feedback is appreciated 
<2022-02-10T17:17:16.000Z> AR-15: I'll pass along suggestions 
<2022-02-10T17:34:11.000Z> AR-15: Man I was all excited to write for the Godcast contest but I've only barely started lmao. 
<2022-02-10T18:16:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mine doesn’t fit the tone and I’d rather take my time so my mutuals enjoy it rather than rush it out
<2022-02-10T18:18:50.000Z> AR-15: That's fair 
<2022-02-10T18:20:37.000Z> AR-15: I do mostly space opera anyway and it would fit perfectly but I got engaged last month so I've been busy with wedding planning, getting married this summer so yeah, not as much time to write as I was hoping 
<2022-02-10T18:20:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Congrats man!
<2022-02-10T18:21:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do 80s style paperback exploitation pulp with gory OVA and tokusatsu monster elements 
<2022-02-10T18:21:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Think Yoshiaki Kawajiri meets Abel Ferrara 
<2022-02-10T18:21:47.000Z> AR-15: Thank you!
<2022-02-10T18:22:18.000Z> AR-15: And yeah that makes sense, sounds kino but not exactly what Myles wants 
<2022-02-10T18:28:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Sorry Johnny, your stuff is uh…interesting but we want more space exploration less niggers and spics being mulched by monsters.”
<2022-02-10T19:18:40.000Z> AR-15: Lmfao
<2022-02-14T21:05:57.000Z> AR-15: Uhhhh without doxxing yourself are you anywhere near the Midwest y/n 
<2022-02-14T21:06:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No
<2022-02-14T21:06:50.000Z> AR-15: Fug 
<2022-02-14T21:07:09.000Z> AR-15: Sorry man
<2022-02-14T21:07:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s fine. Thanks for reaching out
<2022-02-14T21:08:52.000Z> AR-15: No problem. I just wish I could do more for you. 
<2022-02-14T21:09:24.000Z> AR-15: You're a friend and I have a lot of respect for you, and you deserve more.
<2022-02-14T21:09:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish I could do more for my mutuals. My only useful skill is boosting morale and I’m not even good at that. 
<2022-02-14T21:10:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for viewing me as a human my friend 
<2022-02-14T21:11:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry if my tokusatsu and paleontology posting gets annoying.
<2022-02-14T21:19:09.000Z> AR-15: Nah man, I look forward to seeing your content every day. I'm sorry if my hellthreads piss you off lol.
<2022-02-14T21:20:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s fine, I hope I’m useful in backing you up
<2022-02-14T21:20:47.000Z> AR-15: You are and it means a lot when you do 
<2022-02-14T21:29:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I try to back up my White brothers
<2022-02-14T21:30:05.000Z> AR-15: Same! 
<2022-02-14T21:31:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When I was the weird Iranian kid being terrorized by jews (Euro descended) Whites backed me up. 
<2022-02-14T21:32:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s what my redpill was. Not Hitler or Codreanu. That basic kindness shown to a retarded Iranian
<2022-02-14T21:32:43.000Z> AR-15: Aw. 
<2022-02-14T21:37:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s times when my relatives say anti-White or pro jew shit and I want to yell, “Those Whites you spit on had my back. They treated your retarded hominid of a son like a normal human being with dignity. Why do you support a race that wants us dead for being Iranian?”
<2022-02-14T21:43:37.000Z> AR-15: Fug :/ that's a shame. 
<2022-02-14T21:45:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It is. It truly is. 
<2022-02-14T21:47:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve tried to convince them, but I’m not smart enough
<2022-02-14T21:47:48.000Z> AR-15: They just have to see it for themselves unfortunately. 
<2022-02-14T21:48:03.000Z> AR-15: The good news is that a little kindness goes a long way 
<2022-02-14T21:49:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: can I tell you something? It may make you upset.
<2022-02-14T21:50:12.000Z> AR-15: Sure! Go ahead friend 
<2022-02-14T21:50:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to be anti-White and anti-Christian because I was brainwashed and lashing out at jews who hid behind Whites
<2022-02-14T21:51:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s something I feel shame over. Because Whites viewed me as a human being, an equal. Not a retarded subhuman 
<2022-02-14T21:53:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It may sound silly but I’m sorry I didn’t know the truth of things before. European Whites and Iranian Whites are bound by the fact they stood up against the greatest evil on Earth
<2022-02-14T21:55:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 1933 Germany and 1979 Iran. Two dates and places separated by 46 years and many miles of land. But unified in the fear that they inflict upon the Zionist Devil Machine 
<2022-02-14T21:58:54.000Z> AR-15: I'm not mad at you. On my part I used to be into neocon boomer Republican bullshit in college and hate the middie east because of Jew propaganda. I didn't want to be racist so I thought niggers in Europe were just a Muslim problem. I read through the Koran and thought "wow this is for 80 IQ warlords. No wonder they're destroying the west!" Then I had an experience in college where in one small group class there were fratdude white guys and sorority roasties who all hung out together and spouted reddit lefty shit constantly, they hung out with this Hindu immigrant who just constantly talked shit about "evil right wingers" and how we need to rid the world of guns or he won't feel safe. And then there were two Muslim girls who were sisters, I think they were Afghan refugees, they were super nice to me, they flirted with me really innocently so I helped them with their homework and they were so grateful to me for it. They passed that class because of me. My college was mostly uppity niggers and LGBT shitlibs who called me a breeder for not wanting to do drugs and have gay sex. 
