<2023-01-08T10:01:04.000Z> 13b: are you doing okay buddy?
<2023-01-08T14:07:29.000Z> Subject24: Can't complain
<2023-01-08T14:07:46.000Z> Subject24: You? How's things going with the parents?
<2023-01-08T15:29:38.000Z> 13b: hell bro
<2023-01-08T15:29:44.000Z> 13b: i had an idea
<2023-01-08T15:30:13.000Z> 13b: instead of waiting to find out, im just going to go visit my grandma and ask like if theres any special plan for me
<2023-01-08T15:30:28.000Z> 13b: maybe my grandfather created some inheritance thing in 2005 or something
<2023-01-08T15:30:30.000Z> 13b: if not
<2023-01-08T15:30:34.000Z> 13b: ill just kill myself
<2023-01-08T15:50:46.000Z> Subject24: I'm sorry it's been rough man but don't hurt yourself
<2023-01-08T15:54:18.000Z> 13b: It's too hard to know what to do
<2023-01-08T15:54:43.000Z> 13b: and like good will and doing things properly and shit vs the evil he lined up for me on earth
<2023-01-08T15:54:47.000Z> 13b: its just not um
<2023-01-08T15:54:58.000Z> 13b: yeah idk man well find out tomorrow
<2023-01-08T15:55:02.000Z> 13b: i dont really like god tbh
<2023-01-08T15:55:08.000Z> 13b: he's never been gentle with me.
<2023-01-08T15:56:42.000Z> Subject24: Sorry man, I know how you feel somewhat
<2023-01-08T15:57:05.000Z> 13b: no i dont think you do
<2023-01-08T15:57:10.000Z> Subject24: You have to believe things are the way they are for a reason but it's hard to see why sometimes
<2023-01-08T15:57:12.000Z> 13b: i have been nothing but nice to username and webpal and some other guy
<2023-01-08T15:57:19.000Z> 13b: and in return, i only got cold autism
<2023-01-08T15:57:26.000Z> 13b: that's what i got for trying to make friends in the world
<2023-01-08T15:57:31.000Z> 13b: an earnest expression
<2023-01-08T15:57:34.000Z> 13b: so gg 
<2023-01-08T15:57:35.000Z> 13b: i cbf
<2023-01-08T15:58:57.000Z> Subject24: Some people aren't very good at conversation tbf
<2023-01-08T15:59:11.000Z> 13b: ?
<2023-01-08T15:59:12.000Z> 13b: so?
<2023-01-08T15:59:18.000Z> 13b: then should i have other friends?
<2023-01-08T15:59:22.000Z> 13b: ones who can communicate?
<2023-01-08T15:59:34.000Z> 13b: why would i be lied to my whole life that you need to be nice to people?
<2023-01-08T15:59:35.000Z> 13b: et.c
<2023-01-08T16:02:11.000Z> Subject24: That's not really a lie but you also have to be patient with people too
<2023-01-08T16:03:07.000Z> Subject24: Some people can't jump into full bore conversation with people they don't know that well especially autismos