<2022-02-14T22:00:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A part of me regrets not going harder at them
<2022-02-14T22:01:06.000Z> AR-15: It still took me time to realize  everything I didn't like was being done by jews and niggers and even 9/11 was Jews--I still remember 9/11, I was like 9 and at home with my mom and siblings, my mom turned on the TV to thr news, we all saw the second plane hit, and my mom flipped out and had us start praying. 
<2022-02-14T22:01:19.000Z> AR-15: I love you man. No homo. 
<2022-02-14T22:01:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had a teacher who was a South African jew and he was nice and caring to me but pushed kike shit. Now I would tell him that the AWB should’ve massacred his relatives kike neighborhoods
<2022-02-14T22:02:08.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. Definitely have known people like that too. 
<2022-02-14T22:04:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My family just tells me to let go, but how can I?
<2022-02-14T22:05:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Those jews called the cops on me several times because they got mad at me over Facebook beefs. They wanted me dead by cops.
<2022-02-14T22:05:17.000Z> AR-15: Right. They destroyed my home too. The country I was raised to live in no longer exists. 
<2022-02-14T22:05:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That is an act of war
<2022-02-14T22:05:25.000Z> AR-15: Holy shit really? Damn 
<2022-02-14T22:07:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My crime was that I was an awkward kid coming from a small k-8 special needs school into a public school full of vile kikes
<2022-02-14T22:07:57.000Z> AR-15: Wow. Disgusting. I'm really lucky I was homeschooled so I didn't have to deal with that until college.  
<2022-02-14T22:11:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember when Mohammed Merah went on his anti-kike rampage I was ecstatic 
<2022-02-14T22:12:41.000Z> AR-15: Based 
<2022-02-14T22:12:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In my high school I wrote on desks and random places “Viva Merah! Fuck the Kippa!”
<2022-02-14T22:13:10.000Z> AR-15: Incredibly based 
<2022-02-14T22:14:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If there ever is a new ourguy leader he shouldn’t be like Hitler. Hitler was a merciful, noble, honorable man.
<2022-02-14T22:15:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I want a White Idi Amin
<2022-02-14T22:16:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Or a White Pol Pot. Someone who would treat the enemy with sheer brutality 
<2022-02-14T22:17:36.000Z> AR-15: Honestly yeah. American politics is supposed to be angry and ever since boomers came of age we haven't been allowed to be. There's a lot of pent up angry that needs to be unleashed and there needs to be a lot of brutality to show enemies we won't ever tolerate drag Queen story hour ever again. 
<2022-02-14T22:18:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: White Interahamwe gang
<2022-02-14T22:18:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Learn from the Hutu
<2022-02-14T22:20:03.000Z> AR-15: Yup. 
<2022-02-14T22:57:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for being a good friend. Sorry if I was a downer
<2022-02-14T23:11:32.000Z> AR-15: You're welcome! And no, you're fine! I'm here when you need to talk. Thank you for sharing so much with me. 
<2022-02-15T00:10:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks, likewise 
<2022-02-17T00:00:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Am I the only one tired of living in a country that is a psychological shadowlaw terror state?
<2022-02-17T00:01:53.000Z> AR-15: Nope. I feel that way every day. I do everything I can get away with. I speed. I don't return the cart. FUCK Piss Earth Babylon 
<2022-02-17T00:02:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You might find this repugnant but there’s times I wish I was a doctor or surgeon
<2022-02-17T00:03:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So I could pull a Cioccolata on kike/nonwhite patients
<2022-02-17T00:03:45.000Z> AR-15: I don't blame you actually. The entire medical field is designed to do that to us already
<2022-02-17T00:04:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Every so often I post a post saying how I wish I could be a surgeon or a doctor so I could “accidentally” mistreat elderly kikes or whatever
<2022-02-17T00:05:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: People get mad but my anger comes from a deeply personal grudge
<2022-02-17T00:06:22.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. I've seen some of those and yeah, there's a reason why doctor is the most chosen profession for serial killers. It's really easy to get away with that shit there. 
<2022-02-17T00:06:40.000Z> AR-15: And they don't even try to get away with it clean when they do it now to us 
<2022-02-17T00:07:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I hate abortion but I’m very ambivalent on nonwhite abortion
<2022-02-17T00:08:41.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. I don't like them being sacrificed to Moloch though under the current industry and having their cells used forever to make vaccines 
<2022-02-17T00:08:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m deeply ashamed that I feel that way because abortion is very vile and I have been personally affected but I’m tired of dealing with nonwhite beasts
<2022-02-17T00:09:13.000Z> AR-15: I hear you. It's okay.
<2022-02-17T00:09:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I tell you why can you promise not to tell or get upset?
<2022-02-17T00:09:57.000Z> AR-15: If not for my religious faith I would be very blackpilled and depressed all the time with how far gone I am down every rabbit hole 
<2022-02-17T00:10:04.000Z> AR-15: Yes, I promise 
<2022-02-17T00:10:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was a very difficult, spergy sped child
<2022-02-17T00:11:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apparently my mom got an unwanted pregnancy
<2022-02-17T00:11:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And since I was a difficult kid and they had me and my normie older bro
<2022-02-17T00:12:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I could’ve had a little sibling
<2022-02-17T00:12:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But because I was a retarded creature I condemned her (in my heart i felt it was a her) to a death sentence
<2022-02-17T00:13:29.000Z> AR-15: Awwww 😢😢😢😢😢
<2022-02-17T00:13:44.000Z> AR-15: Fuck man. I'm so sorry. 
<2022-02-17T00:14:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think about it a lot, my brother told me it wasn’t my fault, wasn’t my choice.
<2022-02-17T00:14:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I feel like a murderer
<2022-02-17T00:15:37.000Z> AR-15: I don't think it's your fault either but I understand why you feel that way. 
<2022-02-17T00:17:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why I hate abortion
<2022-02-17T00:18:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why one day I wish to see every anti-abortion guerrilla freed and given medals of honor
<2022-02-17T00:18:30.000Z> AR-15: Same. 
<2022-02-17T00:19:27.000Z> AR-15: I want that too although my reasons aren't as personal as yours
<2022-02-17T00:19:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All my reasons for being in this sphere is personal
<2022-02-17T00:20:18.000Z> AR-15: Good. They really have to be tbh
<2022-02-17T00:21:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They declared war upon me. I would’ve been happy consumptive cattle. But they declared war.
<2022-02-17T00:21:39.000Z> AR-15: Yup. And they won't leave you alone. 
<2022-02-17T00:21:49.000Z> AR-15: That's my story too. 
<2022-02-17T00:25:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with James “Atomic Dog” Kopp?
<2022-02-17T00:26:35.000Z> AR-15: Sounds familiar but not off the top of my head
<2022-02-17T00:27:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/James_Charles_Kopp
<2022-02-17T00:28:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember shortly after finding out about my sibling’s death many years ago I watched a television show about this guy
<2022-02-17T00:28:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was vaguely familiar with the anti abortion movement
<2022-02-17T00:28:48.000Z> AR-15: Ah. Yeah, free him 
<2022-02-17T00:29:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I didn’t know there were soldiers fighting that war
<2022-02-17T00:30:04.000Z> AR-15: Yeah, there's also the guy who got George Tiller (don't remember the dude's name)
<2022-02-17T00:39:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember that
<2022-02-17T00:42:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He deserved far worse
<2022-02-17T00:43:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish I had relatives like me
<2022-02-17T00:49:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like I’ve been a big downer since last week
<2022-02-17T02:05:05.000Z> AR-15: You're okay man. Listening to you is the least I can do for you. 
<2022-02-17T02:06:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Normally I separate my usual downer self from poast because I want to keep morale up but work has been stressful and my meds ran out so im on edge
<2022-02-17T02:07:27.000Z> AR-15: Wish I could give you a hug 
<2022-02-17T02:08:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks my friend
<2022-02-17T02:09:33.000Z> AR-15: You're welcome!
<2022-02-17T03:03:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I really hope I can keep working from home. Fuck going back to a gayass office
<2022-02-17T03:18:45.000Z> AR-15: Yeah :/ understandable. I'm in the same boat 
<2022-02-17T03:19:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My relatives are like “Oh but you’ll be able to socialize!!11”
<2022-02-17T03:20:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: fuck that they’re not my friends, I’m just their for money and health insurance
<2022-02-17T03:27:08.000Z> AR-15: Exactly. Work isn't a social club
<2022-02-17T03:29:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t mind socializing but I’d rather work with people like my mutuals 
<2022-02-17T03:29:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not amongst zoggies
<2022-02-17T03:29:18.000Z> AR-15: Right. 
<2022-02-17T03:30:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You guys are my friends. If I stopped posting you guys would notice. The company just views me as a goyim to squeeze dry
<2022-02-17T04:10:10.000Z> AR-15: Exactly. 
<2022-02-17T04:12:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In the case I am at deaths door I will face and name dox so you guys can come to the funeral 
<2022-02-17T04:12:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So you guys don’t wonder what happened 
<2022-02-17T04:39:02.000Z> AR-15: I'll be there 
<2022-02-17T16:00:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I may have stepped on some toes lol
<2022-02-17T16:31:47.000Z> AR-15: Oops lol 
<2022-02-17T20:28:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly the Junko Furuta case breaks my heart every time I’m reminded of it
<2022-02-17T20:29:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Seeing two psychos on both ends of the ideological spectrum use her as some kind of fetish (in both meanings of the word) legitimately disgusts me
<2022-02-17T20:29:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry for getting huffy, just had to let it out
<2022-02-17T20:31:08.000Z> AR-15: You're good man. There are things that break a person's brain and the internet makes that a lot easier for people to find and to rationalize their brokenness 
<2022-02-17T20:34:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why I’m glad I strengthened my self awareness skills over the years
<2022-02-17T20:49:05.000Z> AR-15: I.m glad for your sake too. 
<2022-02-17T20:50:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks. Because back in my dysgenic days (middle school to undergrad) I was very much unaware, smoking lots of pot didn’t help either
<2022-02-17T20:50:23.000Z> AR-15: Fug :/
<2022-02-17T20:54:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah. Pot was so pleasurable, spiritual junk food. It’s why I quit cold turkey 
<2022-02-17T20:55:50.000Z> AR-15: I understand. I'm glad you got away from it.
<2022-02-17T20:57:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks. It has a higher potential for addiction than people think. Not to the level of opiates but for troubled kids it can be incredibly destructive 
<2022-02-17T20:58:09.000Z> AR-15: For sure. I've seen it destroy people before. Glad I never got into it. 
<2022-02-17T21:00:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: what’s funny is that my mom is a neoliberal zoggie type (within reason) on everything except health stuff. Then she and you guys overlap
<2022-02-17T21:00:25.000Z> AR-15: Interesting. 
<2022-02-17T21:01:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah. Dislikes seed oils, corn syrup, weed, junk food etc.
<2022-02-17T21:03:45.000Z> AR-15: It's funny how all that information was widely available for the last 20 years yet now they leave no outlet for it for controlled opposition even anymore. 
<2022-02-17T21:04:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some why she’s into it could be doxxy but I’ll say it was because I used to be a fattoid and she just read up on it
<2022-02-17T21:05:28.000Z> AR-15: Ah, makes sense. 
<2022-02-17T21:07:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s what’s upsetting, weed and junk food is as bad for you as it is pleasurable
<2022-02-17T21:08:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I thank God and my family’s support I lost weight (237 to as of the last time I checked 170, I started weight loss in 2020 or so)
<2022-02-17T21:10:28.000Z> AR-15: Amen.
<2022-02-17T21:12:42.000Z> AR-15: Man I need to lose weight myself. I have bad memories of gyms, the college I went to had a good one but it was where the creepy gay guys hung out to look for hookups. I used to stay active just walking everywhere but had health problems thr last 2 years. Finally over that and now I need to start getting back into it. Problem is I still don't want to go to gyms, so I'm limited to home workout stuff until I get over that. 
<2022-02-17T21:15:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish you the best. I’m no aryan ubermensch in terms of musculature so don’t feel discouraged 
<2022-02-17T21:16:54.000Z> AR-15: Thank you 
<2022-02-18T16:05:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m proud of this post
<2022-02-18T16:05:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AGbdQONtbHBAx11kNE
<2022-02-18T16:12:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have an idea for an incredibly spicy post
<2022-02-18T16:12:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wanna hear?
<2022-02-18T16:13:09.000Z> AR-15: Sure!
<2022-02-18T16:13:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It would be a picture of the v-tech shooter with the hammer or his guns and it would say something like:
<2022-02-18T16:14:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When you hear a “Holocaust survivor” speak at a class presentation
<2022-02-18T16:14:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Or:
<2022-02-18T16:14:25.000Z> AR-15: Lmfao 
<2022-02-18T16:14:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: POV: you’re a “Holocaust survivor” and I heard you lie about the Germans
<2022-02-18T16:15:03.000Z> AR-15: Both excellent 
<2022-02-18T16:15:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He actually killed a “Holocaust survivor” which is pretty based
<2022-02-18T16:15:58.000Z> AR-15: Yes. Very based. 
<2022-02-18T16:19:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AGbeoTZS4KZhwMTpqa
<2022-02-18T16:20:38.000Z> AR-15: Excellent post. 
<2022-02-21T00:54:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >tfw I unintentionally pissed off larry ridgeway enough to end his stream 
<2022-02-21T00:54:45.000Z> AR-15: Lmao nice
<2022-02-21T00:55:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was doing a bit on how JLP looks like Jeepers Creepers and I asked in the chat if they knew about the story of the director Victor salva because it’s not as well known as say Weinstein
<2022-02-21T00:56:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then he got mad and the stream shut down, I did apologize in the chat that I didn’t mean to “ruin” the mood or whatever
<2022-02-21T00:58:06.000Z> AR-15: Ah. 
<2022-02-21T00:58:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel bad because I didn’t mean to piss him off and ruin everyone’s good time
<2022-02-21T01:06:32.000Z> AR-15: Fug :/ that's still kind of funny 
<2022-02-21T01:07:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It is kind of a badge of honor but you know me I don’t like upsetting people on “our side” y’know?
<2022-02-21T01:08:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand I’m kinda annoyed he got mad over that but I’m also mad at myself for as usual being a retard
<2022-02-21T01:26:48.000Z> AR-15: Understandable. 
<2022-02-21T01:27:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for listening friend. I’m probably just making a big deal out of nothing but I’ve always been a worrier 
<2022-02-21T01:30:56.000Z> AR-15: You're welcome, I'm glad I can do at least that much for you 
<2022-02-22T15:57:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re a good guy, friend. Nothing like Mystik or other house niggers for the Yehudi Demon Regime
<2022-02-22T15:57:49.000Z> AR-15: Fug. Thank you 
<2022-02-22T15:58:14.000Z> AR-15: I just don't act dignified online because I keep feeling the need to respond to these people 
<2022-02-22T15:59:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly the only reason I don’t (spicy fedpost redacted) these retards is I haven’t entered the “nothing left to lose” stage of life
<2022-02-22T16:23:16.000Z> AR-15: Fair. 
<2022-02-22T16:23:39.000Z> AR-15: Calling them niggers is cathartic and helps my brain feel better 
<2022-03-03T23:31:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Iranians are the master of neurotic guilt tripping jfc 
<2022-03-03T23:31:25.000Z> AR-15: Damn :/ you okay?
<2022-03-03T23:32:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Relatives being whiny about my views and that I need to let go so I can stop burdening myself and “mature”
<2022-03-03T23:33:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: While they unironically parrot jewish morality and talking points
<2022-03-03T23:37:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m forever grateful that in the eyes of my mutuals my views are respected and I’m not viewed as a retarded child because with my relatives the opposite is true
<2022-03-03T23:42:57.000Z> AR-15: Damn :/ yeah 
<2022-03-03T23:45:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t know why I’m so patient and nice to people
<2022-03-03T23:46:59.000Z> AR-15: You're a good man, that's why
<2022-03-03T23:48:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why don’t they see that then? Sure they say they love me and that I’ve made so much improvement but I can’t help but think they still view me as a retard
<2022-03-04T00:05:03.000Z> AR-15: Of course they do. They think maturity is determined by having TV opinions and it's sad. 
<2022-03-04T00:09:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They betrayed their people and one day I’ll have to identify their bodies on a slab after some nigger criminal brutalizes them after being bailed out by kikes
<2022-03-04T00:13:17.000Z> AR-15: I'm sorry friend :/ wish I could adopt you 
<2022-03-04T00:13:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A part of me wants to find the remains of my two executed relatives and burn them into ashes and forge a Nazi symboled blade out of it. Because of their spiritual selling out to ZDM. My other family members are full on zogtards 
<2022-03-04T00:21:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you think people would miss me here if I left? Or would they be relieved that they no longer had to see my posts? 
<2022-03-04T00:42:49.000Z> AR-15: Man. I would really miss you 
<2022-03-04T00:44:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s sad is that the only time I’d feel safe enough to show my name and face would be if I was dying
<2022-03-04T00:47:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My relatives betrayed me, plain and simple
<2022-03-04T01:08:26.000Z> AR-15: I'm sorry :/ wish I could do something to make your family better. That's rough. 
<2022-03-04T01:47:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They chose the Zionist Devil Machine over their own flesh and blood, they’ll reap the fruits of their crimes against humanity 
<2022-03-09T19:26:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This comic was like a punch to the gut 
<2022-03-09T19:26:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shit it didn’t go through, my bad
<2022-03-09T19:27:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know what I’ll just tag you in the thread if that’s alright
<2022-03-09T20:18:23.000Z> AR-15: Ye that's fine!
<2022-03-09T21:57:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That comic was a spiritual heart punch ngl
<2022-03-09T21:58:10.000Z> AR-15: Yeah :/ I understand 
<2022-03-09T21:59:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I actually had a nightmare about my lost sibling/sister blaming me for what happened. I did not sleep well that night
<2022-03-09T21:59:56.000Z> AR-15: Aw :/ 
<2022-03-09T22:00:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget exactly when, it was within the past few years but it was intense
<2022-03-09T22:00:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you think I’ll ever see her?
<2022-03-09T22:02:51.000Z> AR-15: I do! 
<2022-03-09T22:06:02.000Z> AR-15: mycatholic.life/catholic-question-and-answer/q-do-aborted-babies-go-to-heaven/
<2022-03-09T22:07:10.000Z> AR-15: This is a pretty good summary of what I believe about that. Basically it's impossible to know, but it's comforting to be able to just trust God. 
<2022-03-09T22:08:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I trust him, I trust that she’s up there with my grandparents and my dog to give her the family she deserved
<2022-03-09T22:11:18.000Z> AR-15: Amen. Ask her to pray for you when you start feeling guilty again.
<2022-03-14T22:36:26.000Z> AR-15: Hey man, haven't seen you around for a bit. Are you doing okay?
<2022-03-15T01:04:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, thanks for checking up
<2022-03-15T01:05:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m in Florida vacationing with relatives 
<2022-03-15T01:06:27.000Z> AR-15: Nice! Glad to hear and I hope you have a great time with them! 
<2022-03-15T01:06:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apologies for being spotty with posts
<2022-03-15T01:07:03.000Z> AR-15: No worries! Not like you're obligated to be here lol 
<2022-03-15T01:09:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I enjoy showing stuff and interacting with mutuals
<2022-03-16T00:36:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This may be the last trip I take with my relatives
<2022-03-16T00:36:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re sick erratic people that I hope get punished 
<2022-03-16T02:16:24.000Z> AR-15: Damn :/
<2022-03-16T23:49:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My relatives and I smoothed things over for the time being. Sorry for worrying you
<2022-03-16T23:51:38.000Z> AR-15: 💓 that.s great news! Glad you're doing better. 
<2022-03-17T02:28:48.000Z> AR-15: ANIME IS ZOOMER Q  https://i.poastcdn.org/2652c624384b65346c3444a4d51c3fcfa90f75e0fd3cadde492e6a013163df86.jpg
<2022-03-17T11:58:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He spat on Ashli Babbit and mocked her murder so fuck him
<2022-03-17T12:47:35.000Z> AR-15: Yup
<2022-03-19T22:50:54.000Z> AR-15: Chance is a sperg but he had a point, I'm trying to get over a bad porn addiction and being here doesn't always help lol. I'm also pretty desensitized to images like that which isn't good. Just wish he was less of a sperg about trying to help me. 
<2022-03-19T23:01:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry friend, you’re a good guy and I get ornery when people shit on my mutuals 
<2022-03-19T23:04:28.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. It's okay and I appreciate it. 
<2022-03-19T23:08:08.000Z> AR-15: I'm just glad I'm not the only one who gets frustrated with him when he goes off. 
<2022-03-19T23:19:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’m more respectful and courteous on the “racist underground” site than any mainstream social media
<2022-03-19T23:20:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish you the best in overcoming and improving
<2022-03-19T23:59:46.000Z> AR-15: Thank you! I think I'm doing better now but of course people who can't see where I have been don't. 
<2022-03-23T18:36:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who were the poast users who got doxxed?
<2022-03-23T18:36:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who were the poast users who got doxxed?
<2022-03-23T18:39:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry my message repeated
<2022-03-23T18:39:11.000Z> AR-15: Matt Distolero was one of them. He ran a funny and good racist podcast called The Skinwalker Tapes. Since being doxxed he has disappeared from everywhere. I hope he's okay :/ 
<2022-03-23T18:39:36.000Z> AR-15: Graf also got doxxed but he's a bitcoin millionaire and self employed so it didn't hurt him. 
<2022-03-23T18:42:00.000Z> AR-15: It's okay lol 
<2022-03-23T18:42:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even my YouTube I private my playlists and don’t create content 
<2022-03-23T18:42:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope I’m fine, I have no normie social media and I use ProtonMail for stuff like odysee 
<2022-03-23T18:43:21.000Z> AR-15: Ye :/ you're probably good 
<2022-03-23T18:44:02.000Z> AR-15: Distolero used the same username for everything for like a decade and had posted basically the region he lived in and his real name is Matt, so that didn't help 
<2022-03-23T18:44:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Should I block the nice crew instance? 
<2022-03-23T18:45:32.000Z> AR-15: Spooky Nationalist also got doxxed, dude was a highschool teacher who got into writing funny racist articles for openly white nationalist web mags, he used the same username for everything and he claimed some of the publications under his real name. Got doxxed. 
<2022-03-23T18:46:03.000Z> AR-15: Uhhhh maybe. If you don't talk to any of them go ahead and block them, but also if you don't talk to any of them it's not a problem lol 
<2022-03-23T18:46:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My life stories I keep as vague as possible (IE you’d have to be a relative to know). There’s crazier stuff I could talk about but I don’t wanna risk it
<2022-03-23T18:47:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah spooky’s a great guy, he’s back under a new account.
<2022-03-23T18:47:49.000Z> AR-15: Right. As long as you're doing basic opsec and don't reuse email addresses or usernames on multiple public sites you should be good. 
<2022-03-23T18:48:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why I changed my YouTube name 
<2022-03-23T18:48:19.000Z> AR-15: Sweet, I didn't even realize. I had never talked with him. It's a shame that happened to him man. 
<2022-03-23T18:49:24.000Z> AR-15: Personal anecdotes are probably okay as long as they're not completely unique and you change some details. But yeah don't tell all the ones you've told elsewhere lol. 
<2022-03-23T18:49:32.000Z> AR-15: Sorry messages are sending so slow for me. 
<2022-03-23T18:51:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries
<2022-03-23T18:52:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Keep in mind I’ve essentially been isolated from social media from 2017 to 2021 and aside from relatives I don’t really interact with IRL people
<2022-03-23T18:54:07.000Z> AR-15: Good shit. Yeah you're probably good then. 
<2022-03-23T18:55:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I never had Twitter or instagram 
<2022-03-23T21:46:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I used to be sad-nostalgic about “missing” out on the old era of schlock cinema/tokusatsu/anime OVAs and video stores but then I realized now I can fairly easily collect them physically or find them online
<2022-03-23T21:47:17.000Z> AR-15: Ye!
<2022-03-23T21:47:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And if I really wanna physically rent a DVD/blu ray I can go to the library
<2022-03-23T21:48:04.000Z> AR-15: It's also easy to rip old DVDs and to get around older bluray copy protection. That's a Chad way to pirate
<2022-03-23T21:48:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also I usually buy secondhand/from local places or from smaller niche labels like Vinegar Syndrome and Severin
<2022-03-23T21:49:24.000Z> AR-15: Yup!
<2022-04-25T14:24:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I see mutuals I really like/have been good to me like you Bungholio and Kash go all out on a hellthread over dog breeds and I feel bad because I lack the interpersonal skills to actually mediate things
<2022-04-25T14:26:55.000Z> AR-15: Fug :/ sorry man. For what it's worth they blocked me so no more squabbling 
<2022-04-25T14:46:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize if my post comes off as unintentionally dismissive, I know your faith is rightfully very important to you and I don’t want to be disrespectful 
<2022-04-25T14:52:03.000Z> AR-15: Thank you friend. I appreciate your concern. I muted that thread lmao so I haven't even seen your posts there. They blocked me, I don't want to talk to them so there's peace. I don't begrudge you being friends with them or anything, that's not my business and I'm glad they're nice to you. 
<2022-04-25T14:52:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m very weird when it comes to Christianity and I’ll explain what I mean
<2022-04-25T14:54:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When I was a dysgenic nihilistic delusional psycho I was very anti Christian because I fell for the ZDM narratives. But then over time and many examples of Christians being kind to me while kikes and Muslims were being Zionist thugs made me feel great shame over my prior views
<2022-04-25T14:55:30.000Z> AR-15: Ah, gotcha. 
<2022-04-25T14:55:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t go to any churches since the ones near me are pozzed but I do respect and revere Christianity as the way
<2022-04-25T14:56:21.000Z> AR-15: So true. Someday I will take you to non-pozzed Latin Mass. 
<2022-04-25T14:58:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember in undergrad feeling like the worst piece of shit in the world for being so edgelord anti Christian when I was younger, these people could’ve said “Johnny you’re a piece of shit and you don’t deserve salvation or grace.” But they didn’t
<2022-04-25T15:00:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s how powerful Christ and his word is. To take a heathen on a downward spiral and give him humanity. 
<2022-04-27T20:05:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man how’re you feeling?
<2022-04-27T20:07:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I saw your thread/comment about feeling depressed. Apologies if I’m being pushy, just wanna let you know I’m here 
<2022-04-27T20:07:42.000Z> AR-15: Hey! Thanks so much for checking on me, it means a lot. 
<2022-04-27T20:08:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No problem, I know you’d do the same. Plus I can’t just not check on a bro if I know he’s going through stuff
<2022-04-27T20:10:27.000Z> AR-15: I'm actually doing okay now. Lost my grandma about a month ago and that really fucked me up. I saw my doctor yesterday and got some new meds. I'm not a fan of antidepressants but they work for me when I need them. Once they kick in I'll be back to normal. 
<2022-04-27T20:11:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry about your grandma, I lost my paternal grandparents and in my case I didn’t really get over it. I take antidepressants (Prozac) too otherwise I get sperg irritability/agitation 
<2022-04-27T20:12:19.000Z> AR-15: Understandable. 
<2022-05-03T14:09:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see ironypigs defending abortion on the TL
<2022-05-03T14:09:29.000Z> AR-15: Yup
<2022-05-03T14:09:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >trying not to go full fedpost
<2022-05-03T14:09:54.000Z> AR-15: I hear you :/ 
<2022-05-03T14:12:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That Rassmussen guy (seal avi) said my positions are inconsistent regarding abortion and total Yehudi death and I was this close to saying “My sister was murdered via abortion. Jews put the system in place that killed her therefore I want them dead. Consistent enough for you?”
<2022-05-03T14:12:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But then I thought what’s the point?
<2022-05-03T14:15:56.000Z> AR-15: Oh yeah everything I see from him is boomer neocon libtard tier retardation. Not someone worth arguing with seriously. 
<2022-05-03T14:16:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t mind him personally but abortion is one issue that legitimately induced true brain damage tier rage and sorrow in me
<2022-05-03T14:17:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like going to a Palestinian in Gaza and asking him about Israel 
<2022-05-03T14:25:40.000Z> AR-15: Right 
<2022-05-03T14:26:42.000Z> AR-15: Lmao I dated a girl once who became a lesbian libtard to spite her parents and me. 
<2022-05-03T14:27:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The main reason I don’t date is that I have severe anger and I fear I’d probably do unoptical things if a bitch pulled that on me
<2022-05-03T14:27:51.000Z> AR-15: Underersnfable. 
<2022-05-05T03:30:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw you can’t just physically mog a butthurt instance admin irl
<2022-05-05T03:59:47.000Z> AR-15: Ikr
<2022-05-08T03:09:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see the aborted little sister ghost meme 
<2022-05-08T03:09:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >feel my heart implode into a black hole
<2022-05-08T03:19:40.000Z> AR-15: :/
<2022-05-08T03:20:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand I feel weak to react like that, but I can’t help it 
<2022-05-08T03:20:34.000Z> AR-15: Yeah. I don't blame you
<2022-05-20T15:39:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget, did I ever send you my story rough draft?
<2022-05-20T15:39:54.000Z> AR-15: No actually 
<2022-05-20T15:40:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😨 I must rectify this
<2022-05-20T15:41:31.000Z> AR-15: Please do! 
<2022-05-20T15:41:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And of course the attach file thing is glitching out
<2022-05-20T15:41:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭😭😭
<2022-05-20T15:43:45.000Z> AR-15: Fug. You can email it to me. Polarisxvx@gmail.com is the alt I use for fedi stuff
<2022-05-20T15:45:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I use ProtonMail, I’ll email you shortly friend 
<2022-05-20T15:45:40.000Z> AR-15: Sweet. 
<2022-05-20T15:51:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I sent it
<2022-05-20T15:57:51.000Z> AR-15: Thank you! I will read it later when I'm home from work 
<2022-05-25T17:06:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey Spike, did you get a chance to read my rough draft?
<2022-05-25T17:14:43.000Z> AR-15: I totally forgot 😭 sorry man, Iast weekend was crazy busy. I'll make sure I read today or tomorrow. 
<2022-05-25T17:21:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries friend!
<2022-05-25T17:22:31.000Z> AR-15: Thank you! 
<2022-06-03T17:24:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, did you get a chance to read my thing?
<2022-06-03T17:42:48.000Z> AR-15: frick, not yet sorry. My phone broke and I'm supposed to go out of town next week so I'm really scrambling to try and keep my shit together lol. I will soon I promise. 
<2022-06-03T17:43:00.000Z> AR-15: It's not that I don't want to
<2022-06-03T18:25:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I understand man, shit happens. No worries though
<2022-06-21T00:32:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm gonna fedpost, fuck seeing abortion shit on the TL
<2022-06-21T00:39:57.000Z> AR-15: Sorry :/ I know I didn't have to quote tweet it 
<2022-06-21T00:40:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah it's not your fault. You know I'd never be mad at you
<2022-06-21T00:40:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That Dave faggot is really getting at me
<2022-06-21T01:16:13.000Z> AR-15: Thanks man. And yeah I hear you
<2022-06-28T04:24:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly I know it’s really bad for me to think this. But if these doxxers like the AnonymousComrade freaks got a taste of their own medicine and then fucked up shit happened to them (IE poisoning pets) I wouldn’t be shaken up
<2022-06-28T04:24:58.000Z> AR-15: Nah I hear you. Nothing wrong with praying for the Lord to deliver you from your enemies and let justice pursue them.
<2022-06-28T04:26:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m tired of constantly living in fear or living in isolation from others aside from relatives I can’t connect to fully
<2022-06-28T04:27:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m trying not to fedpost hard, I don’t want to worry or upset others but I’m fucking livid
<2022-06-28T04:34:12.000Z> AR-15: Yeah :/ 
<2022-06-28T20:40:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, sorry for being a downer last night
<2022-06-28T21:35:02.000Z> AR-15: It's okay! No worries
<2022-06-28T21:58:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re a good mutual, thank you for your patience friend
<2022-06-28T22:06:21.000Z> AR-15: I try! Thank you for putting up with me lol 
<2022-06-28T22:13:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bro you’re nothing but great and chill
<2022-06-28T22:14:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t “put up” with you, I enjoy and cherish our virtual company and I hope one day I can meet you and my other mutuals 
<2022-06-29T00:21:36.000Z> AR-15: Awww :/ me too man. I want to give you a hug 
<2022-06-29T00:22:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to find a job that’s in the /ourguy/ parallel network
<2022-06-29T00:22:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So I don’t have to worry as much about doxxing
<2022-06-29T00:52:46.000Z> AR-15: Yeah :/ that would be nice. I'll have to look into that too 
<2022-07-07T19:29:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m kind of offended he didn’t try to guilt trip me with self harm pics
<2022-07-07T19:32:50.000Z> AR-15: Yeah right? Lmao
<2022-07-07T19:33:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Look faggot the only gash I care about IS YO MOMMA’S GASH YA KNOW WHATIMEAN?!?! ADOOSHE!”
<2022-07-07T19:33:40.000Z> AR-15: lmfao
<2022-07-07T19:33:46.000Z> AR-15: Holy shit 
<2022-07-07T19:34:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw one time I called this fat injun Facebook friend of a friend “Chief Eats Like Buffalo”
<2022-07-07T19:39:29.000Z> AR-15: That's a good one. Next time I'll send them your way if they dm me 
<2022-07-09T23:37:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you get along with your parents/relatives?
<2022-07-09T23:47:26.000Z> AR-15: I do! My parents are religious conservative types who are afraid to take the next step but they're very honest and very Christian so at least they have that much going for them. Most of my family is like that and the few ones who aren't dont talk to us 
<2022-07-10T00:04:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My parents only like me when I accommodate them and keep my mouth shut regarding my opinions 
<2022-07-10T00:05:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Otherwise they wear me down and use the dirtiest guilt/emotional warfare shit to get at me hard 
<2022-07-10T00:19:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love them but I hate them at the same time. 
<2022-07-10T00:33:22.000Z> AR-15: Damn :/
<2022-07-10T00:37:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only motivation I have for not just giving up and going back to my old dysgenic life is the people here
<2022-07-10T00:40:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Looking forward to my parents guilting me and making me feel like a criminal bastard tomorrow for having opinions they don’t like 
<2022-07-10T00:41:03.000Z> AR-15: I'm sorry friend. Wish I could hang out with you irl and spare you that. 
<2022-07-10T00:41:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish I could hang out with my mutuals
<2022-07-10T00:42:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Aside from my brother I don’t have IRL friends
<2022-07-10T01:09:05.000Z> AR-15: Fug :/
<2022-07-11T15:57:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, thanks for being there when I was drunk and sad this weekend
<2022-07-11T15:57:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I appreciate it. 
<2022-07-11T15:58:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also Kash is a good guy, I know there’s areas of disagreement with him and others here but he’s a solid person from my interactions with him. 
<2022-07-11T16:09:05.000Z> AR-15: You're welcome! Glad I could help. And yeah, I saw you saying that. I'll back off lol  